Afraid

8

2. weeks later

As I was cuddling with Dallas and rolling my heart shaped necklace between my fore finger and thumb Dallas put his hands on my hair and caress my hair he kissed the top of my fore head and told me the things a girl would die for " so Casey what do you work for you never told me "
" oh I'm a cashier at a grocery market" I simply said I don't get a lot of money but pays well
"What does you work for " I said in a confused look he chuckled
" I already told you "
" well tell me again than"
" fine I work at a bar I clean and I gamble " my eyes widen " don't worry I'm safe " " so I know about your gun " I said in a low voice " don't worry it's fake I promise " " oh okay "
It was 2 in the morning " I gotta go to sleep it's a Friday and school gets me too. Tried " I'm happy that I got to go back to my school tomorrow is work I remind him he kissed my head and feel asleep I did the same
|~~~~work ~~~~~|
" hello did you find everything okay today " I asked in my work voice which is high pitched " yes " said the lady with three kids I quickly passed her. Groceries just then a hand grabbed her food item and placed it in a plastic bag I saw it was Evan he had a work uniform " hey Casey " he said .
God he got a job here I was racking up when Zoe came in mad she looked at me and told me she'll be at the park on 14th street avenue be there at 8 it was 7:30 so I quickly got ready and left boy did I have a bad feeling I quickly went over there Dallas was on one side and my gang on the other I walked over to Zoe
" stay there fake bitch "
I looked confused I wasn't in the mood
" who are you calling a fake bitch ass wipe " I said
" you . u fake slut " I didn't know what was going on tbh " what's wrong" I said walking over her I grabbed her shoulder she pushed me away " you and Evan not a thing " " we're not dating what's so ever "
" lier " she had tears in her eyes I'm not in the mood " well at least I'm not crying for a guy i said bitterly
" well at least I didn't. Kill my mother" that hit me like a truck I slapped her " your so fake you slut I HOPE YOU DIE " I yelled on the top of my lungs She cried she slapped me I Ignored it "I think you should go " May said bitterly
I walked over to Dallas just then I saw a car coming up to me in fast pace " CASEY CAR RUN" I heard Zoe said I saw Zoe ran up to me I felt pain on my side I heard screams of other people around me I was on the floor cold " Zoe " may screamed I had blood on me I looked I saw the blue Honda drive away I looked at Dallas running passed me and to Zoe I cried I didn't want to turn around I saw an abundance coming they picked up Zoe in the bed and took her away I didn't see her a Paramedic picks me up and asked questions . I couldn't believe she did that even tho what happened I sat on the back of the car Dallas came he looked the same he smiled and hugged me he told me that it's okay I got up and walked to Zoe she looked bad I couldn't even recognize her the Per medic told me to back off
~|next day|~
I went to the hospital quickly I asked the girl for Zoe she said room b34 I walked in before the doctor stopped me he told me she is doing bad and to prepare for the worse I went and saw her she looked dead already she had closed eyes I held her hand and cried I "Zoe please don't go I beg you please " I heard her voice in a whisper and whimper she kept breathing heavily " it's okay " she tighten on my hand " sorry " she said
"don't be don't i forgive you " which that her hand loosened "
Zoe "
" Zoe "
" I'm here "
" oh okay"
" Casey thank you I love you and please don't be mad " "
I'm not I promise "
"Okay "
" I'm a little be mad"
She said
" why "
" I lived here 17 years of my life and I haven't stepped out of this town " " it's not fair " she said " but you Casey made me feel like I went around the world in just 3 months thank you " she took her last breath that day I looked at the clock it was 4:00 in the after noon I cried I walked out of the hospital and went to my car I cried in just in a couple of weeks I last two of the most important people I went to Dallas house I ran inside and hugged " she's gone " he looked sad and didn't do anything he hugged back I cried and cried May came over and and banged on the door she hugged me and cried

Dallas came and hugged all of us and told us every thing is gonna be alright I didn't feel like it now all I need is May and Dallas to die to truly lose everything