This Is A Fever You Can't Sweat Out//Panic! At The Disco FanFic//RyanRoss FanFic

Introduction

(Read 'This Is Pretty Odd' as it is the first book. The 'him'/'he' I reference in the first half of this chapter is Ryan Ross.)

(Takes place in present)(and by present I mean January 2016)

"Are you sure you want to go to that party?" My husband, Jamie, asked, looking at me over his laptop. We got married back in 2013. Brendon and Spencer were both in fact invited. Only Brendon showed.

"Why not? J? I haven't seen Brendon in a few months. It'll be nice to see him. And, Spencer will be there. I haven't seen him in ages." I replied, stepping out of the bathroom. Jamie looked at me and smiled softly.

"I just worry for you, Aggie. I know you did a lot of partying when you were-"

"Jamie, it was a job that Brendon offered me. I worked for them for five years. I wasn't that much of a partier. Don't worry." I replied, walking back into the bathroom.

It's been several, several years since I was the merch girl for Panic!. I left the same time Spencer did. Now it's just Brendon and a bunch of his friends. I keep contact with him. But, we haven't seen each other in a few months. I haven't seen Jon or him since they left Panic!, shortly after our break up. Which neither of us handled too well.

I finished up with my makeup and then went to change into a simple black dress. Spaghetti straps, fell right below my knee, sweetheart neckline, and a white belt around my waist. A white cardigan and some black heels should suit this just right.

"What time do you think you should be home?" Jamie asked as I picked up my small bag and keys.

"Midnight. One am at the latest. If I don't come home. Don't worry. I probably had too much to drink and went with the Urie's. I want you to go out. Have a beer." I replied, walking over to him. I pecked his lips and went out to the car.

Brendon>Me: You coming tonight?

I decided to not text him back. He knows I'm coming. So, I don't think he needs a text.
I punched the address into the GPS and was off.

I moved to LA back in 2011. I wanted to keep some contact with Brendon after I quit being merch girl. Then in later 2011 I met Jamie at a bookstore. We were dating for a little while then he proposed. I said yes. But, the last few months we've been arguing a bit much. Luckily we don't have a kid. So it's not like a baby or kid is keeping us together. It's the house, the car, and the money. Jamie

thinks the car is his. But it's actually mine. I bought it last year. This is one of the reasons why I'm attending Brendon's party. Maybe I can pick up on of his single friends or bandmate. No. The last time I did that we didn't have nice words the last time we saw... Err. Well... We had a few disagreements and I yelled at 'him' to leave and never come back. Which he did...

I shivered at the thought of him. I try to think of other things. Things that make me happy. It's hard to do that when there isn't a whole things that actually make me happy. I mean. There's Brendon's Wedding, my own wedding, Brendon's future for the band, my own future for things, pictures of the past, and the maybe child.

Kids... Kids... I don't know how I actually feel about kids. I'm only 27. I understand that most people have kids by my age. But, there's still so much to live for. Things that need to be done without children. I know Jamie wants kids. I told him on the second date that I wanted to wait a few years before I have a baby. Being pregnant can put a lot of stress on you. And, I deal with a lot of stress at work, and right now, at home. Jamie keeps telling me that we should have one before it gets too late. Like I said. I'm 27. Turning 28 in June. He doesn't understand that people have babies well into their 30s. Brendon and Sarah want one. But, he's too busy with the band and stuff. Brendon's already said that when they have a kid, I'll be the God Mother and the kid'll call me 'Aunt Aggs'.