dolan twin imagines .

why? |e|

[your pov]

@fmuulife: fucking skank... honestly i can't stand her lol

@shitdolanzz: y/n is just another hoe that wants to play with ethan's feelings

@4ouboys: does she even look in the mirror before she leaves the house? she's so fat and ugly haha. CAKE FACE..

i read the tweets going down my twitter feed and i feel my eyes swelling with tears. i was ethan's girlfriend and they hated me. when i was accidentally in the corner of nate's snapchat story on ethan's back everyone saw it and made sure to go crazy.

we were going to eventually tell the fans but we weren't sure exactly when because we wanted time to be sure that we'd last. we have almost been together 6 months and when we had our anniversary, we were gonna tell everyone but of course, it's too late now.

everyone's sending me hate from all social media platforms and it's becoming too much for me to handle. i'm taking everyone's words to heart and they've been flooding my mind all day and night.

i begin to full on sob and didn't notice until the tears hit my phone screen. i just want them to know the real me and understand that ethan makes me so happy. i don't want him to find out about me being upset because i know it makes him upset and i want to look confident and unbothered.

the fans are making me feel like shit and i don't know what to do about it or why they continue to do it. i can't fight back because it will get worse and i have no one to call for help. i give up and turn my phone off while sitting it on my nightstand. i close my eyes and i'm almost asleep until i hear my bedroom door creak open.

"y/n?"

it's ethan's voice.

"yes?" i question while my voice cracks from crying.

he says no more and comes over to me. he lays in the bed next to me and pulls me close to him. he begins rubbing my back and i inhale his scent.

"baby, i love you and you make me so extremely happy." he says in a soothing voice.

"why do they hate me?"

"because they want to be with me and they're jealous of your beauty. don't worry about what anyone thinks of you because all that matters is that i'm here for you and i want to always be." he continues and wipes the tears off my face

he kisses the top of my head and holds me tighter.

"i love you so fucking much ethan." i say while continuing to cry.

"i love you too... never ever forget that y/n"

i close my eyes and feel his breathing become even. he's asleep and the sound of his heart soothes me. i feel myself drifting away and i finally fall asleep.

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a/n: life goals with ethan tbh. love you guys and thanks for reading and voting!