How I Met Roman Reigns

Smackdown in Iowa

       
     The next day I was already up and Joe was still asleep because I hardly got any sleep from the night before my mind wouldn't shut down and let me sleep I was up most of the night thinking about my relationship and how I blamed myself for Joe cheating because of my injury if I hadn't gotten hurt I wouldn't have been gone. When Roman woke up I was sitting outside on the balcony staring out at nothing trying to keep myself from crying again. Joe order breakfast for us as we sat and ate together outside it was awkward we did not talk to each other the entire time. After breakfast we packed up our luggage, Joe ask if I was going to ride with him or with Sasha. I told him I would ride with him because I wanted to talk to him, he said okay and grabbed my bags. When got in the car and drove 2 hours to Iowa we stayed quite for a while when I put my hand on Joe's hand he looked at me and I could see the hurt and pain in his eyes. I said to him we are gonna get through this, I just need to tell you how I feel.
   You know how you blame yourself, I blame myself too because if I hadn't been hurt you wouldn't have slept with her. He said don't blame yourself I was the one in the wrong all you did was trust me and I broke that trust and because of that I know you will never trust me again. Joe never say never I told him you don't know what the future will bring us. I just feel so betrayed by you and not to mention how stupid you made me feel I said. He looked me in the eyes and as tears started to fall he said I know and I'm going to be reminded of it every single day especially when I look into your eyes and see all the hurt and pain I caused you. It's going to take time I told him but I'm willing to make it work because I love you enough to move pass this I didn't sleep because I was up all night trying to figure out what I wanted and all I could do was picture myself with you I don't think I can live without you,I said.
   He wrapped his arms around me and said I don't think I could live with out you either and I want to do right by you, I still want to be with you for your procedure and take care of you. I love you he said, I told him that was fine about being with me for my procedure. We finally had made it to Iowa we check in to our hotel room and put our things away. I couldn't take it any more seeing him so heartbroken i walked over to him and hugged him and said hold me. He wrapped his arms around me and squeezed me tight and said I'll hold you forever. We held each other like that for awhile when Joe lifted me up by my butt as I wrapped my legs around him and squeezed him tight as he laid me on the bed we started to kiss I could feel his hand on my body as I could feel myself undoing his pant and taking off his shirt.
   I could feel his hands undressing me as he ripped off my bra and panties I felt his tongue licking my breast and moving down my body as he reached my private area I could feel his tongue moving up and down as I started to moan. My Hands were gripping the bed as I moaned out for him to give it to me. I felt him stick it in me I wrapped my legs around him as I kept moaning he started to kiss my neck as our bodies move faster my nails dug into his back, I begged him not to stop as I said give me more don't stop baby. He went faster and said I'll give it to you as we switch positions I was on top as our bodies rocked back and forth I lean over to kiss Joe and said oh god you feel so good as he smacked my ass repeatedly and we went faster as I moan out loud for Joe to give me a baby we switch positions and he smacked my ass from behind and said I'll give you a baby alright as he pulled my hair he went faster and faster when we both let out a big moan together I felt Joe climax inside of me.
    As we laid naked in the bed together with my head on his chest and my arm around him, he kissed my forehead and squeezed me tight and said I'm sorry for hurting you I love you with all my heart. He said I was gonna wait to give this to you but I guess now is a good time as any. I sat up as he went to go grab something he came and sat down next to me kissed me said for me to open it he handed me a box I opened it it was a charm bracelet it was made out of white gold and it had a few charms on it already they were a Purple Heart and a mermaid and a Texas shape one and one that spelled out the word love. I started to cry and Joe said what's wrong, nothing I said it's just so beautiful and I hate this I hate that we are here back at step one, I wanna love you and wanna forget about everything that happened, but I can't my heart hurts. The bracelet is beautiful and thank you for giving it to me I know your trying and for that I love you I told him.
     He hugged me as we packed up our stuff to headed to the arena to start our work schedule I had a make a wish and a photo shoot to do and my guys had a match tonight so I get to be ring side this time, the drive to the arena seemed long because Joe and I didn't say much to each other the whole way, I turned to him and said I hate this silence between us say something anything. What do you want me to say he ask me, I don't know anything tell me how you feel I said. When he grabbed me and pulled me close to him and said I feel like I'm losing you and I don't know how to keep you from leaving me. I sighed and said Joe look at me your not gonna lose me I'm not going anywhere, I haven't left yet, I'm still here and I love you you need to forgive yourself in order for us to move on. How can I do that when you can't even forgive me he said, I forgave you the second I find out what happened, look at me I grabbed his face and said I forgive you okay, I love you enough to forgive you, so you need to forgive yourself.
