"Hey." I walk to our room and see Jensen putting his shoes on. "Where you goin?" "I was gonna go see Jared today." "Baby you've visited him every day." I pout my lip out. "Spend time with me?" "I was gonna bring him coffee.." "Fine." I sigh annoyed. "Go ahead and go see Jared." Jensen leans down and kisses me then leaves. I turn the t.v but the door opens again. "I thought you were gonna go see Jared." I say as Jensen sits down. "I can see him tomorrow." "Yeah well you can also see me tomorrow. So why choose me?" "Because I love you more and I want to spend time with my boyfriend." Jensen wraps his arm around me and kicks off his shoes. "Are you sure?" "I'm sure." Jensen chuckles. I snuggle into his side with a smile. "Do You still love me?" I ask suddenly. There's a long silence. "Yes. Why?" "I don't know.. It seems like you e been trying to get out of doing things with me." "I am still absolutely crazy in love with you." "You promise?" I ask. Jensen holds his pinky out. I lean up and look at him. "Ok what's on your mind?" He turns the t.v off. "I feel so... Unappealing lately? Like no matter what I do you're gonna leave because I don't look good or something.. and it feels like you keep running away from me. Either to spend time with Jared or to go get us lunch.. I don't know.. I feel so.. Bad." "Bad?" "Lonely I think." "Lonely?" Jensen looks at me. "I'm sorry I keep running out I just figured we have our whole life in front of us to be together. So spending a couple hours with Jared won't hurt anything. I didn't know you felt this way." "I do.." "Well how about today is all about you? Whatever you wanna do?" "No..you don't-" "I want to." Jensen grabs my hand. "What is on our agenda?" "I just wanna be held." He wraps my Around him again and then cuddles into me turning the t.v back on. I trace small circles into his shoulder; hopefully he gets as a 'I love you and stay in my arms forever' signal. but if not that's fine. - - - - "I'm putting this on Twitter." Jensen grins looking at the picture He just took. Within a few minutes my phone dings.
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I grin and put my phone down. "I love you." I smile to Jensen. "You love me? Noo!" Jensen chuckles sarcastically. "You better get use to it." I lean down and sip my alcoholic smoothie. "Well I love you too." He reaches for my hand and plays with my fingers. "I think you are amazing and I am so so so lucky you picked me." "There wasn't any thinking needed. I always sorta had a thing for you since the day we met and that afternoon together just made those feelings stronger." I tell Jensen. "And I'm glad you moved to Texas with me because if not I'd be totally lost in l.a and you'd have to put a leash on me whenever we got out." Jensen chuckles. "And in so glad we're gonna have kids together." Right when he says that my phones rings. "It's the adoption agency." I put a finger up and then answer it.
