Poems For Him

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My love for him is a purchase I wish he would return.

My love for him has roots deeper than any plant, yet the seed was abandoned.

My love for him loves to linger, when i wish it would just fade.

My love for him keeps me warm, but maybe it's better to be cold.

My love for him gives me hope, before the pain.

My love is a friend that has stabbed me in the back.

My love for him is a battle that I can never win.

My love is a beauty that doesn't change the beast.

My love for him is a show that no one misses except for him.

My love for him is a stain on my favorite dress. 

My love for him is a light that everyone can see. except for him. 

My love for him is a struggle , that scars me every time.

But for some reason I can't let go.