   As we parked the car we grabbed our luggage and headed into the arena, Joe carried my luggage for me as he walked me to the women locker room. I hugged him bye and turned to walk away when he grabbed me and pulled me into him as he wrapped his arms around me and held me for while and said I don't want to be without you, you mean everything to me you are my world and I'm sorry for everything I wish I could undo it all but I can't I'm forever going to make things right between us. I hugged him tighter and said I will always love you Joe you mean everything to me so let's just go on about our day and move forward because tomorrow is a new day. I kissed him as he walked away. When I walked into the locker room all the girls just stared at me as I walked over to put my stuff away and change for my make a wish. Sasha came over to me and ask if I was okay I turned to her and said no as I cried but I will be as she hugged me and said girl you got us.
  At that moment all the girls came over to hug me and say it's gonna be okay. After I was done crying and getting dressed I headed to hair and makeup. As I sat down in the makeup chair I got a text from Roman saying I'm sorry and I love you. I replied saying I love you too, have a good day, you too baby girl he said. After my hair and makeup I had my make a wish as I was making my way to the make a wish room I ran into Jojo offerman I looked her up and down and said you tried but failed, I see you I told her. Stay away from my man and you won't get hurt. She said she was sorry and it wasn't her intention to cause problems between us and she didn't know that I was in a relationship with Roman because he didn't say anything to her. I told her when Sasha banks told you that It was a bad idea to pro sue him you should have left well enough alone. She said look it's not like it's ever gonna happen again you staked your claim so whatever happens between the 2 of you is none of my business now and walked away. I headed to where I needed to be.
     I meet with the family said hi and hugged every one sat down and talked with them and took pictures and signed autographs for them and gave them some of my merchandise. Once the make a wish was finished I headed to my photo shoot when I got a text from Joe's mom asking if everything was okay between Joe and I because apparently he had told her what happened, I replied back saying everything will be fine and Hawaii will go off as planned. She text back saying I know he's my son but that doesn't mean I condone what he did to you, I had a talk with him but I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive him because I really like you and think you are a perfect woman for my son to have in his life. I replied thank you for the kind words it helps and I'm trying my hardest to get over what happened.
   After I changed my outfit and hair and makeup I headed over to get my pictures taken it was the longest photo shoot I think I have done but it helped me think and clear my head because I had so much fun they didn't tell me that I would be taking pictures with primo and epico and than with Sasha banks that's when things got crazy she always knows how to make me laugh and help me feel better. After the photo shoot I headed to catering to grab something to eat as I fixed my plate trinity and tamina came over to talk to me trinity hugged me and said hey boo how you feeling today I'll be okay I told her. Tamina hugged me too and said girl he may be family but what he did wasn't right and I let him know that. I love you you guys but he feels bad enough about it just let up on him a little bit. We sat down at a table with Dean Ambrose and Renee young as we ate our food Renee ask about Roman's birthday surprise, I said oh yeah I forgot to let you know all about it I told Dean he said its no big deal you have a lot going on right now. Renee ask if it was still going to happen I told her yep and I would like it to still be a surprise. Trinity and tamina looked at me like I was crazy, when Dean said I know the both of you are working through your issues but just hear me out he said I have never seen Roman like this he really does feel horrible about what happened he is literally sad and angry with himself I don't think I have seen him cry so much before Dean said. As much as Roman talks about you and how so in love he is with you he's taking this pretty hard and I know your hurting but I just want to say as a 3rd person looking on I can tell you still love him and I'm sure you guys will come out on top he said as he walked away.
   As I sat at the table talking to trinity tamina and Renee I gave Renee the low down on Hawaii for Roman's birthday and she said that she would let Dean know what was up she said as she walked away. I could hear the usos coming over and felt nervous because I was sure Joe was with them and I didn't know how to act around him at work. Luckily it was just the usos they sat with us and I ask where Joe was they said he had a meeting with Shane and Stephanie. Then Jey said look uce I know what he did to you was wrong and even though he's are family doesn't mean we agree with what happened and we let him know that too, when jimmy said yeah uce we talked to him about last night and just a few minutes ago. But you have to understand something jimmy said he is fighting demons within himself because of his divorce he never thought for one second that he would be getting divorced or even finding a second chance at love, I'm not trying to make excuses for him he's kind of hit an all time low. So that gives him the right to cheat on me I said. No I'm not saying that at all I just know where he's coming from he really does love you because you are all he ever talks about. All we saying is not to give up on him he needs you now more than ever Jey said, trust us when we say that he knows he's done wrong and he will stop at nothing to make it right because he's got every one in his ear telling him how he messed up.
