dolan twin imagines .

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(this is a 2nd part to my older gray imagine 'pills & potions')

[y/n pov]

i walk into the club for the second day this week. it's been a year since me and gray broke it off but somehow i'm still not over him. i pull down my very short dress by the door and begin walking over to the bar. one of the bartenders i've pretty much ranted to about grayson for the past year looks my way and begins mixing my drink. he knows exactly what i want and it's pretty pitiful that i'm a regular.

"the second time this week is it?" derrick asks walking over to me with my drink.

"yeah, i'm hoping one day that something will change." i reply and down the drink almost instantly.

"y/n, maybe the drinking actually makes things worse for you. when me and my wife broke up the first time, i did the same thing and when she found out, she was so angry with me that she wouldn't contact me back. maybe grayson's just mad at you for not trying to move on. he probably wants you to be happy. show him that you're happy." he stopped talking and patted me on the shoulder.

he walked away to another customer and i began to think about everything he said. grayson doesn't love me anymore though so it wouldn't even matter. i scanned the room to see if i should go dance and my eyes landed on a guy sitting at the opposite bar. he was taking multiple shots and looked a lot like gray.

i got up and pushed through the crowd of people to reach him. his back was facing me so i sat next to him.

he turned his body towards me and it was the boy that i've longed to see for a whole 365 days. the boy that i took shot after shot and puff after puff for. the boy that caused me so much fucking pain that my body couldn't take it anymore.

grayson bailey dolan

"y/n?" he asked and gave me a confused look.

"grayson, what the hell are you doing here?"

"i um, i got sad so i came here to drink. i see why you do it." he replied and i realized that he had puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks.

my heart began to hurt seeing him in this state. this must be how he felt seeing me the last time that he did.

i sighed and grabbed his hand.

"what happened? why are you sad?" i ask trying to get him to open up to me.

"well, i was dating this girl named selena." i felt my heart shatter at the thought of him with somebody else.

"and she was really a great person. i thought she loved me and i felt like i loved her. we shared great times and we had a wonderful relationship until one day, i came home and saw her on our couch that i bought, kissing another man. the terrible thing is that when she saw me, she just grabbed him and walked out. she left with another man." tears began running down his cheeks and i felt like it was the right time to wipe them away, so i did.

"but at that moment, i realized that you'd never do that to me and that i never belonged with her. i belonged with you all along and i shouldn't have ever left you. you were right for me and i was right for you. i just thought that i lost you forever and it was too late." he finished and i felt my eyes start watering.

"gray, i'm sorry. you didn't deserve that okay? you deserved so much better-" i began but he cut me off.

"i need you y/n. you're so much better than her. i want you back but i know you probably lost feelings for me and i'm sorry that i walked out on you. it wasn't fair for you. i just wanna hold you and be able to talk all night long again. i want to cuddle and watch scary movies because every time something scares you, you hide your face into my chest and i get a chance to squeeze you tighter. i miss you and i miss us." i take in all of his sweet words and begin crying.

i cant possibly stay mad at him. both of us are hurting and we need each other. i squeeze his hand and pull him up. i walk with him through the crowd of people and past the bar. i've shown derrick pictures of me and grayson so when he sees us together, he smiles my way and gives me a thumbs up. i grin and pull him out of the door. the cold air hits my bare arms and legs and i shiver. gray notices and pulls off his jacket, placing it around me.

"do you have your car with you?" i ask him and he nods.

i hold my hand out for his keys and he gives them to me. i walk to his car and we both get in. i drive to his house in comfortable silence and we get out. he takes the keys from me and unlocks the door.

"i'm sorry if it's a little messy, i haven't had time to clean it up." he says quietly.

i nod my head understanding and walk inside. the warmness hits my small body and his smell takes over my nose. i smile and take off my heels by the door.

i sit down on a couch after taking off his jacket and he sits next to me. he looks at me and i know that he's craving my touch just as bad as i'm craving his. i smile at him and pull his head into my lap. i play with his hair and realize that he's slightly drunk.

"gray?" i ask.

"yeah baby girl?" he replies and my heart flutters at the pet name i missed so much.

"are we back together? because i'd like it if we were. i miss you." i ask quietly hoping for a good answer.

he sits up and looks at me.

"y/n, will you please be my girlfriend again?" he asks pouting out his bottom lip.

i nod and smile.

"of course i will."

the biggest smile that i've ever seen plasters across his face. i'd pay anything to see that smile everyday of my life. he pulls me upstairs with him and searches through his drawers. he gets out a shirt and some of his sweatpants and passes them to me. i smile sweetly at him and realize that i can't get out of my dress.

"can you unzip my dress for me?"

he walks over to me and i turn around, my back facing him. he unzips my dress and kisses my shoulder. i blush and take it off. i feel his eyes on me and i continue putting on his sweatpants and t-shirt. he changes as well and i lay down on his bed.

he lays beside me and pulls my body into his. i sigh in relief. i've never missed a feeling so much in my whole life.

"i've missed you so much gray. you don't understand how hard it's been for me. i've craved to just do this with you one last time for so long. i love you." i say to him, my head in the crook of his neck.

"i love you too. i'm not going anywhere. i promise it'll never happen again." he lifts his head and kisses my lips.

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a/n: i'm sooooo sorry that i haven't updated. i've been so freaking busy with school that it makes me upset. i hope that people still even have this book in their library. this imagine was very long and i hope that it doesn't bother anyone. ily guys so much and thanks for reading. <3