Crybaby ♡ Phan

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"Should've never said the word 'love'

Threw a toaster in the bathtub"

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♡Flashback♡

Dan's POV

The night started as any other night would.

Derrick called me, saying how I should come over to hang out. I trusted him.

A bad mistake.

When I arrived, he seemed off. He wasn't focusing right and jumped at even the slightest sounds. When I would question it, he would stay silent.

We sat on his bed when it happened.

He roughly pushed me down and sat on top of me, his weight preventing me from escaping. When I tried to scream out, he gagged me with an old shirt. Undressing me, he told me how useless I was, how pathetic. I started to cry as he tied me to the bed, hoping to God Derrick wouldn't see.

He smiled at my tears.

"You're such a cry baby, Howell." He snickered.

He proceeded to rape me.

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When I thought all the pain would be over, he took me by the hair and pulled me to his bathroom, when he beat the shit out of me, throwing me around, punching, yelling that I was stupid and worthless and that I should kill myself.

He finally threw me into the bathtub, where I hit my head hard. Standing over me, he turned the facet on, running cold water on me. Taking a knife in his hands, he carefully carved 'Cry baby' into my chest, making sure it was deep and permanent.

As the freezing water mixed with my blood, he spit some final curses before leaving me there to drown.

Knowing how stupid he was, I hastily made a grab for his ankle when he exited the tub and fell, banging his head on the counter.

The neighbor's heard all the commotion and called the police.

We were taken to the hospital.

Since I couldn't talk due to trauma, Derrick got off lick clean.

And to this day is probably still out there.

The sad part of this isn't that he got off easy or that he hurt me.

It's that I loved him.

And still do.