A Life To Die For: A Jeff The Killer fanfic

Chapter 2.

Hi guys I hope you like the first part and I hope you enjoy this. Things might be slow with the updates because I have school and I'm extra busy these last few weeks but it's almost over. Yaaaaay! So updates will be slow until then but thank you for reading enjoy!
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The girl's eyes widened as she looked me over. My pale skin shined in the dim light and I felt almost iridescent as if I were the light source. I stood there in the silence not making any contact with the girl what so ever, I kept my eyes to the ground. The knife I had in my clutch I kept from eyesight by using the back of my leg as a shield.

The girl just had an almost somber yet saddened look on her face. Was she feeling sorry for the way I looked? I wondered as I glanced up from the ground. She noticed my eye movement and shifted slightly.

"What's your name?" She asked quietly but politely. I stood there silent for a few seconds, pondering what could happen next. "Jeff." I said almost whispering. I glanced just once into her eyes and something about them made me want to stare into them. They were a very unique hazel mix that had a green and gold tent. Very unusual but pretty.

I looked away though, and focused my eyes on one of the various posters. " I wonder what she thinks of my eyes." I thought to myself. My  eyes were the color of ash and my pupil was the only color my eyes had. "Were they scaring her or intriguing her?" I continued to wonder still looking away.

"Cool, name I guess nice to meet you Jeff, my name is Kat." She said with a smile across her face. Kat seemed happy to meet me in a way. I didn't know what to think and  my expression stayed the same. I didn't know why I was still staying though I can't really kill her now and it's no wonder she didn't call the cops. Some psycho standing in your room and you just let him stay? Sounds to me I'm not the only crazy one.

"Hi", I said just above a whisper. I felt so out of place and awkward I wanted to leave or just fucking kill her.

"Do you wanna stay? You can sit on my bed if you'd like". Kat said scooting over to one side of the bed.

I thought about it and my feet were already moving towards the bed before I had made a decision. I put the knife in my hoodie pocket when Kat wasn't looking and I sat down at the edge of the bed. My head was screaming at me "What the fuck Jeff you're a fucking retard! You're a psycho not some hot chick magnet get a hold of yourself!" I pushed the voices out of my head and the silence was refreshing. Kat stayed silent and seemed to be mostly in thought. I sat with my back to her I never noticed if she even looked at me, I didn't care.

"So Jeff what brings you here?" She asked trying to make conversation.

I went for the honest answer and said plainly "I'm looking to kill someone for the hell of it". I said almost with a smile coming off my lips after the words left them. 

Kat stayed quiet for some time and I felt like shit after saying it. What the hell why didn't I make up some stupid lie or break when I had the chance. I was in way too deep now to even back out now. I turned towards Kat and she was looking over at something distantly.

"I'm sorry." I said apologetically.

"It's ok". She said looking in my eyes. She looked so distant as if she were not even here but some kind of apparition that had appeared. "Sometimes death sounds better than life". She said breaking our gaze. 

I felt so stupid maybe I'm the one who dispersed to be killed all these years. My mind seemed to stop in the silence. I had an emotion come over me that I hadn't felt in over three years, sorrow. I moved on the bed and I got a bit closer to her. I noticed a small tear that that was sliding down her cheek. I knew I was the reason behind it. My chest hurt it was a new pain that I never wanted to feel again it was a mental and physical pain and I wanted it to stop now. "If I only didn't have a heart, how cold I could really be?" I thought to myself.

I leaned over to Kat and I put my finger to her cheek stopping the tears that I had caused. She looked over at me and our eyes met. What the hell was I doing my heart seemed to almost beat out of my chest. She couldn't possibly..... Or could she. My mind was racing and my heart was pounding, then our lips met and everything stopped.

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