Being a Fake Celebrity

Epilogue

My role play story is done and I have learned so much from it.

We were hiding behind a mask but our behavior was real. As the time passed we made the whole story personal. The mask was fading as the names stayed. We created strong friendships but at the same time we discovered new personalities.

I never thought that I would learn so much from a person that blames me for her mistakes. I did learn that it is very important to say the truth and stick with it, because there's nothing to hide in it. I learned to be more confident of myself and fight for who I am.

I met people that could make a huge drama out of nothing. What's the point in that? What's the point in focusing on unimportant things when you have so many beautiful and worthy things to put your energy in?

I met people that did not know their place in this world. Their lack of creativity always made me laugh. I was never a girl that watched everyone with some sort of superiority and I knew my place in the world.

I learned not to judge because good people make mistakes too. Good people do stupid things sometimes but that's not what defines them.

Their personality is much more than that and the fact that you have morals and limits define you in such way.

Right now, I thank all of them. Maybe I am who I am today because of them, maybe not. All I know is that in a way this experience changed my way of thinking, my way of seeing things and my way of treating the other ones.

I could never hate anyone, but at the same time I could never create something with the people that put me through some situations that weren't so pleasant. I can say a lot of bad things about them but that would not be pleasant for anyone and that will just turn me into one of them.

Fans? Yep. I still go online and talk to them because sometimes making one's day better is making your day better. I do not have so much time to do it anymore but I like to keep them close and to keep them knowing that someone is here for them. I also like to think that I am like one of Demi's little bossvatics, messengers as I said. We keep them close with our passion and love.

But my story ends here.