He called his parents and they carried all his belongings, to their car and set them in the trunk. My mom had dropped me off to help Chris pack, but now that he was about to leave and was now all packed and ready I had to call my mom to pick me up and I think he noticed because I saw him whisper something to his mom. He walked over to me with a cheesy smile on his face "need a ride" I looked at my watch "nah" he didn't give up though,"Come on I insist you were there for me the entire time I was in the hospital let me do this favor for you for once." I nodded accepting his offer besides we were neighbors, I watched as he ran ahead of me just to open the back door for me. I whispered a thank you as he ran to his side of the car and jumped in. He slid in the seat so gracefully, I didn't notice he was in the car yet until he poked my side making me jump in fear. He chuckled quietly, his laugh was so cute it was like music to my ears. I turned to look at him, he changed from hospital clothes to some black skinny jeans, and a Popeye shirt. I giggled slightly remembering when I first saw him wear it, we were at school and we were goofing around, he kept messing with me, until he got on my nerves and I started chasing him. When I caught up to him I grabbed him by his shirt and it ripped, I instantly let go but I couldn't help laughing it was a rather large rip, it basically showed his whole side giving you a view of his stomach. I started full on laughing, he started walking away the other direction signalling he was mad I stood up and ran to catch up with him apologizing over and over but he just ignored me. I continued to say sorry but he refused to accept it for a whole week. I went to his house and asked him are you still mad at me, he nodded, I groaned what do I have to do for you to forgive me its just a shirt. He frowned"Its not just a shirt,it was my favorite shirt" That just made me feel bad I didn't care if he was still mad or not I hugged him as tight as I coukd and buried my face in his chest and apologized I felt his arms wrap around me. I smiled at the thought of me hugging him. "What he nudged me, first your giggling now your smiling all goofy like. I know you were day dreaming again but what about." "Nothing." He chuckled, right as we pulled up to our houses. I was unhooking my seat belt as I saw him already opening my door for me I blushed and got out whispering a thank you. "No prob"he snitche smirked. His smirk faced the next minute He was looking as the ground he looked up as His eyes looked nervous that just made me nervous i sugared fiddling with my hands then he cheated His throat "do you maybe...you know IF you want too hang at my house for a little bit." it was cute how nervous her was to ask me a simple question as that like her was almost positive he would get turned down and that made me wanna say yes even more. I sighed "I'd love to"his smiled so big that i thought His Dave would break"but I unlike you still have to go to school and unfortunately it was a school night so I still have to take a shower and maybe I'll stay for just a little bit"I smirked. He smirked "so you thought it would be funny to pretend too turn Doreen my offer just to accept, what a sneaky little devil you are." my smirk grew"I try." he moved towards me until my back touched the wall and His face was inches away from mine. He moved His lips in right pass muy lips and still at my ear "revenge kids always sweet." he whispered in a seducing tone which made my body shiver. He pulled back and burst out laughing, i blushed so hard i knew i was as red as a tomato he laughed harder. I launched at him and we landed in the grass with me straddling him and he under my thighs. He quickly rolled it's over with him on top and in control, i struggled to push him off me but it was no use my hits were to soft then he grooved my wrists in both hits hands with complete control. He was hunched over me, chest to chest, i could feel his breath on my neck. My heart speeded up, my hands were clammy, my throaty was dry i couldn't speak. He starred art me with a twinkle in his eye like i was the only girl on the earth. He leaned in his lips brushed against mine....."Chris does you and your friend want anything from the stor.....Ohhh ill just be fling then." i was blushing so hard my face was on fire, i kept my face trained on the ground. I looked up through my eyelashes to glance at Chris he looked angry and frustrated, does this mean he wanted to miss me. He can't he doesn't even remember me. He got up and stick his hand out for me since we were still inn the grass her helped me up and we walked inside his house. I stupid there awkwardly since I've never been in his house before. "You can sit on the couch, what do you want to do" i shrugged. "I dont remember but do you smoke or no. I nodded "we used to smoke all the time set the park." he pulled out a large bright Orange bong from under his bed. He dug through his pocket and pulled out a tiny baggie containing marijuana. He took a small amount out and put out on the bowl of the bong and lit it. He took two hits then passed it to me i casually took two hits and passed out back.
