When Camila returned from the bathroom she sat back down.
"Camz?" Lauren spoke softly, Camila smiled at that voice she missed. "Yeah babe" she answered and scooted closer.
"Thanks for the pancakes and well for everything you've been through just to help me, I.. I just think that I'm not in a good state" Camila cut Lauren off.
"Lauren, what are you doing" Camila feared the worst.
"Look I didn't want it to come to this I fucking love you so much, but I'm not getting better and I don't know if I will. Camz .. Maybe we should break up... I will never stop loving you and I appreciate everything you have done for me it's just " Lauren sighed and didn't want to make eye contact because it would hurt her more.
"Lauren... " Camila had tears streaming down her face, "I wanna be here for you, you mean the world to me.. I don't wanna break up because you're not you, I'm your GIRLFRIEND I'm gonna be here for you no matter what" Camila was now crying uncontrollably.
"I don't wanna drag you through this" Lauren said as tears naturally ran down her face. "I'll never stop loving you ever".
"Lauren we don't have to do this" Camila whispered.
"I hate to say it but we do Camz, I'm slowly tearing you apart with me, and I don't wanna see you break because of me" Lauren ran her hands through her hair.
"You're gonna break me worse by leaving me" Camila sobs while closing her eyes. "Camz.. " Lauren closed her eyes and sighed.
"Please Lauren , don't do this" Camila begged.
Lauren could see those big brown eyes fading. She didn't want to leave Camila but she was slowly hurting her.
"Camz give me time to find myself , I can't let you love me before I can love myself" Lauren sobbed.
Camila bit her lip, closed her eyes and nodded. "You're my everything Lauren" she barely whispered.
That broke Lauren, what was she doing why was she letting the love of her life go.
"Atleast promise me you won't be down because of me" Lauren spoke up.
"Wait so you're saying we don't have to break up?" Camila asked.
"Only if you keep yourself happy, like I said I still fucking love you it's just I don't wanna tear you down" Lauren admitted and pulled Camila closer.
"I promise I'll be myself but still be here for you" Camila kissed Lauren on the head. "I love you to much to let you go".
(Short Chapter just so you know they aren't breaking up)
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You make me happy (Camren/Norminah)
FanfictionWhen Lauren comes along what happens ? "And when I look out over ocean I see my fears drown" "I never really liked brown eyes , that was until I fell in love with yours" +Norminah +Bare with me, I'm a shit writer * SORRY if some of it is jumbled at...