   After talking to trinity and tamina and the usos I really needed to be alone so I decided to go for a walk before the show started. As I was walking around outside I got a text from Joe he sent me lyrics to a song [P. Diddy]Yeah, Yeah I need a, I want a
[Usher]
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
[P. Diddy]
Yo, I'm internationally known on the microphone
I got it all, but I really need a wife at home
I don't really like the zone, never spend the night alone
I got a few, you would like to bone
But, chicks don't romance me, don't tickle my fancy
Only Tiffany, Nancy; that's not what my plans be
I need a girl that could stand me, raise me a family
Go to trips at the Lancy, trip to the Grammy's cause
Most of these girls be confusin me
I don't know if they really love me or they usin me
Here's the money, or maybe you ain't used to me
Cause you was depressed and now you abusin me
That's why I need a girl that be true to me
Know bout the game, and know how to do to me
Without a girl on my side, shit I ruin me
Forget the word, it's just you and me
[P. Diddy & Usher]
Now let's ride.....
[Chorus: Usher]
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
[Loon]
Yo, now I have had a lot of women in my lifetime
But see it's not a lot of women that got the right mind
I done had pretty chicks with all the right features
And hoodrat chicks that only rock sneakers
Cellphones and beepers, and know how to treat ya
You break her heart, she'll walk out and leave ya
I find a girl, I'ma keep her
Cuz now I'm gettin money and the game gettin deeper
I want some real shit, I need somebody I can chill with
I need somebody I can build with
I need somebody I can hold tight
With the time and no full limits, no right
Anytime we together would feel so right
You the girl I been lookin for my whole life
God bless me, I'm glad I got the insight
It's cuz of you girl, now I understand life
[Loon & Usher]
I need a girl...
[Chorus: Usher]
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
[P. Diddy]
I had a girl that would've died for me
Didnt 'preciate her so I made her cry for me
Every night she had tears in her eyes for me
Quarter K's, shorty took the whole ride for me
First we were friends then became lovers
You was more than my girl, we was like brothers
All night we would play fight under covers
Now you gone, can't love you like I really wanna
But everytime I think about your pretty smile
And how we used to drive the whole city wild
Damn I wish you would've had my child
A pretty little girl wit Diddy's smile
This shit is wild
All dem days that I reminisce
About the way I use to kiss dem pretty lips
But as long as you happy, I'ma tell you this
I love you girl and you're the one that I will always miss
I love you, yeah
[Chorus: Usher]
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
   It was diddy's I need a girl part one he said that this song is how he feels and that he was sorry and he loved me. I text him back saying I know your sorry and that you feel lost so do I and sent him the lyrics to Megan tranior's I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you.
I found myself dreaming
In silver and gold
Like a scene from a movie
That every broken heart knows we were walking on moonlight
And you pulled me close
Split second and you disappeared and then I was all alone
I woke up in tears
With you by my side
A breath of relief
And I realized
No, we're not promised tomorrow
So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
[John Legend:]
In the blink of an eye
Just a whisper of smoke
You could lose everything
The truth is you never know
So I'll kiss you longer baby
Any chance that I get
I'll make the most of the minutes and love with no regrets
Let's take our time
To say what we want
Use what we got
Before it's all gone
'Cause no, we're not promised tomorrow
[Both:]
So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
Hey
Whoa
I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
   I went back in outside to sit in the viewing area to wait for the show to start as I was making my way over to the viewing area I ran into Stephanie McMahon and she ask if she could talk to me for a second, I said sure of course we sat down and she said well Shane and I just finished having a conversation with roman reigns about the 2 of you we know about the jojo offerman situation and we normally suspend our superstars when they have alternations with each other at work but we are going to let this one go and Roman ask if we could have jojo keep her distance from the both of you while you try to work things out and we have switched her schedule with Eden. I told her how sorry I was that I comforted jojo here obviously I forgot about my surroundings because I wasn't thinking and that it wouldn't happen again. Good she said and woman to woman I can understand that your hurting because I can see it on your face and I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to, he's not worth losing your career over and I would hate to see you go if this ever happens again she told me. I promise it won't happen again and thank you for the talk.
    I finally made my way to the viewing area and sat next to Sasha and as the show started I waited for my boys match to come up I was so excited about being back out there where all the magic happens. As I and Sasha starting signing Mariah Carey shake it off out of the blue the usos came over and sat behind us as we kept singing just shake it off and dancing Joe came over lifted up my knee that I had in a chair sat down and put my knee on his lap and put my ice pack on it and massage it for me. Sasha looked over at him and said your gonna have to do more ass kissing than that to win my girls heart back and to get back into my good graces. I couldn't help but to bust out laughing damn Mercedes I said and she said and you can bank on that cuz I'm the boss as she got up to leave. The usos were laughing their asses off when I said she's just being protective of me that's all. Joe said yeah I know but she's right I have a lot of work to do as he picked me up from my seat and sat on it and put me on his lap and put my knee in the chair next to us. He wrapped his arms around me and said I love you, I whispered in his ear and said I love you too as I kissed his cheek. The usos said aww look the gangs all back together now time to party uce I turned around towards them and said ain't no partying going on anytime soon.
