When I thought school couldn't get any worse I started my PERIOD!!! So I really had to stay away from anyone I didn't like because I would flash I do not like being bothered during that time of the month. I always dress comfortably so as my choice of clothes I picked out black joggers and my over-sized black sweater, with an undershirt. I walked out the door prepared for the horrible day ahead of me. I almost always see Chris as I leave for school since we leave about the same time but I forced myself not to look him in the eyes it would be excruciatingly painful. To see his face when we haven't hung out since Friday and I know just since we hung out didn't mean anything . He's going to go back to being with Maria smothering her very existence. I knew today I wouldn't be able to be around them for the rest of this week. Neither should I cross paths with Precious that's just disaster waiting to happen. So I usually ignore the world in every class and just get onto the computers they let us work on and listen to music and read a book. That's what I did in every class except for P.E. at least we didn't do a mile or anything. Of course at lunch I stayed away from Maria and Chris if I sat with them or near Chris at all she would scoot closer to him give me an evil stare I would never do that if I were in her position but im not in her position. She's still my friend I just think she's overreacting over a guy she wasn't hanging out with him until he was single it's not like they were friends first it was nothing like that she just liked him since last year from supposedly a fling they had last year but I thought it was stupid. Isabel my other best-friend usually left them alone as well and came and hung out with me sometimes too, although Maria would get mad because she left her but wouldn't you want to be left alone with Chris she's confusing AF. I usually told her to hang out with Maria but she would never listen and just follow me where I went. Which I was glad she was choosing me over Maria. Other times I would ignore Maria getting mad at Isabel for leaving her because both of my friends left me because of her. Her and Chris, besides she acts like she doesn't have Jovyann and Virginia. But she's closer to Isabel so yeah I understand but if she didn't want to hang out with you then you have to deal with that.
After school everyday I have to go to the stupid after school program, I walked slowly just now remembering I might see my ex-boyfriend today and his sister which is my best friend I knew her before I knew Isabel and Maria. So were definitely closer but her brother and I dated she also dated my older brother. Whenever I see her brother, basically I never really got over him, he always comes to my school after school to play basketball its hard not to watch him especially since hes sooo cute and he's pretty good at basketball. But I forced myself to keep on walking until I heard I wasn't going to program today my grandpa picked me up early I was sooo glad I hate the after school program. I asked my grandpa to take me to the store because I am still on my period and some doughnuts and brownies and a M&N&M cookie sound really good right now. He gladly said yes today but I know tomorrow he'll say no. I walked in and grabbed everything I was craving yum. I placed it on the counter and waited for my little brother to pick out as well as I waited for him to pay for my stuff. My brother always gets Hershey's hot chocolate, and a doughnut. Finally he was done and he got what I expected him to. We walked out the store with my hands full with my bag full of what I got. I got out the car to see Chris sitting where he usually sits on the curb by his window. I couldn't help talk to him he looked up from his phone and observed what I got from 7/11 he grinned knowing I eat like this on my period I blushed. I didn't know what to say my grandpa was long gone so this conversation with Chris wouldn't get any more weirder. Which I was glad of I stood there awkwardly thinking about what to say. He was the first to say something I shifted on my feet awkwardly. ''Have any room to share'' I knew he was only kidding he never asked for my food usually I always offer and he say's no every time almost. I smirked ''nope sorry'' I started to walk away but he got up and grabbed my wrist I turned he swiftly grabbed my brownie. I stood there a minute before saying ''Give It Back'' He grinned not to mention im like 4 foot something so im really short and he's really tall. He smirked''nope'' I frowned and started jumping up and down trying to grab it but failed I gave up and started hitting him in the chest. It only made him laugh harder. Now I was mad, we always played like this but not lately since Maria so as much as I loved this. I was not in the mood because I was still on my period so I threatened him''If you don't give me my brownie I WILL STAB YOU!!! He smirked not believing me I swiftly turned around letting my slap his stomach as I turned just that fast. I went into my kitchen searched through my drawers for my biggest knife until I found it. I walked back outside but didn't see him I walked all the way out the hallway holding the knife to my side. He jumped out and yelled ''BOO!!!!1'' I jumped extremely high off the ground and heard him roar with laughter. I grimaced I found this no where near funny I pulled out the knife and he lifted his hands in surrender I smiled in victory ''Wheres the brownie'' He dug in his pocket and pulled it out and handed to me. I smiled and walked away not before sticking my tongue out when I was meters to closing my door but he could definitely still see me he smiled and that small gesture tugged at my heart I slammed the door shut thinking about how i'll never be in Maria's position. I slid down my door thinking what am I thinking messing with Chris, I sluggishly walked to my bed and threw on some short-short pajama shorts and threw on a tank-top. I laid in bed and began devouring my snacks since the T.V. was already on since Justyn was already watching I decided to watch what he's watching. I laid there eating and watching T.V. until I fell asleep.
