Afraid

9

Dallas has been extra suspicious lately and extra lovable too he got me a bracelet that had a elephant with the trunk up  . May has been hanging out with us lately and the rest of our gang went on a trip may has been acting weird too she's been hugging me more telling me everything is gonna be okay but I  know it is it's just that  when  my mom and Zoe left they took big pieces of my heart with them . I went to work I work for the cashier which is cool I guess there's A lot of customers who are assholes may comes here every Wednesday and buys stuff after work I was with Dallas just chilling May knocked on my door I opened it " hey lets go to the Beauty shop " ok " I grabbed my phone and my bag and truck keys I drive to the one next to the park I sat at the chair
" you know what color hair would fit you "
" what color "
" blonde "
I made a face
" no it wouldn't "
" yes it would "
" naw"
" please at least Change your hair you have split ends and brown doesn't fit you "
" fine " I said I told the lady blonde hair May went to the end and did her hair after and hour May came by all of her hair was gone it was gone I wanted to yell but i looked at her it fit her she gave me a smile " so " I just stood there " see your hair looked pretty with it blonde " " ya thanks I'm dieing it back in two weeks " I said she laughed

i looked I didn't like my hair " let's go " May said out of breath I smiled and told her okay " Casey I need to tell you something " she looked scared "yes "I said " Casey the reason why I cut my hair is beca- " she was cut off by my phone ringing I told her to wait and picked up Dallas told me my sister came and wanted me to go talk to her I told may about her and said to go I dropped May off at her house and and arrived at mine as I was passing Zoe I just ignore it I don't glance at it anymore I got out of my truck and ran to the door their on the door step was my sister I ran up and hugged her " Stacy i missed you " I cried a little " i  did to kiddo "
" so how was the academy " I said eagerly
" I got accepted " she said
" yay I'm so happy so your in the FBI "
" ya all the hard work paid off"
" come in " I said gesturing to my house
She stepped in Dally  wasn't in  the house " so  um you're dating that guy " my sister said nervously rubbing her neck " ya Y " I said " oh well DAMN CASEY HES SEXY AS FUCK " she yelled causing me to fall from my sit " okay " I said in a weird way " sorry just when I saw him I had the butterflies "
I rolled my eyes  " okay u never actually accepted my boyfriends "
" I don't know he gives me a good feeling " she said with a smile
" ya he gives me the feelings everyday "
" haha" she giggled
" so where's mom she let you lived here with your boyfriend "
My smile left from my face I grew  sad
" Now Stacy I need to tell you something but you need to promise me that you'll stay strong okay "
" yes what is it " she said with worried eyes she never showed sadness or anger but her eyes do they always do
" about 5 or 4 weeks ago our mom got to a car crash and  unfortunately she " my voice was getting higher and breaking " she didn't make it "  her face turned white like a sheet she had tears about to fall from her eyes but she blinked them away and swallowed the lump in her throat 

"oh sorry to hear that " she smiled through her tears again " I like your hair it fits you perfectly " she said trying to changed  the topic " I like that it's different were all brunettes in our family" she said laughing a little bit  she nodded her head and turned around she patted her makeup and turned around when she cried I noticed that  her under eyes  turn red really red  " so what are we gonna do I'm in town for a day what are we gonna d0" " um we can go to the carnival " " Casey come on you know I haven't had a nice cold beer in awhile "
She said " Stacy  I'm 17 not 18 so I can't do anything sense in still a fucking child "  ok let's go let's go with ur Friends with the short hair "  " ya let me call her and see if she wants to "
( convo with May on the phone  )
M: hello
May sounded really sick and light headed
C: hey May-  are um u felling  okay
M: ya what do you want 
C: I'm just wondering if  you want to go through the carnival with me and my sister
M: no Casey I feel really sick - I gotta go
(End of phone conversation)
She suddenly cut off   " is she coming " Stacy said  i jumped a little " no she's sick "
"Oh okay " she looked down  I need to get dressed I said  she smiled and walked away I took a shower  and put on my  clothes 👇🏻

I felt good I smiled  I walked out   Stacy was wearing her outfit 👇🏻

( a long time )
I was running feeling happy eating my pink cotton candy Stacy and me have been having a good time   It was time to go as me and Stacy sang stand by me by Ben E King  that was are go to song
As we were singing we passed the grave yard I looked and felt bad I haven't been to my moms grave. Either Zoe's for crying out loud I  didn't go to there  funeral 
When I entered the house Stacy and me talked for hours it was 12 and Dallas came back he looked shocked that  I was there  " hey babe why are you up so late "  he said   I moved to the side to show my sister she smiled and waved at him he smiled and waved back  he went up to her and shakes her hand " hi I'm Dallas Casey Boyfriend "
" hello Dallas I'm Casey sister " she said they talked and had a lot in common . I mean  they have much more in common than me an him I told it was time for bed and Stacy stood up and hugged me and shook Dallas hands " alright it was fun Hanging with you guys but my job calls " she left and told me she'll be back  when I went to my room I saw dally lying on his back without a shirt I got on top of him he grunted and I woke him up " oh sorry I thought you were a sleep "
"It's okay " he smiled he's eyes were closing he rubbed my arm and kissed me  he  Then went on top of me kissing me roughly
~~~~~Morning ~~~~~
I woke up with the blanket around me I smiled remembering last night I got up and changed I did him breakfast and went out to my dads we talked for awhile Stacy was there I invited  Stacy to meet May  when I was knocking on Mays door I felt weird May  opened the door quickly
" hey May this is my sister Stacy "
May looked over and shook her hand they talked for a bit while we were walking to the dingo ( food place ) we sat and stared to talk about Stacey career . And just stuff when I felt the most powerful pain on my side that I yelped    May looked over scared and Stacy knows  " are you okay Casey "
" ya  May it's just I had cramps " I said lying I told may to get out that I need to  use the bathroom I quickly went   And checked if anyone was in there .nope. O lifted up my shirt and saw that my side was red purple and puffy I took out my pills from my book bag and took about 2  I got out and ate our food after we got the movies it was 2 and we were about to go to the carnival when I forgot about my work I called in sick and a little bit of acting  that it worked   May Stacy and me got our tickets and went around I saw Dally  there " hey Dallas what are u doing here " I said in a nice voice he looked up and had a confused expression " he- hi Casey what are you doing here " he said looking around " I'm here with May  and Stacy but I think I should ask  you that question "
" oh I'm here with my friends "
" oh okay see u at the house " I kissed his cheek and left I feel like his doing something bad I hope he's not cheating