no, this isn't about this story at all. it's about my personal life, so if you don't want to read, you don't have to. But I just need to put this out there.
for years and years I have been attracted to both boys and girls. I liked my girl best friends, and even some of my boy best friends. Although I knew that I was attracted to them, I pushed it away because of one reason.
my mom and grandparents have always been homophobic. they say people who are gay are going to hell because they made their decision. but you can't help who you love. I have tried to bring up to them about how their statements are unacceptable and completely idiotic, but they either never listen or yell at me.
today I went to my community pool. I was sitting on the edge of the pool thinking about the most random things. then I suddenly just thought "you're bisexual and you know it."
so, there. yes, I'm bisexual. I have known for years now, but at the same time I just realized it. I have accepted it.
you guys are the only ones who know. I haven't told my best friend yet, or my family. and in complete honestly, I don't know if I ever am.
right now, I'm sixteen (turning seventeen in September) and I want to be in my first ever relationship with a boy or girl.
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state of dreaming ; malia tate.
Fanfiction"if only you knew my dear, how i love my life in fear."
