Product Of A Murderer

Chapter Nine- Heartbeats

"D-Dolores?" It was actually her. Her long blue dress and her brown curly hair to her shoulders; fringe covering where her right eye used to be. Having had that same look that she would give me before she would do those things to me; touching me, pulling and tugging on me, trying to make me feel sensations that I was too young to feel. I couldn't be there any longer; dragging the ginger haired boy with me we escaped into the cool autumn breeze.

We drove for what seemed like days when in reality it had only been an hour, stopping at a shitty little apartment complex I decided that we would stay there; I had a friend that would temporarily house us. We ascended the shaky metal stairs to where his apartment was; being greeted by a small raven haired boy wrapped in a blanket and it seemed like that was all he was wearing.

"Who the fuck are you?" He croaked lightly brushing the fringe out of his face revealing the prettiest green/blue eyes I have ever seen. we heard another voice from within the apartment and my heart skipped a beat. As odd as this might be, when I was shorter me and this guy had a fling, since he was taller he topped me and I didn't really like being submissive so we stayed good friends instead. Confrontations aren't really my thing so I made sure to not talk about it with Alan; he would murder me if he knew.

"Kellin, stop being rude and let our guests in." He yelled and the boy, Kellin, stepped aside and let us in.

"Look what the cat dragged in; Austin, how are you? I'm sorry about him," he shoved the younger boy playfully. "He gets all cranky if you disturb him after sex." The boy muttered a "fuck you" and I could feel Alan burning holes into the back of my head.

"I've been good; and it looks like you've been doing pretty well too." I say referring to Kellin. "Be careful Vic, this kid looks like jail bait to me."

Vic chuckled and pulled the boy onto his lap planting a small kiss on his cheek.

"There's only a five year age difference, don't get your panties in a bunch, besides what you do is way worse than what I do."

"I suppose but you're twenty; well that doesn't really matter. We came here because we need somewhere to stay, Dolores is back and well you know how that is." Vic's expression hardened and he nodded before pointing to a room at the end of the hall. "That room's yours; if you guys make a "mess" please clean it. I really don't need your DNA all over my sheets." I thank him and we walk towards the room at the end of the hall. It's an average sized room with a large bed and small bathroom. It looks like this idiot remodeled this place.

"So what do you wanna do?" I ask Alan. "there's still some time left before the day ends and I still have gas in the car." He gives me a mischievous look and pulls me onto the bed on top of him.

"Will you make love to me now?" He says innocently, exciting me in the most inappropriate way.

I try to refuse but he flips us over so he's on top.

"There's a five year difference between your friends and it looks like they fuck all the time." He had a point but I knew how Vic was and it was just in his nature to be affectionate towards his partners.

"It's not like I'm asking you to have meaningless sex with me, I'm asking you to be my first and I want you to make love to me." He was pleading with me but I just was too afraid.

"And you want me to make love to you here?" I say referring to this room in a shitty part of town that doesn't even belong to me.

"We'll this isn't the ideal place but with you, we would end up doing it in your car." Of course he was right but I didn't want him to be so I just shook my head in disapproval. He started to ground his hips into mine and I yelped in surprise. He smirked and started to grind into me in the most provocative way, my pants grew tighter and I knew that I was no match for this boy. In what seems like seconds we're in our boxers and I'm leaving love bites all over his neck and his color bones, his hand travels down to palm me through the thin material and I'm moaning for him to touch me more. It's fucked up once you think about it; this situation, but his hands are grasping my member and all of those thoughts fly out the window.

"Okay enough foreplay, you can fuck me now."

"You sure?" I'm so unconfident when it comes to sex and this kid is so damn eager; I'm so inadequate and I just want to be good for him, he's all I have so I can't disappoint him with my inexperience with this. I have a feeling that even If I was good at this he still wouldn't enjoy it as much since I'm so unattractive especially naked, I'm just average. I mean I'm attractive but just not impressing. The boy under me nods and I reach for the lubricant that I know Vic has in the drawer. His eyes grow wide as I pop the cap on the bottle.

"What's that for?" He asks genuinely and I can't help but roll my eyes at his inexperience. You insinuated this how do you not know?

"It's lube, I'm not going in dry, idiot." He gives me a sheepish half smile and I kiss his lips before coating my fingers in the stuff and slowly inserting it without his permission, he clenches around my finger and I told him to loosen up or it'll only hurt. After that It was the always awkward fingering of the asshole and he was finally ready. I lined up with his entrance; yes I had a condom on, and coated my member with lube and slowly pushed the tip in. Alan took a sharp intake of breath and I stilled in him asking him if he was okay.

"If you don't start moving I won't be." And I took that as my signal to pull out half way and push in. He gasped and gripped my shoulders. I thrusted into him slowly at first until he started moving with me. I picked up my pace and thrusted in a different direction while Alan moaned up a storm, I wanted more, though. I pressed his knees into his chest and fucked him until he couldn't form words. I was close but I wanted him to finish before me so I grabbed a hold of his member and flicked my wrist, rubbing my thumb over the tip until he was writhing with what I assume was complete and utter pleasure. Seeing him come was the sexiest fucking thing I've ever fucking seen and I came right there, with a loud moan. I rode out my high and slipped out of him.

"I love you so much, baby." He whispered cuddling up next to me.

"I love you even more. I can't live without you." I practically breathed, falling into a deep sleep.

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I awoke to the sound of my phone vibrating obnoxiously on the night stand. I grabbed at it to see it was my dad.

"Hell-"

"Your fucking little friend is 15."

"Excuse me?" I looked at the sleeping boy next to me and I just couldn't understand why that could be relevant.

"He hasn't been going to school, he hasn't been home in a long time, Austin, the police are looking for him!"

It all made sense, this boy, was a liar. He lied to me and no he could ruin everything. I shook him almost violently and immediately jumped up, already used to being awakened in this fashion.

"You're a fucking liar. So when were you going to tell me that you were 15? I just turned 18 Alan! Do you know how much fucking trouble I could get into if they found out you were with me?"

"What?" He wasn't getting it.

"You aren't 16 so you can't drop out of school and since you can't, they put you as a runaway! The fucking cops are looking for you!" I was beyond fucking pissed and nothing in this world could calm me down now. We quickly got dressed and we waited for Vic and Kellin to wake up so we could talk.

We talked for a while thinking over the options and we decided that the best thing to do was talk to Alan's mother, I decided that Alan will stay with Kellin while me and Vic take care of Alan's "loving" mother. Alan was hesitant at first but Kellin practically dragged him to his room like a child making a new friend going on and on about how much fun they would have. Vic probably never let him go anywhere from the way that Kellin reacted to a new person. Alan looked back one more time mouthing an "I love you" before disappearing into the room.

"Seems like you've got yourself into quite the predicament there, Austin." Vic said with a chuckle. I was certainly not amused.

"Wait until you meet his mother."

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I'm sorry it took so long! I was supposed to update yesterday but I had no wifi whatsoever. I hope you enjoyed this. Btw I added Kellic for who knows what reason. More drama to come just bear with me.

-Andria

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