Oh my Sweet Angel.

Chapter 4

Ok so this is chapter 4 I'm trying to stay upbeat but Dean needs to grow so you'll just have to deal for a bit! thanks loves <3

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Deans pov...

I lay in my bed in the dark. What the hell did I do?

I kissed Cas... shit... I can't deal with this. I really really like him but every time it get close to someone they leave. it's a fact of life. yea I had Sammy and dad but he left us after mom died he was never the same. what to do. I felt a pit in my stomach. A sinking feeling. I felt the high of happiness wear thin turning into a black cloud around me. I reach under my bed, I pulled out the whiskey I kept there. then I found some pills I got from the last school I was at. I took 3 of them and a few gulps of whiskey. then I lay my head back down.

I woke up late the next day. "Dean hurry up your gunna be late!!" Sam yelled at me. fuck my head was pounding and I was burning hot. I felt sick. I got up as fast I could and was so dizzy, I ran to the bathroom and puked my guts. then say and dry heaved. pie... ugh does not taste good coming back up.

"Dean? ugggh gross. I'll tell Ellen your sick ok? god your burning up. you ok?" he asked. I looked at him. I felt like shit and I was sweating. I wanted to sleep forever.

I got up shaky. and I almost fell but Sam caught me thank god. I was really sick.

"God Dean, what the hell?" Sam asked.

I shrugged. then groaned. I turn and puke more. huh. I hate hate hate being sick. my body shakes and I quiver. now I'm fricken cold.

Sam got me back to my bed and put the trash can next to me just in case. "I'll come check on you after school ok?" I nodded. Sam left with a concerned look on his face. I went back to sleep.

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Cas' pov

My date with Dean. I did not expect that. his green eyes, freckles, his leather jacket. I couldn't stop thinking about him since the first time I saw him. He kissed me. It was a peculiar feeling, but I quiet enjoyed it.

"Cassie are you ok? thinking about Dean are ya? ooooh Cassie's got a boyfriend!"

I looked at her. she was an angel of The Lord? really? she laughed. "Cassie come on!"

"My name is Castiel, not Cassie." I said, I hated the name Cassie. She laughed again. then messed my hair.

I missed Dean, at least I'll get to see him today.

I walk into home room. I saw Jo, but no Dean. where was he?

Jo walked over towards me

"Um Castiel right? um Dean's really sick like really sick... so he's not here today." oh maybe he regrets the kiss... I felt... sad? or was it... I just don't know I've never felt like this before.

"Is he ... is he alright?" I asked.

"I think so he was puking up his guts... gross... but um I was thinking if you want to text him on his phone I have his number... he seemed really happy when he came home. and if you really knew him he's never happy ever. really quiet and... if you ask me he's been through a lot and it weighs him down he puts everyone's problems on himself. he wears himself down. here gimme your phone" I hand her my phone that Anna gave to me. she types in deans number.

"Thank you Jo." I said she smiled. "just don't hurt him please he's been through enough." she said winked and walked away.

I look at my phone all day. I'll text him now, it was 7th hour.

Cas: hello Dean it's Casteil. I hope you are feeling better. Jo gave me your number I hope that is ok with you. -cn

A few minutes later my phone buzzed. I felt happy to see he text me back.

Dean: oh hey Cas yea I feel a bit better thx. and of course it's ok that Jo gave you the number. how are you by the way?

I smile.

Cas: I'm quite alright thank you. do you want me to gather your work for the day?

Dean: no that's ok my aunt will get it for me. thanks anyway. I missed you today ):

He... missed me? I smiled bigger.

Cas: I missed you too Dean. Get better soon. I'll keep you in my prayers.

I sent it. too much? it was at least 10 minutes before a replay I was very nervous.

Dean: thanks Cas. Maybe if I feel better tomorrow since it's Saturday we can go to a movie if you'd like...

I was getting a warm feeling in my stomach.

Cas: yes Dean that sounds nice. thank you. you should rest. ill text you soon.

Dean: ok. cool. I'll txt you when I can. <3

A heart? I'm happy he asked me out this time. I put my phone away and go to the car the day is over. It seemed it dragged on without Dean to look at. I truly miss him.

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Sorry this was a short chapter. I'm just really tired. I'll update as soon as I possibly can.

Just so you guys know Cas, and Anna. are all angels. they were sent to earth on an order. Anna goes to school as a senior. they've been on earth for about a year. just so You know.

Cas is very formal. Anna's been here for 2 years. Cas is still getting used to human life style.

I don't think I'll have Gabe in the story as of right now maybe later he will come into play.

Ok so that's it for now! thanks for the read. vote comment etc.

Loves<3