Living With Anna Kendrick

I can't

Alex's POV

"I'm taking you home with me."

I had no sassy answer. She wants to take me home with her?? What?? Ok I can't I'm a threat to her.

"Anna you can't. I can't." Ohh god my breathing. Ok Alex get yourself together girl. Ok breath thats it... it's a basic thing.. come on. I can hear that Anna is saying something. Ok concentrate listen to what she's saying.

"Honey tell me what's wrong." She says. I can't tell her here. Maybe I can go to her house just talk and then leave.

"Not.... here..." I manage to get out. She nods and starts the car again. I bury my head in my hands and legs and keep reminding myself of how to breath.

I feel a hand gently on my back. I look up and I see Anna's blue comforting eyes. In all of her movies I have never seen them like this. The screen hides the confort behind them and how blue they actually are. I start to calm down.

"Come on A. We're here." That's what he used to call me. The thought of it still makes me smile. I'm thinking about that but I'm distracted by the sight of a huge gray house. Damn Anna. I don't know what I expected but this is beautiful there are trees and it's amazing. Anna laughs at my expression she then grabs my hand and brings me in the house. Its amazing inside. Hardwood floor makes it look so cosy and confortable and the wood is a light Cherrywood colour. The rest of the things are white and black with the addition of colours in a few places.

She pulls me to her leather sofa.  Its so cosy. "Come in tell me." As her hand goes to my arm and then her lap.

Maybe it's time to tell her all the truth.
"Ok Anna this is hard for me to tell. Its a secret that haunts me all the time. I come from Brazil. I was born and raised there and..." I stopped. "What being from Brazil is your huge reveal?" Anna jokes. I just smirk and continue talking.

"I had a loving family that would suport me in all ways. I went to an international school because my mom was a teacher she was always the one that would encourage me the most. I always loved music. I used to... sing. Yes.. I used to sing.. but it a
Not anymore. My life was going perfectly well. I was accepted to the New England Conservatory and I was loving every bit of life. I loved it. That lasted until graduation. My parents came to my graduation. They were so proud that their daughter had graduated from a internationally known music university. When they went home they're flight landed but.. when they where going home... they got into a car crash. My brother was in the car and he survived with minor injuries but my parents... not .. so much. My dad died in the car. My mom was in a coma..." I stopped. This was bringing all the pain back. Ohh no not again. I'm about to go into a panic attack when I feel a hand on my back and I learn how to breath again.

"It's ok Alex you can stop.." she says.

"No.. I need to tell you this." She smiles a sad smile but her eyes show pride. Is she proud of me??

"Well.. I went to brazil of course." I started again with my voice shaking. "Is was that I could save her if I donated my blood to her. I always thought I had the same blood type as her. But it turned out that I was AB and she was O-. I couldn't possibly AB because non of them where AB. This when I discovered I was adopted and that's also when I lost my mother. I couldn't save her." I feel my voice Break again as new tears stream. "My brother blamed me. So do I. I'm the reason they're dead. If I had just stayed there in Brazil they wouldn't be dead. My brother, Lucas won't leave me at peace till the day. This is why I can't stay here or anywhere. He will hurt you and I can't have that." I say with more tear streaming down my face it's not a drizzle anymore it's a hurricane of tears.

"Why can't you sing anymore?" She asks with a soft voice. "Because she was the one that inspired me to sing and ever since that day. I can't sing anymore. The day I lost her I was singing for her. And she died right there because I couldn't save her." I say now I can't hold back. I bury my face in my legs and cry.

I wasn't expecting anything but Anna hugged me. Her arms wrap around my waist as she bring me closer to her as I sob. I take my head at of my legs and I cry buried in her chest. I feel kind of safe. She might be small but she brings me great confort.

"I'm so sorry A." She says with her head resting over mine. I tighten my arms around her but I'm careful not to hurt her. Right now she's all I got.

A/N
WAZZZ UP!!!
I tried not to have Alex and Anna talk in the car and be around a diffrent setting. I hope you liked it. I finally decided that I was time to explain what was happening. I hope you liked it.

Goodbye lovelies...