"No Niall. I won't listen. Just don't even try to apologize or explain." I scream in the phone almost crying.
"Demi listen to me." he tried to crave.
"No. It's over. I'm done." I close the phone and start crying.
I am in Miami on my tour. Fans are amazing but my heart is broken. I found out an hour ago that Niall, my beloved boyfriend, cheated on me. It doesn't matter how I found out, what it matters is that Niall confirmed the story. I cannot believe that I trusted him, I tried to help him, to be by his side no matter what, to support him. And he broke everything, absolutely everything.
It was my free day today and after some shopping with the girls, my opening act, I checked social media and what I found out it did not make me happy. Since then I locked myself in my hotel room. I cannot stop crying and thinking at the whole relationship. I am sure that it is my fault in some way. I feel it. But everything I have done was to be by his side.
My phone blinks and I made a real effort to get to him and see the message. It is Taylor. "Hay girl, how's Miami?"
"The city is wonderful, I love it. But I am broken, crying, in my hotel room" I press sent as I try to get it together.
"WTF, what happened?"
"Niall happened."
"What has he done?"
"Sleeping around, messing with me, that kind of stuff..."
"What? Who?"
"Ariana. I know for sure."
"I don't get it. What a jerk. You broke up with him, right?"
"Yes. Like 15 min ago."
"How are you feeling?"
"Down. Like I was hit by a bus and left in the woods without food for a week."
"Wow. That's very complex"
"Don't laugh. I haven't been in this place for more than 3 years. I don't wanna go back there."
"Sorry. I'm sorry. Please breathe babe. I don't like to see you like this. Calm down."
"I just don't get what I've done wrong"
"Nothing. You did nothing wrong. He's a jerk. Where are you in the room?"
"On the floor. Why?"
"Get up. Open the door to your balcony and take a deep breath. Listen to the sea. It will relax you and clear your mind."
I read the text and look at the balcony's door. "Get up Demi. Listen to Tay. She may be right" I convinced myself. When I finally get up and open the door I realize that Taylor has a point. The cold air and the sound of the sea are clearing my mind. I close my eyes, take a deep breath. I am starting to feel that all the things that I have cried for earlier are not so heavy.
My phone blinked again. "Are you there? Say something. I'm starting to worry."
"I absolutely love you" I write smiling. "I am feeling much better. And I stopped crying"
"Thanks God. I told you that you'll feel better"
"Yes. Thanks a lot. I think I'm gonna take a walk" I press sent. I take a sweater, my phone and get out in the dark of the night. I try to only focus on my breath and not think of anything.
"Good choice. How's the sea?"
"Calm, quiet, lovable. How are you? You're in NY?"
"Yes. I just finished a song. I'm excited!"
"I feel special. This moment will remain history."
"OMG. Now I'm the one who's feeling special."
"It's about your drama?"
"My drama? That's what you call it?"
"Yes. My drama and your drama. Perfect name!"
"It is. My drama is going good in some way. He is with Lottie."
"Lottie? Do I know her?"
"She's Louis' sister. I can't stand her. She thinks that she can fight with me and insult me. "
"I know her. That blond kid, right? "
"Yes. Kid is the perfect word for her. She's like 15!"
"Omg. 15? And Josh is with her?"
"Yes. I don't know what he saw at her."
"Do they have sex? It's kinda illegal"
"I don't know if they do it. But I am sure that she does everything that Josh asks."
"That sounds scary for a 15 years old kid."
"I wasn't talking about that sort of everything. He can offend her and ignore her for weeks; if he goes to her and says a simple sorry she's forgiving him in an instant. She's a little bit stupid. I can make her cry with 2 words if I want."
"I know babe. What I don't get is why her? I don't know her or something but, seriously, she's a kid, he's an adult. She doesn't have the maturity to understand some things."
After I press send I sit on a rock. The view is breathtaking. I feel better. I see the future more bright now and I have an idea of a song. I smile and rush back in my room.
On my way Taylor texts:"You're right. Btw we are throwing a party next weekend at Harry's cabin. Wanna come?"
"Yes. Sounds good. I'll be there. Gotta go, now I'm the one who's gonna write a song. Call you tomorrow. Love you!!!"
"Ok. Take care. Love ya too!"
I enter into my room with a smile on my face. "This is gonna be amazing" I tell myself. I take my notebook and a pencil and start writing.
"Yes, Tay, I'll be there." I say to her on the phone.
"Ok. So in ten hours you're here, right?!"
I roll my eyes as I answer."Yes, Taylor. Calm down."
"I am calm. I just needed to be sure"
"See you at the airport. Gotta go. The pilot is saying to me that it's everything ready."
"Ok. Have a great flight. Take care"
"Thanks. Bye" I hang up the phone, tell the pilot that we can go and make myself comfortable. It is going to be a long night when I arrive to London and I need to be fresh.
The last couple of days have been wild. I had not had a single second to think at me. It is hard sometimes to work without feeling the time passing, without thinking and processing all the things that you are living and when you finally have time you feel like you just woke up from a dream that passed to fast. I look at the world that is under me. The view is relaxing me. I finally think at Niall but I do not feel as broken as I felt the last time I thought at him. I still love him but I can leave it all behind and have fun or deal with my life. I think at everything and I fall asleep.
After ten hours the stewardess wakes me up. I look out the window and see London. I smile, drink my coffee fast and check my phone. It is almost night here and at home is noon. For me is like morning. I was very tired when we took off and I sleep during all flight.
"Taylor must be here" I think as I wait to receive the confirmation that I can get off the plane. "I can't wait to see her. It's been a long time." And I get excited.
"Everything is ok. Have a great staying. I'll be here to get you back home."
"Thanks, Richard. See you soon" I say to the pilot and get off the plane.
As I walk to the waiting room. I think at the clothes she is wearing, the hair, the shoes, but when I enter I froze shocked.
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