2 hours later
We decided to walk too the park Hee wanted too see where me and him had smoked before as we were walking to the park it got really windy. I explained what happened that day set the park we talked about how the old cartoons were the best. We sat in the exact place we first smoked the first time. It got windier, and it started to sprinkle a little bit I explained to him this is exactly what happened when were smoked the last time that we were sitting in the rain high as hell,when he started staring at me which is what he was doing now. Then it was as if he thought of something because he fad a that had shocked written all over it. Then he shouted I remember you everything us when we hung out the story you just told me those girls that made fun if you and and..... he stopped he didn't finish. He got up and jumped down from the park structure,he started walking toward our house. I ran after him"whats wrong." I yelled over the rain. He just kept on walking. I groaned what did I do I thought was it even me he was mad at. "CHRIS!." I yelled, he kept on walking, what was his problem. "Chris!....... I waited to see if he'd respond but he didn't he kept on going. He left me there sitting in the rain, with his giant sweater on my tiny body. I lifted the hoodie over my head, I didn't want to go home. I stayed at the park till the rain died down I was still cold since this sweater was drenched it didn't matter if it rained or not.
Chris POV:
I remembered her, but with remembering her I also got the realization that I helped her with those girls and she was the reason I got hit by that car and that I was hopelessly in love with her. Even though, she told me Maria really liked me,I didn't care. Not one time did she come and visit me when I was in the hospital, but Savannah did which is what made me fall for her more. She came every day way more than my friends came, I mean she's a friend to but it's a little more complicated. She'd never like me in that way, we were really different to, there's no way she could like me. I've been really mean to her in the past whenever me and my friends passed her I talked do much shit about her, called her so many names, I would hang out with her for a week then ignore her fit a few days. She was probably confused as Hell but it was all because I liked her. I knew shed never like me back, she wasn't like precious she was different. She want all popular, friends with everybody and she wasn't a hoe or a bitch like Maria. She even tried to tell me Maria was playing me but I cursed her out and didn't believe her and the look in her eye told me she was hurt. When Maria really was, I even stopped hanging out with her because I was too wrapped up in Maria's little game. She never really liked me and Savannah tried to warn me, but all I was too her was wrong. I've been do harsh I'm surprised she forgave me for my last mistake. I don't want to hurt her more, so maybe I should let her be if I love her I'll let her go right. What am I, a Disney character......shit I really need to stop hanging around Savannah. So staying at her perfect chocolatey brown eyes, her light brown-reddish hair, her cute little freckles, her plump pink luscious lips, her cute d
imples, her little plump cheeks you just wanna squeeze, and her adorable smile that always makes you wanna smile. The way she always had her face in a book, hire she blushed at any compliment I give her, when she forgets what she had to say when she tasks to me, or when she stutters, or when she tries to act tough dad's fails miserably. Or when she laughs get cute little laugh, and when she gets annoyed when I bother her, when she scrunched her eyebrows when she's thinking, or when she bites her lip when she's nervous, or when she acts shy around me, or whatever I ask for she wouldn't think twice before giving it to me. "Oh shit this is going to be difficult, that was only half of her cute traits."
Savannah POV:
At least he remembers me, that's a bright side.....right. I continued to think of the good things in life since I couldn't ask Chris to make me feel better since he was the one mad at me at least I think or thought he was mad at me I'm so confused. Maybe I should let him be do many people told me not to hang out with him, but that's because they don't know him like I do. It confuses me I don't know who to trust anymore except for bel. She forever will be reliable wait that's a thought I'll text her and ask her what I should do.........I walked home when I opened the door the house was pitch black, I walked in and tripped over my little brother shoes "shit...I whispered, I say on my bed and pulled out my phone.
Me: bel, Chris is mad at me I think.......what should I do..should I try talking to him or leave him alone.
Bel: hmmmmm...just talk to him if he ignored you tho you should just let him be he'll get over it Ik you like him but you shouldn't be chasing him he should be chasing you or you know what I mean. He'll regret ignoring Is what I'm saying.
Me: ok I'll try hopefully he won't ignore because, it's going to be really difficult ignoring him you know you and him see the only people I hang out with I'm a loner like that it's sad Ik but he understands me I tell him everything I mean I love talking to you but I've honestly have told him more I can trust him he hasn't given me a reason not to you have I'm Sorry I still love you tho.
Bel: girl I understand its like I can't always tell Maria everything.....it's ok you should be able to have someone you can tell everything to..if I'm not that person then I'm not that person I can't get mad at you it's your decision Ily too.
Savannah: thanks for understanding, thx for the advice gn really tired.
Bel: gn and no prob
I shut off my phone and plugged it in the charger I rolled over in bed do I was facing the ceiling that was a complete lie,I mean not completely I was really tired I dedicated my whole last two weeks and got up extra early to see Chris, but that didn't matter now. I knew I wouldn't get any strip that night because all I could think about I'd how I was going to stay away from Chris, our how I was going to contain myself from starting at his perfect looks everyday. "Ughhhhhhh" I groaned a little too loud I heard my brother turn in his sleep and I also heard him whisper a "shut the Fuck up and let me sleep." In my head I yelled if only I could sleep like you, if only it was that easy for me nooooo Chris had to occupy my mind all night.
