A Life To Die For: A Jeff The Killer fanfic

Chapter 9.

Hey guys thanks for reading. But unfortunately this is the last update for a while I'm going camping this weekend and I may not be able to for a while so thank you guys so much and I hope you enjoy this.
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The morning passed with ease and I spent most of it laying with Kat. It was so nice and I never would trade it for the world. She liked being close to me and it was a first for me, I fucking loved it. The afternoon consisted of naps and small conversations. It had been a long time since I had been in civilization in the daylight. It used to be busy and people constantly rushed to get somewhere. Here it felt so calm and I liked that. Kat seemed so calm and understanding, I hope I don't change that. It would just be another mistake in my life.

"Why don't you ever stay during the day?" Kat asked as we laid on the couch.

"One, I hate sunlight and just the whole daytime persona. Two, think if someone ever saw me. I would be hunted down or worse. And three, I hate people in general." I said plainly looking into her eyes.

" I see. You talk as if you aren't human." She said quietly. I looked down realizing that to her I must seem so inhuman.

"I am more of a monster than a human, I'll never be anything this race see's as normal." I said harshly. Kat only looked down not reaching my eye contact.

"Jeff what is normal?.... It doesn't matter what people think they can just fuck off. Besides they can't change you." Kat said overruling my previous thoughts. I realized she was right about everything, but I don't know how to adjust to being here during the day though.

"I need time to think about it." I said finally. She looked almost hurt at what I said and it broke my heart to see her expression. I pulled her close to me and I kissed her lips and laid close with her. "Kat I never want to hurt you." I said whispering in her ear. A smile grew on her lips and it lifted my heart a bit.

"Same to you Jeff, I like you." She smiled and kissed me after she spoke. It wasn't the 'love' word but I don't know what I would do if I heard that one yet.

"I like you too Kat." I replied then I hugged her tight against my chest. I never wanted to let her go.

Evening came too quick and Kat got up to get something to eat before coming to lay back down. She had a sandwich in her hand and she offered a piece but I never cared for bread. We laid there in silence for a few minutes before Kat turned something on the tv. It looked like an old time horror movie but it was interesting. It had been forever since I had looked at a tv, then some people can't live without it. I smiled at the thought as we continued to watch. Kat seemed kind of distant which concerned me.

"You ok?" I asked gently. She didn't say anything for a while and the silence was piercing.

"Just frustrated I guess." She said sighing. The plainness of her answer was not satisfying.

"About what?" I asked trying not to pry.

"My parents" she answered quietly. I knew what she was talking about and they honestly pissed me off so much just her talking about them.

"They don't deserve a daughter as amazing and sweet as you." I replied, quickly. A smile spread across her lips and she lifted her head so our eyes met.

"You think so?" She asked concerned. I smiled and cocked my head to the side.

"I'm more positive than ever. I mean you are dating probably the most creepiest guys in the entire world. And you are so unafraid." I said smiling down at her. I couldn't help but kiss her and just hold her so close to me.

"How couldn't I? You are one of the sweetest guys I've ever met." She said with one of the sweetest smiles I've ever seen crossing her lips. I said nothing more, she left me speechless. I just sighed as leaned back and watched the corny  old movie continued. It was about some scientist who created this living creature, and it ends up escaping and reeking Havoc on the villagers. It was called Franken 'something'. But it was really weird. The effect were ok for the time but the story was kind of premature.

After the movie we went upstairs because it was getting later and Kat seemed tired. We laid in bed but we didn't go to sleep yet, we stayed up taking and just conversed. I never thought something like this would ever happen to me, but I'm happy it did.

"What would your parents do if they knew you were dating me?" I asked after a few minuets.

"Probably disown me." She said with a slight chuckle. "But like you told me they can just fuck off." She said before kissing me. I smiled and  laughed at her reply. After that Kat laid her head on my chest and wrapped her arms around me. "Goodnight." She said closing her eyes. I kissed her forehead and whispered 'goodnight' to her too. She was soon asleep and I attempted to join her shortly afterwords, but every time I closed my eyes I would have severe nightmares. The scenes would be of me  walking somewhere and all I see is red, everywhere. Then pools form and I get consumed by them.

The nightmare is unbearable and I can't sleep. I sit with my eyes barley open but I can't sleep even if I do close them. I look over at Kat and watch her figure in the dim light. My emotions are getting so hard to control again. Out of nowhere I could have an urge to kill someone. I haven't felt the need for a kill in forever. A part of me urges for it and the other part runs from it. A battle takes place in my head with thoughts as bullets and dreams as bombs.

The sides keep fighting and my mind is being destroyed. I need to kill, one side says as the other argues in return for a better solution. The night is long and too many hours to waste in a mind game with my own madness. Finally I can't take anymore and I first my eyes to close as I cram my face into a pillow without smothering myself. Finally I close my eyes and so does my thoughts. But the silence is just as deadly as the noise.
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