A Life To Die For: A Jeff The Killer fanfic

Chapter 8.

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I woke up and no sun shone through the window, only darkness.  I leaned up gently to view the alarm clock, making sure not to stir Kat. The alarm read 3:25am. My eyes fluttered down to Kat's outline next to me. I watched the shadows dance on the walls as I laid close to her. She looked so beautiful laying there I couldn't stop staring. I probably looked like a fucking creep, but I didn't care there was nothing else better to do. After hours of just staring my head couldn't take it anymore, I finally fell asleep.

I was reawaken in the early sunlight by shuffling next to me. I looked over and Kat laid her head on my chest and wrapped her arms around my waist. It was like she knew I would be leaving soon. Fuck it, I'll stay with her today, I thought as I let my fingers trace her skin. I wanted to spend as much time wither and here was my chance. I wanted to make sure she was ok so  I would spend all day with her. I shifted a bit to get closer, then her eyes fluttered open and she smiled to see I was still there.

"Good morning." She said tiredly

"Morning." I replied with a slight smile.

"I don't think I did, but thank you so much for last night. I thought I was actually dying." She said kissing me. I hugged her tight and I kissed her forehead after she kissed me.

"Kat I'd never let you die." I replied plainly. She smiled and laid her head back down on me again.

"Thank you." She whispered into my chest.

"No problem." I whispered back. I never thought I could ever be this close to another human being like I am with her. She makes everything so easy, I don't want to know a life without her in it. The only negative thing is me, and what is in me. Last night my demons came back and I about lost it. I just don't want to snap and lose everything all over again, I've tried so hard not to. Kat looked up at me and her face said it all, she was concerned.

"You ok?" She asked taking a hand to my cheek. I gave a slight smile and nodded. Kat smiled back and moved to get up but I remained in the bed. She left the room for a few minutes, but I soon heard shuffling feet then the door opened. Kat walked in with a bowl of cereal and a glass of milk. She laid down carefully next to me, making sure not to spill anything.

"Want some?" She asked stirring her spoon in the cereal. It had been so long since I've had normal food I don't remember the taste.

"Uh sure I guess." I said a little unsure of what to expect. Kat sat her bowl down then left again. A few minutes later she came back and had a second bowl of cereal. 

"It's captain crunch." She said with a smile on her face. I stirred my spoon in the mixture a bit before sticking a spoonful in my mouth. It was surprisingly good, and it kind of brought back memories of me and my family eating breakfast together. A small smile spread my lips and Kat seemed to notice.

"You seem happy about something." She said with a slight giggle. I paused and realized I never told her about the fate my family met.

"Yeah, just thinking of my family. " I said honestly but I got nervous.

"I bet they are cool." She said with a friendly smile. I had to tell her this was the hardest thing to do ever. What if she hates me after this? My mind was racing but I had to say something.

"Yeah they were..... Kat I need to tell you something" I said pausing trying to find the right words. Her eyes were focused on me. "I did something horrible and so wrong. I regret everything, but I..... I killed them. I snapped one night and I couldn't stop myself. That's why I'm so scared for you. I hope you can forgive me." Her eyes held shock inside them. She looked down but said nothing and the silence was agony for me.

"Jeff.... I'm so sorry. It does scare me but not of you. I like you a lot and that was in the past you regret it." There was a side to her voice that sounded more shocked than what she led on. She acted more calm than I expected and it shocked me.

"please don't hate me." I said letting a few years escape from my eyes.

"Hey it's ok I promise ... I like you Jeff... I could never hate you." She said hugging me tightly. I hugged back then Kat got up from the bed. I had just finished my cereal so I got up with Kat to put the dishes up.

" I like you too Kat and I couldn't either." I said making my way to the kitchen. Kat came up behind me and hugged me from behind and I noticed her bandaged arm. I turned around and took her arm and kissed it. "I'm sorry I didn't come sooner." I said frowning.

" it's ok you got here and that's all that matters." She said looking up at me. I nodded and just held her a few minutes. It was a bittersweet ending to a perfect morning. 

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