A Life To Die For: A Jeff The Killer fanfic

Chapter 7.

Hey guys man I am on a roll 3 nights in a roll woo who! But this chapter has a trigger warning so please do not read it if you are easily triggered please. Thank you guys I hope you enjoy.
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I was awaken peacefully by gentle shuffling next to me. My eyes drifted downward to the girl who had herself all wrapped up around me. I smiled and kissed her forehead but it didn't stir her at all. I waited a few moments before getting up carefully, being sure not to disturb her. My chest felt empty leaving the bed but I knew it was for the best. I couldn't just leave though, I had to do something. I looked around the room and found a notebook and a pencil on the dresser. So I began to write a note.

Dear Kat,
Thank you so much for having me stay over last night, it was a lot better than sleeping on an old slab of wood. I'm sorry I couldn't stay I would love to but I can't risk that. I care about you a lot. Thanks again for everything.
                               ,(Heart) Jeff

I laid the note on the pillow next to her and took one last glance then left. It was a lot of fun to be with her and I was noticing something about myself, I was becoming more human than a monster. My thoughts had slowed down, I was more happy, and I didn't. Want to kill anything. It was all shocking, accept of corse the happy part I had a carved smile on my face, I was always fucking happy. It just felt like a weight was gone, but how long would this all last? I didn't think about it too much I was too happy to bring myself down.  I walked back to the woods and to the little cabin I had made home out of.

I walked in and sat in the corner of a bedroom. The smell of mold and must filled the air. It wasn't too bad to bear though. Backyard sheds were ten times worse, and they usually a thousand things to trip and die on. I liked this house it was big but a little cluttered with old junk and trash. The wall paper on the walls were peeling and the wood was rotting underneath. It was entertaining to peel but boring too. I got so sick of sitting on my ass so I got up and went for a walk.

The air was thick and cool as I made my way to the creek. It was so quiet and peaceful to just sit and watch nature around me. The occasional squirrel mad noise on the ground, but other than that I couldn't help myself but fall asleep, again. It was way too perfect not to. When I woke up it was sunset and getting colder. I hated being really cold so I decided to go Kat's.  I don't think she would mind, I am her boyfriend right? I thought as I made my way through the woods.  The thought of being someone's boyfriend was weird. Most couples would be having sex at this point, good thing I'm not even into that shit. People just piss me off.

I made my way out of the woods and into town. It was just getting dark and the street lamps were just beginning to come on. I walked down the street and came to all of the familiar place marks before arriving at my destination. The house seemed darker on the inside but I was just happy to be there finally. I knocked once and waited. A few minutes passed so I knocked again. But I remembered last nights mess so I stayed outside. Still nothing. I finally went in quietly and found that no lights were on in the house except one. Past the stairs was a long hallway and a lot doorway stood out against the dark.

I walked slowly down the hallway unknowing what to expect. I thought I would catch her at a bad time coming out of the shower again, but I was wrong. I peered around the door way and saw Kat sitting next to the bath tub fully clothed. I thought it was strange but I didn't move, I just watched. Kat had her head laying against her arm and her knees pulled into her chest. I thought it harmless so I walked in starting Kat. She then looked up at me with tears in her eyes. I realized she had been crying, but something else had caught my eye. On her left arm I noticed big gashes and blood running from them. I quickly sank buy her side and looked at her arm. The cuts were long and deep and covered her left arm.

"Kat what are you trying to do?" I asked as I grabbed toilet paper to put over the cuts. She looked up at me with sad eyes and winced slightly when I pressed the toilet paper against her cuts.

"I told you sometimes death sounds better than life." She said looking down. She looked so drained and I knew she was losing blood pretty fast. I had to keep her awake and alive I can't lose her, not after sparring her life.

"Hey stay awake I need to find something heavier to put over the gashes." I said putting my hand to her face keeping her eyes open and on me. I moved away for a second to look through drawers. I finally found gauze and tape and I began to put the gauze over the cuts and tape them up tight. The bleeding stopped but Kat was no longer awake. My heart dropped and I did the only thing I could think of, I turned the faucet on in the bath tub and I splashed Kat with cold water. Her eyes shot open and she began to look around. I was so relieved to see that she was awake I turned the water off and I pulled her into a hug.

"I'm so sorry." She said crying into my chest.

"It's ok I'm here now." I said breathing a sigh of relief. The bathroom floor was cold and uncomfortable so I picked Kat up and carried her to her room. I tucked her in then I laid beside her and held her close. "What happened?" I asked as I watched her. She looked down and her sad expression only worsened.

"My parents called and... They won't be coming home when they said.... They don't care about me they never did..... So I got so mad at them I though maybe if I killed myself it would make things better for them." A single tear ran down her cheek as she laid motionless.

" Fuck them... They are missing out on a great girl and if they do or don't care about you I want you to know I will always care. I give more than a shit about you Kat and I'm happy you are in my life. Never forget that." She said nothing but hugged me tighter and I loved that she wanted to be close to me.

"Thank you." She said finally after a few minutes.

"No problem."  I said kissing her lips gently. She soon fell asleep, I didn't argue she was so tired and I hoped her sleep would help. I could not sleep no matter how hard I tried.

My thoughts invaded each other and my fears were released upon one another. My head ached and my heart burned. I couldn't take the emotion anymore I had to escape it, or else I might hurt the girl I loved. I forced the thoughts out of my head and I fell asleep, but it was not restful.
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