   My boys match was up next Joe walked me to the curtain and said see u in minute as he smacked my butt when I walked away. The crowd was amazing they were on there feet chatting my name it made me miss being in the ring so much I couldn't wait to get back to kicking asses and taking names. When my boys won their match I got in the ring to congratulate them and we headed back stage. It was main event time so Roman's match was next it was him against gallows and the usos would be ring side. As Joe was heading to the curtain I waited for him he came up to me and lifted me up as he grabbed my butt and I wrapped my legs around him and said kick that ass and I will see you in a minute I love you as I kissed him he said I love you too baby. His music hit and he was gone I sat back stage and watch his match. After he won his match I couldn't help it I wanted so bad to go out there and congratulate him but I knew I wasn't allowed to when Shane came over and said go for it we are off the air now. So my music hit and I ran down the ramp into the ring and jumped into Roman's arms the crowd was going nuts as we kissed each other he wrapped my legs around him and said woman what are you doing celebrating my mans victory I said Shane said it was cool. I rise his hands in the air as the crowd cheered for both of us and I blow kisses to some fans that held up signs for me, we made our way back stage as we walked hand in hand to the locker room.
   I grabbed my stuff and waited for Joe, once he came for me he grabbed my bags and kissed me and said let's get out of here. We headed to the car and got in and headed back to the hotel our check out was early because I needed to be in Austin early for my procedure the next day. Once we got back to our room I was so tired that I just flopped myself on the bed as Joe put our luggage away and went to do something in the bathroom when he was finished he came to lay in bed with me I could feel him kissing my neck because I was laying on my stomach. He kissed my neck as he moved my hair to the side he started to take my clothes off and he unhooked my bra when he started to massage my back and my neck, I started to moan because it felt so good to feel his strong manly hands on my body. I heard music playing it was Bruno mar when I was your man I love this song. Joe kept massaging my back as he moved to my lower back after a while he stop and I sighed and said that felt so good. He was quite so I sat up and looked over at him and he said I'm sorry this song just really gets to me because I never wanna have regrets like that. The song had change I touch this cheek and said its gonna be okay as I started to massage his shoulders I kissed his neck and said I love you. He grabbed me up and carried me into the bathroom and took my bra and panties off and put me into the tube he drew me a bath, he got in with me.
   He started washing my back for me as he wrapped his arms around me and said I love you as Whitney Houston I have nothing started to play in the back ground. I turned around to face him and started to sign the song to him that made him smile. And he sang along with me as I sat on top of him I pulled his underwear off as I kissed him I put it inside of me and started to move my body back and forth slowly Bruno Mars grenade played next and that's when Joe started to sing to me as I smiled at him I kept moving my body faster and faster as the water splash around us I felt Joe pick me up as I wrapped my legs around his waist when he put me up against the bathroom door our bodies started to move up and down, my nails dug into his back as I moaned for him to not to stop and to go faster. He started to go faster as he said baby I'm gonna fuck you so good. When we moved to the bed Joe was on top when we were going at it I kept moaning louder and louder as we went faster I wrapped my legs around him as tight as I could and could feel my nails digging into his back really hard because he said ummm damn baby not so hard as he said that I sat up and kissed him as I bite his bottom lips and told him to shut up and just fuck me. As we switch positions I was on top I was riding like no bodies business I could tell Joe was enjoying it because he would let out moans and smack my ass as he said fuck baby give it to me faster, he sat up to kissed me as I went faster I went to kiss his neck and bite him on the shoulder instead because it felt so good I couldn't take it. When I did that he just went faster and grabbed my breast and flipped me over the bed and shove it in me and started going faster and faster to the point where the bed was hitting the wall so hard I thought we would break it when we finally came to an end.
   When Joe said fuck, I said what what's wrong I said he ask me if I was still on birth control, I said no I stop using it when we decided we want to make babies. okay because the condom broke he said, okay why are you using a condom anyway I ask him you didn't use one last night so what's changed I said. Nothing's changed he said didn't think you wanted to get pregnant right now with everything that has happened. Joe don't worry about it nothing's changed I still want to have your babies. He laid down next to me as I laid my head on his chest when zayn pillow talk came on the playlist he wrapped his arms around me and said I love this song I laughed and said yeah I know you do because the first time we heard it together you wouldn't stop singing it for days. He held me tight as he sang along to the song. I told him that I loved him and he kissed my forehead and said I love you too as I fell asleep in his arms I knew this is where I wanted to be in his arms is where I belonged and I knew in that moment I had his heart and he had mine.