It's been a few days since the training, everyone was getting better, talking more, going back to normal. Everyone but me, I still was barely talking to anyone, if I was it was a one word answer. I've been kinda ignoring Dick/Robin lately, not that I wanted to, it's just I felt like I couldn't. Just what if we talk and I just break or something?
I was walking around the cave trying to avoid Robin. I came to a stop at Wally's Souvenir Room. Wally was quite the collector. I noticed he had one of Chesire's masks. Guess that was the time Artemis found out Jade, her sister was still alive and chose the life of a criminal. I smiled knowing Ches only did what she did to protect her sister, even though she acts like she doesn't care, she does.
I was lost in thought I didn't realize someone else walked to the room.
"(Y/N)."
'Damn it! How did he find me?'
"Zatanna teleported me here." He said as if he read my mind.
'Ugh, Zatanna~. Zatanna this, Zatanna that. Ugh! She thinks she's so cool with her magical powers. It's all bull to me, without those what is she? A teen girl who can't fight. At least I can fight Hand-To-Hand Combat without powers.'
"Yo! (Y/N)! Are you listening to me?" Robin knocked me out of my thoughts. Again.
"Hm? What?" I turned around to face him.
As I did I didn't realize how close he was, we were nearly nose to nose. I turned my head away from him to hide my blush, then looked down.
"Can you look at me when I talk to you?" I looked up slightly through my bangs.
"All the way." He said in a intimidating voice.
I swallowed the lump in my throat. This is the first time him acting like this, it's kinda nerve wrecking. I looked up at him fully, looking at his black shades that covered his beautiful blue ocean eyes. Subconsciously, my hand raised up to remove them but a grip on my wrist stopped me.
"This is serious. We need to talk." He pulled me along with him.
We walked to my room which was on the other side of the cave. As we entered, he let go of my wrist and cupped my cheeks quickly kissing me. I tugged on his sweater, pulling him closer. I didn't realize how much I missed this, my mind was just so wrecked over the training I was afraid to face him.
As we kept kissing, I slowly started to cry. As I did Robin pulled away quickly and looked worried at me.
"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" He asked.
I looked down away from him and wiped the tears.
"I'm sorry, just... I'm sorry." I continued to cry and wiping the tears.
Robin pulled me into a hug, rubbing my back.
"Hey, it's okay. Wanna lay down?" He looked at me rubbing my cheeks. I simply nodded.
He guided me to the bed uncovering the bed so I can climb in. Before I climbed in, I slipped off my shoes. As I climbed in, I turned to Robin to tell him to stay but he was way ahead of me. He was already climbing into the as well. I smiled slightly as he laid in front of me. He wrapped his arm around my waist and drew random things on my back. I snuggled closer to his chest, taking in his scent. Surprisingly his smelled like (F/S), which is my favorite scent.
"Why have you been ignoring me?" He asked looking into my eyes.
"I was just afraid that I would break down like I did. After that training, it had me thinking. What if I'm not made this hero thing? How will I feel really when I know the world is depending on me to save them? How can I be a hero if I can't protect the ones I love?" I started to cry again.
Robin quickly kissed the tears. "(Y/N).." I cut him off and sat up.
"No! I'm serious! I don't know if I can do this."
"You were a villain before this, why didn't about it back then?" Robin argued.
"Because I didn't witness what I did that day! It's different from living away from the world and suddenly being out in the world and seeing this differently.." I looked down to my hands that were on my lap.
I felt Robin wrap his harms around me and placed his chin on my shoulder.
"I didn't know you felt like that. You can tell me, you know?" Robin kissed my shoulder lightly.
"It's just all new.. I'm used to just being around Mom, Cat, Harl, The Icicles, Riddler, all the others. For thirteen/fourteen(Depending on your birthday. We're in November now. I think xD.) years if my life, I've been kept away from the world. I was a ticking bomb as a kid, I was afraid I would be the one no one can stop and that's other thing that training had me thinking. What if I couldn't control my powers and killed everyone? And no one could stop me.."
Robin crawled in front of me, he grabbed my waist pulling me onto his lap so I was straddling him.
"You don't have to worry about that, you're not gonna lose control if you think positive." He gave me his cheeky smile. It made me laugh. I felt a bit better talking to him about this. I'm glad I did.
"Now, come on. I wanna take a nap and cuddle." He pulled down and just laid on top of me.
"Aah! Robin! Get off! Haha!" He rolled off and got back under the covers, I followed soon after. I wrapped my arms around his torso and snuggled closer to him. He wrapped his arm around my waist, drawing circles again
This was relaxing, moments like these I cherish the most. I wish to stay like this forever.
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