I made a promise. One I begged you not to ask.
You asked so much of me.
I knew I would end up hurting you. I know I will hurt myself.
You needed me to promise you.
It's a promise we both know would be broken. I always end up messing up.
You refused to let it go.
It's a promise I've made one too many times. It's one that is always broken.
You told me that you wouldn't let me break it.
I might let you think I've kept it, I might not. Who knows.
You said you wanted me to be happy.
I think it's bad that i make this promise but I never keep it. Maybe this time will be different.
You said you believed in me.
I know it won't. I know I'll go back to my old habits.
You said you loved me.
I loved you but I'm selfish. I wanted to try for you; I didn't.
You refused to let me go.
Please promise me?
I promise.
