Saturday Morning

Chapter 14: Only You

'Family?' I thought to myself. 'I swear if I have some other secret sibling that's out to get me' All these thoughts and more were crawling through my head. I called Belle to watch the kids, I could have her do things for me and she won't go telling the whole town like the Charming's would. I told her I needed to have her watch the kids while I ran out real quick. She finally got here and I quickly left avoiding any questions.

I drove over to Emma's house as fast as I could, I really didn't know what to do anymore, I was panicking. I pounded on the door with my fist yelling "Emma open up! It's important." I waited at the door for a couple more seconds but it felt like ages.

Emma finally opened the door with killian behind her, they were wearing matching robes and I couldn't help myself form picturing two love sick teenagers. Aside from that I said "Emma may we talk out here in private for a second? It's kind of important"

"Sure! What's up it seems important" says Emma as she gave Will to Killian and closed the door on her way out. We sat on the chairs on the front patio and I showed Emma the messages and stuff. "Wow! Do you have any idea who this might be?" She says concerned.

"If I did I wouldn't be here right now because I'd be with them confronting them and probably holding myself from seriously hurting them" I say trying to keep myself calm. I REALLY wanted to go rage on because someone was threatening my family and no one doesn't that to me. NO ONE!

After me and Emma talked I started to feel better, better being not wanting to kill someone. I closed my eyes and counted to 5, taking breaths between each count.  One.....two.......three......four.......five...... I always do that in panicking situations because it helps calm my thoughts.

"Emma, you can't tell anyone about this I don't want anyone to be in danger. If Killian asks just make up some thing. Can you do that for me please?" I basically pleaded

She hesitated before she spoke "Yes I can do that for you" I thanked Emma for everything and got back in my car and started driving. When I get mad or just need time to myself I'll just get in my car and drive and see where I take myself. I turned on my shuffle play list and listen to my music. A couple songs later a song comes on and I had to pull over and take a moment. The song 'Only You' started playing and I like to consider that me and Robin's song, it's very dear to my heart.

Then before I knew it tears where everywhere, all I wanted was for
everything to go back to normal. More than anything I wanted Robin. I want him to come up and hold me and tell me everything's going to be alright even though I know it's not, but I'll listen to him anyways because love is blinding. I want to hear his voice sooth my internal headache. I want to feel his hand in mine and smell his forest smell he always has.

So there I was pulled over at the side of the road in the middle of know where with mascara and tears running down my face and a cloud of loneliness hovering over my head. 

Authors Note: Sorry I haven't updated in a while I've had school and stuff but I'm now officially on summer break so Yaya🙌🙌🙌 I'll be updating a lot now. And to just make this clear I'm going to try to show all sides of Regina without messing up her character!