"Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this.
You're my Angel."
-A Walk to Remember
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Chapter 13: I Can't Help Falling In-love
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CARLOS' POV
What was that? The Fuck! I screwed again this time!
Humingi ako ng second chance kay Phauwiee pero ang dami ko pang sinabi at nasaktan ko na naman siya! Why do I always hurt her kahit na ang gusto ko lang naman sabihin ay Mahal ko siya? At hindi ako tumigil sa pagmamahal sa kanya?
Ang tanga ko! Ang bobo ko at ang gago ko!
Ang simple-simple lang naman non! Apat na salita lang nahirapan pa akong sabihin?? Shit! She's right that I'm stupid!
"Ahhhh! SHIT!" sigaw ko habang paulit-ulit kong sinisipa ang gulong ng kotse ko.
I keep on calling Phauwiee pero naka-off ang phone niya. Shit! Napaiyak ko na naman siya..
"Amery calling..."
"Of all these times, ngayon ka pa tatawag Amery." sinagot ko ang phone ko.
"Hello Hon! Where are you?" tanong ni Amery ang girlfriend ko.
"I'm at Tagaytay."
"What? Anung ginagawa mo dyan? Are you with one of your bitches na naman??"
"Ano? Mga pinagsasabi mo?"
"You're not contented with me Carlos, I know it alright. Kelan ka ba titigil sa pambabae? Seriously?"
Naiirita ako sa mga pinagsasabi ni Amery. Well totoo naman na I have many girlfriends, pampalipas ng oras, one night stand. Kahit sana si Amery ganun din ang gagawin ko, pero sabi ng manager ko, wag ko gawin yun kay Amery dahil papangit ang image ko since I was just starting my showbiz career.
Amery is a nag. She's a model, isang sikat na model. She even do commercials. Although model, hindi model body ang kanya, sexy sya with curves alright, maputi siya, and every inch of her skin? Wow! Ang kinis, at ang bango-bango niya. Maglalaway ang kahit na sinong lalaki just to sleep with her. Kaya nga lagi niyang sinasabi na maswerte ako sa kanya. Pero I hate it. I damn hate it kapag sinesermunan nya ako which in the first place, sinabi ko na sa kanya na fling lang ang meron sa amin at palabas lang ang relationship namin. She agreed to it as well..
Pero we go out as a couple. and we even do sex. We have a relationship pero its not a serious one. At first okey lang kay Amery yon pero nung tumagal-tagal naging feelingera na siya. Sabi niya, she's starting to like me. And even Love me.. Pero I never returned the same feelings to her.
Maybe its because I left my heart at Phauwiee and it never left her.. It was a decade...
"Will you please stop with your accusations? I was here because I was with my friends okey? And wag ka ngang umarte na akala mo seryoso ang relasyon na to? Naririndi ako sa mga sermon mo eh!" sigaw ko sa kabilang line.
"Anu pa bang gusto mong gaw-" I ended the call.
I'll call Phauwiee tomorrow and tell her Im sorry.
BINABASA MO ANG
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