A Life To Die For: A Jeff The Killer fanfic

Chapter 3.

Hey guys sorry for the long update things have been so hectic here. But finally got it done so here it is.  (Mostly a spacer paragraph)
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My eyes opened quickly as I realized what just happened. This was my first kiss and it was a lousy way of getting one, I thought as I let her make the move of leaving my lips. Her eyes opened and she looked just as confused as I felt.

"I'm sorry". She said looking down and backing away from me slowly. I still felt horrible and the kiss didn't help. I stayed silent even after she she apologized, I felt horrible.

"It's ok." I finally said, but it it had been about fifteen minuets after the room fell silent. Kat sat with her back to me and I felt that I should just leave. I went to get up but my body went no where I, was frozen. I just couldn't leave her like this. I laid down on the bed closer to her and lightly touched her shoulder. She didn't flinch buy turned her head slowly to face me.

Her eyes and face showed no fear when she looked at me. I stared down at her and I felt a knot form in my stomach, but it wasn't bad. I couldn't help myself I hugged her close and tight. I felt so bad for wanting to kill her. I leaned away and our eyes met "I'm sorry" I said quietly, looking deep into her eyes.

"It's ok." She said with a slight smile. "You've kind of made my night." I looked away after she said that. How could she say that? I came to fucking kill her not talk to her. My mind was torn in two. Where do I go from here. I thought as I saw the sunlight peak through the blinds. I needed to go I had long overstayed my welcome.

"Kat I'm sorry but I need to leave." I said plainly moving from my position. I sat up and gave Kat a hug before walking out of the room. She said nothing as I walked away. I ran down the stairs and out of the house.

The sun was bright and burned my eyes as they adjusted outside. I walked to a small wooded area at the end of the street and I found a darkened place to sit. I didn't know what to think or feel, I sat there numb to everything. Then a pain in my chest hit me with a sharp reality, Kat was my first kiss and I just left like that. I'm a fucking idiot. I thought as I sat there.

What do I do? Do I go or do I stay? So many questions swirled around in my head. My head pounded and I had to get my mind off of everything. I grabbed the knife in my pocket and got up from my spot in the dark forest. I had to kill something I HAD to. My heart pounded in my chest as I walked looking for anything to stab a million times. I ran into a small valley in the woods and found a small cabin like house in the dim light of the woods. As soon as my eyes rested on the house. My lips widened into a smile and a deep throaty laugh came from my mouth.
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