The Bully I Fell In Love With (boyxboy)

Sneaking Around

When Ross returned home Jess and I were in our pyjamas and settled down to watch a film but I couldn’t stop thinking about the text from his friend now and why he had never mentioned him before. My heart was breaking more and more that thinking about it bought a tear to my eye and as a tear rolled down my face Jess noticed. She turned to me and pausing the film said, “Now I haven’t seen one of those for a long time, what’s up babe.”

I knew what she was on about and I knew she wanted to talk but my head was a bit of a  mess so I just went along with it, “Seen one of what?”

She looked at me concerned again, “A tear baby, a tear.”

I just shrugged my shoulders to replied, “Meh.”

She out her arm around me and asked, “What’s up baby spill.”

Another tear came in to my eye and before I know it they were rolling down my face like a roller coaster. I looked in to her eyes seeing love and said, “I think Ross is cheating on me.”

She looked at me confused, “What gave you that idea.”

I looked at her with more tears in my eyes wanting to go on a rampage, “He’s texting every two minutes, acting shifty and texting this person called Michel a guy for crying out loud.” Then I stop and let out of breath from raising my voice.

She stroked my hair, “Calm down baby, calm down your been paranoid.”

I looked at her and she too looked worried, I could see it in her eyes. “Would you be upset if you was in my place?”

She looked at me and replied, “I have to admit I would but I would talk to him first.”

I looked t her confused and upset tears in my eyes flowing again,” I don’t want talk to him. I don’t want to be hurt again its to painful.”

Jess pressed my head up against her chest, “Aww baby I’ll be here for you no matter what.”

I felt cold and dark in side as though no one truly love me.

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I woke up next more and I felt lonely as hell. It was awful and as I looked towards the door Jess was not there the her bed. I didn’t know how long she had been gone as she had left me alone before. I found a note on the bed side table next to were she had left it, ‘Gone to meet a friend in town I will be at yours for 1 love ya chick Jess xx'

I looked at it weirdly; she had never left me a note before. I then got up and looked at my phone, I had a text from Ross which was even weirder, ‘Gone in to town to meet a friend be at yours for 1 love you babes.”

My heart sank in to my stomach, he’s never meet a friend with out me, then did that mean he was defiantly cheating on me. That arse holes he’s going to get a peace of my mind when he comes back. I went down stairs to try find my mum and dad and as I walked in to the kitchen to where they normally were at nine in morning I found a note on the table instead. ‘Gone to see a friend in town for lunch love mum and dad P.S. don’t for get to tidy your room xx'

I slapped the note on the table; what so fucking important about town and one o’clock I wanted to know. I stormed up the stairs chucking all my dirty clothes in the wash basket, slapping rubbish in the bin and changed my bed as well. I was mad and banged around like I had PMS. I decided to take a shower to cool my self down. Standing under the hot water I wondered why would every one leave me. I’m all alone in the house, my best friend has abandoned me, my boyfriends cheating on me and my parents hate me, what next the house will get set on fire. The thought of being alone made me cry and I just stood there with my head down crying like a baby in the shower. Then I thought I had had enough  I was going to confront them all.

I got changed  and didn’t bother to straighten my hair so I left it curly for the first time in my life. I grabbed my coat and as I reached the front door I heard two cars pull up just as the clock stroked one in the main family room. The front door handle twisted open my mum and dad were the first to come in. My mum came up to me and asked, “What’s wrong baby why is your face red?”

Then Ross and Jess followed and that’s when my kettle boiled.

“What’s wrong, what’s wrong. You’re cheating on me.” I pointed to Ross. “You abandoned me to meet some one else.” I point to Jess, “And you both hate me enough to leave me in the house alone.”

I pointed to my parents but they all smiling at me like I not uttered a bad word at all to them.

“What are your sneaking around for, I want to know.” My tantrum was taking over.

My mum grabbed a black blind fold and coming towards me smiled and covered my eyes, “What … what are your doing.” I stumbled on my words. It was just getting weirder and weirder by the minute.

Everything went black and because I couldn’t see I felt Ross grabbed my hand, I could tell it was him because I had held his hand enough times. In a clam voice he said to me, “Follow me.” What choice did I have.

 I felt like I was dragged rather than followed Ross as I realised he had lead me outside and to the car. I heard the car door open and Ross guided me inside them shut the door again. The engine started and I began to panic, “Where are you taking me, why do I have to be blindfolded.”

Ross removed the blindfold then and said quiet calmly, “Trust me, you’ll see when we get there.”

I rolled my eyes I trusted him I think, even though I thought he cheated on me. So I leaned back into my seat as Ross reversed out the drive.