Afraid

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I woke up at 6:30  a little rusty and tried I felt a breeze through my body  I thought I  closed my window  anyway I got ready. I took a shower and got dressed brushed my teeth and my hair   As I was going down my mom said that I have a  doctors  appointment so no school I signed and sat on my couch my mom told me she'll be back  by then as I was on my phone I got May and Zoe phone number  I started to Text them
I was in a group chat
(M=May Z=Zoe C=Casey )
M: you coming to school?
C: naw Y
M: nothing just wondering oh and got your homework. For language.
C: ok thx:)
M: welcome
Z:can you guys stop texting I'm taking a test
M: turn ur notifications off dumbo?!
Z: you right ;)
C: hey may do you know that guy that lives in the corner of our street:/
M: ya his name is Dallas and he is a guy not to be mess with tho he's umm not okay he's  kinda fucked up.
C: Y
M: cuz he is (:
C: like what do you mean
M: he's pass its shitty that's it
C: how tho
M: he got beat up by his father who drinks to much his mom is the same he starts fights and goes to jail every other day he's mean Casey stay away from him he's not right he'll do anything to hurt  anyone but not kill  :(
C: how do you know so much about him and thanks .
M: ur welcome gotta go um my teacher is looking at me bye have a good day.
She stopped texting me after that  it was 12:30 I had to go to the doctors as I was going out to my red Chevy I saw that Dallas guy he was smoking he looked at me and winked damn was he a looker  his nice brown soft hair high cheekbones and brown chocolate eye and plump lips were perfect  I went to my truck and staring to go to my regular check up it sucks getting shots every other day this disease is killing me mentally and physically. 
~after check up~
"Ms Matthews your doing  good "
I didn't want to hear that I wanted to hear your doing amazing and you'll be great . I think my doctor saw my disappointment in my  face "look ms Matthews I know  your hurt but I can't lie ur doing good not great but good now would you like me to say your going to die"? That hurt me like a truck "no" "okay good than thank you ms " I got  out of there quickly  I hated there so much  I got home rather quickly I saw Zoe there and May " get in there kid were going somewhere " Zoe said I quickly hid my pills and papers as they got in " were are we going " 
"to an adventure " May said " ok" I said rising my eyebrows up . May looked back at Dallas house  he was bring  in a girl she had a sad mad jealous expression on her face I  ignored. It turn 
~ turn left I gripped the steering wheel tightly  not knowing where  the hell we were  "Zoe" "No follow my instructions " "okay" we stopped at a bar we were under age I got scared and I still haven't  taken my Pills and my side stared to hurt and my vision was starting to get blurry my throat dry and my nervousness worse by the minute " dude are you ok u look died" " ya just nervous" as we entered the bar it was old and a lot of teens were there some we already wasted my side was Burning and my breath starred to get heavy " 3 beers" I got more  nervous I can't drink it's like asking for a death wish I looked at Zoe she smiled and gave me a hug "it's okay chill let loose we only like once she smiled those smiles that you can't resist to smile at too I started to drink one became to 3 3 became to 6 and I called it a quit I saw everything blurry and in quick motion that I can't handle I had to drive Zoe  and may had more like 9 I couldn't even walk "loosen up weirdo" I got in the driver seat and started to shake I couldn't I went to my box and got my pill I didn't care if they were there they probably forget in the morning I took about 4 to get rid of the pain I stared to drive when my song came on walking on a dream I started to sing loudly so  was Zoe and May it was there favorite song to I stared to chill out and drive faster and rolled down the windows Zoe and May put there head out and sang like there was no tomorrow luckily we got home safely we walked to our own homes and hugged out and said our byes not Zoe she said byes mean never to see each other again so  she said see u later weirdo and called it a night I knew in the morning was going to be shit sense it was just a Tuesday  school night it was as currently 4:30 in the morning we spend the whole day having fun god I thank you for that  I changed my clothes and got to my pjs which is just a big shirt and underwear and a messy bun as I closed my eyes I got a chilling feeling that someone was watching me weird I looked at me closet I thought I closed it it was a creek open  I turned the other way and feel asleep easily

Waking up was hell my head felt like it was smashed with a hammer I got up and brushed my teeth. Got to the shower did my hair and put  lipstick and mascara on as I was  going to decide what  outfit to wear my closet was closed weird .

I ran down stairs quickly and went to school I saw Dallas on my property  " hey  does your friends know to shut up at 4 or something "   I felt offended to this " no does it matter to you " I said I quickly  passed him and went to my truck sense  I was late it's 7:30 school starts at 8:00  as I entered my truck the passenger door opened and  Dallas sat down  I  was getting really irritated. By him he suddenly went to my box and took out my pills he read the receipt and smiled to him self

      Dallas POV
Wow I know these pills A friend of mine used them after he died of the disease I had to say it - I mean I'm Dallas damn Winston I  have a reputation to handle " it sucks doesn't " i said coldly " what" she said in confusion " knowing that your going to die  a painful death and to be in a box that know one cares about you so you can rotten" I felt good saying that idk why but I just do her reaction was from surprise to normal she pretended like it didn't affect her but I know it did " get out of my truck you sick fuck " she said through gritted teeth I did as I was told .

  Casey POV
I stepped on it leavening out of there quickly I felt like shit I wanted to cry I did I can't believe the bastard would say something like that I felt bad and  made it to school just as the bell rang I didn't want the do anything but to sleep and cry I went to my PE class and changed I had Samantha there also with Tera we talked and they told me that that's how he is to everyone and that it shouldn't get to me and they gave me a weird expression when he said knowing it's going to kill me I forgot I  keep my disease a secret
I just said never mind and walked out of the locker room to meet my PE teacher lucky me she's a girl I gave her my doctors note she looked it over and nodded .Evan was in this class also it was boys and girls on either side while we were getting up to run my teacher told me to stay I did it always happens after the mile we played volleyball  it was boys and girls  against each other Evan was lead captain in the boys and a very perky girl on girls  we started off great than the boys started to play dirty so then we did  it Was all good until a girl was hit in the face with the ball we played another and then it was 7 minutes to leave so we  went to the
locker rooms and changed  Samantha and Tera walked with me gossiping about some couples that I didn't care about next was math again I sat on my assigned seat which was cool ms day was funny like I said I already did this lesson in my old class  after we were done with our lesson ms day said we can ask her questions about her personal life we all did  they asked all the good questions and it was up to me damn it  " uh um what type of car do you  drive " I  mentally face palmed myself " oh thanks for that original question I drive a Honda blue black car model is 2013 so ya thanks" after she answered that I there was still some more class left so  I did my homework when the bell rang I left and met up with Zoe we both looked and felt like shit she keet laughing and smiling damn that girl can keep a smile at any moment when she looked at Evan she got nervous really nervous  he looked straight at her and gave her a dirty look    " I gotta go I um need to go to the office and get my lunch " Zoe said quickly  she walked out quickly I went to my science after that I did my homework in science and went to advisory  I didn't see Zoe at all nor May I saw Samantha and Tera there   We ate and talked. Zoe came back with a scared expression on her face her cheek was red a few  minutes later Evan came and sat by me instead of Zoe which was  awkward  I wanted to leave school but didn't  maybe some day I won't come back .

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