Poems For Him

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I gave you my heart.
I gave you my trust, once again.
I promised my life to you, for you made me believe you could be my everything.

My trust was taken back.
I would ask for my heart back but I don't want it, cause you were (are) my life, and I've lost that and I'm trapped, I guess I'm hoping that is I let you keep my heart for long enough that you just crush it one last time and then I can't be saved. For I have fallen and when I did I thought I would not be able to get back up and I was right. But this time I can't cause getting up means living and that's exactly what I don't want cause you've taken my life, and then you try to save me well guess what my love, you can only save someone who has places there heart in your hands for so long before the missing beat in their chest cause to fall so far there is now way they can ever come back.
I've said I don't want you to save me next time, and it kills me to stand here when I've lost the my reason that's kept me alive the longest