Oh my Sweet Angel.

Chapter 1

Yes the ages are off i wanted to switch it but i cant now sorry 'bout that... 

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Chapter 1

(Deans pov)

"Dean! I'm hungry!" Sam whines again.

"Sammy I said shut your cake hole! We'll eat something soon as we find a motel to stay at for the night." I look over at him slightly. We've been driving for 7 hours now. I'm tired as hell but I told dad I would meet him in the next state over to help with the vamp problem there. Me and Sam have been traveling alone for just over a year. dad finally trust me to go on my own, to protect Sammy. every once in a whole well catch a day with dad. He have me his 67' Chevy impala. My baby. When our mom died we had to move a lot. Dad became a hunter and taught me everything I was only 6 at the time. And Sam was 6 months old. A demon killed her. I looked over at Sam he reminded me of our mom somehow. all smiles and dimples. pure. He's got a book on his lap but is looking out he window. He's 9 now but small, short with long floppy brown hair. His eyes are brown but when the light hits them just right their gold, just like moms was. I miss mom.

I've been hunting since I was 7 and could hold the gun up. My dad taught me everything I know. I teach Sam but he's not so into it. I don't know how it's awesome. killing monsters to help people.

We ride for anther hour. Sams passed out against the window. It's 7:30pm. I pull into a motel I see and get out and pay making sure I keep an eye on Sam at all times. I got one room with 2 beds. though now that I think I should have just gotten one big bed. Sam always ends up in my bed by morning. I don't mind it's been like this for years. I walk back to the car and open Sams door.

"Sammy, come on we're at the motel. get on my back." he grains but does it. I grab our stuff and head for the room.

Once were in I salt the door and windows. Routine thing since forever.

"I'll bee back in 5 going to get some food. stay here Sam" I say to him. he mutters something into the pillow. I lock the door and leave. I saw the store one block over. I'll just walk. the store is small really small. I head right to the pies. Yes! they have apple my fav! score! I get same some salad crap. He's always saying some crap about being more healthy. The way I see it well die anyway why waste time? Sams go a future though. he's smart. I pay with some crap credit card that dad stole for us. yea we lie cheat steal but it's all for the greater good right? right.

I walk back slowly taking my time. thinking. it's turning summer. I failed sophomore year. shit. I just won't tell dad and I just wont go back to school he'll never know.

I'm kinda lonely I wish I could talk to someone but we can never have friends. every time tried to make friends we moved. I stopped trying 5 years ago no use. friends no friends I'm Dean friggin Winchester I don't need anyone.

I walk back into the room lock the door and plop the bag on the shitty table in the room. not the worst room we ever stayed in. I grab my pie and Sam gives me a total bitch face. I grin slightly and hand him his salad. "thanks" he mutters. I nod. "that's all your eating?" I nod again stuffing my face. He shakes his head. then my phone rings.

"Hello?" I say mouth full of pie. Sam gives me a really face. I roll my eyes.

"Dean? are you and Sam okay?" It's dad he calls when he can but since I have to meet up with him...

"Yea we just crashed at a motel he's eating now." I state monotone.

"Good, good..." He trails off.

"Well I'm heading to Bobby's meet me there tomarrow. I took care of the vamps. see you tomarrow. bye." the phone clicks dead.

I swallow hard. Great he knows. Shit!

"Dads alright?" Sam asked seeing my face pale. Shit Shit Shit. I nod. "Dean?" he asked. I shook my head. well at least I'll get to see Bobby before I die. I miss him. I heard he got married to Ellen. Bobby's like awesome family friend. When dad would take us there so he could hunt. we would play catch instead of learn how to fight and use a gun. I would hear him say to dad... "there kids you idjit you have to let them have some fun!"

When mom died I stopped talking. I was 10 when I started talking again for 4 years I said nothing. Bobby was the one who got me to talk again. Dad never said anything else about it. I still wouldn't say much unless directly talked to and only if I had to answer. dad was worried but what could he do? Sam was the smart brother. The one everyone thought was cute smiling when I never could. I was the troubled kid. I was happy Sam was the liked one. He desires it way more than me.

"Sam don't stay up too long ok I'm going to bed."

"Ok jerk." he said and grinned so big.

"Bitch." I said back he grinned wider.

I stripped to my boxer and t-shirt. I wouldn't be able to sleep tonight but might as well try. I haven't had a good night sleep since I was... 6. I lay for about an hour until I feel Sam try to climb into my bed. I move over and let him in. "thanks" he whispers.

"S'ok" I say back and he snuggles closer.

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Well that's chapter one hope you like Cas will be coming in soon but I have to give a little background. deans very ummm depressed he doesn't say much and Sam tries to help him. such good brothers. Dean also feels like he's shit and is stupid at everything. but he's actually really smart but doesn't try.

Yea so just a bit for you to know! thanks for reading! loves <3