I swallow hard remembering the words that left my fathers mouth. "Misha." Jensen whispers.
"Hmm?"
"Why are you up?"
"I can't sleep." I wipe the tear that rolled down my cheek.
"Why are you crying?" He turns his side lamp on.
"I was expecting them to yell at me. But instead they... They said they love me." A small smile plays at my lips.
"That's good right?"
"Yeah." I nod.
"So... Why are you up and crying?" He chuckles wiping the other tear off.
"I cant sleep." I say again.
"Do you wanna go watch a movie?"
"No.. You can sleep. I'll get up."
"No cmon." He gets out of bed and grabs our pillows. "Cmon." He reaches his hand out. I stand up and take it.
"You don't have to do this." I chuckle as we walk down the stairs quietly.
"If you're up I'm up." He puts our pillows down and grabs a blanket from the chair.
"Hey remember that if we ever get a baby." I whisper. Jensen lays down and then pulls me next to him and turns the t.v on.
"We have cake boss,"
"That'll make us hungry."
"Ghost whispers,"
"That'll scare us."
"Supernatural," his voice lifts up. "Uhm looney toons?"
"Ok." I nod. He clicks on it and then puts the remote down.
"Do you miss Vicki?"
"No."
"Good." He kisses my nose. "Because I would be lost if you left me. And if we never even happened is probably have a beer gut and hate life." Jensen chuckles lightly even though it's true.
"And if i would be with Vicki I would be laying in bed right now dreaming of your body."
"Mm well in glad we don't have to dream." We push our lips together.
"You need sleep so sleep. Please?"
"But bugs bunny is doing something funny." I reach over and then the t.v off.
"Good night." I kiss his lips one last time.
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I laugh as Jensen dips me. Unfortunately my laughing causes me to slip and Jensen to fall ontop of me. "You gotta stop laughing!" Jensen chuckles.
"But it's so weird!"
"Ok one more time?" He helps me up.
"Not the first time I've heard that."
"Yeah because you mess up a lot." His smile is wide and bright and I don't wanna fight with him so I just push play and get closer.
"Do your thing jackles." I whisper. He steps to the beat and spins me and dips me and then pulls me closer and slows down then kisses me to finish. I grin and keep swaying. "Wow."
"See if you would take a deep breath and not laugh every two seconds." He grins widely. "It's ok though. I love your laugh no matter what."
"Thank you." We push our lips together again keeping us swaying.
"Jensen." West tugs at his shirt. We pull apart and look at him.
"Why did tom say that you don't really love misha?"
"Uhm.. I don't know." Jensen says with his eyes getting wider.
"He said you loved Daneel still. Who's Daneel?"
"My ex wife." I pull apart from him feeling my gut turn. Jensen notices which causes him to pull me back into him. "I'm sorry. I never said anything like that. I don't even think of that."
"I trust you Jen but where did he get that idea from?"
"From him being a 6 year old who's crazy."
"Well we need to tell Jared and gen."
"I agree."
"You promise you didn't say that?" I ask softly.
"I promise."
Should I do a part three?
I kinda want to.
