Spot light (Niall Hoarn fanfic)

Chapter 11

A/N Okay so there’s no confusion the story starts out in late May, I’m saying this because lots of things have happen and you have to keep in mind the concert is July 22. Okay comment and vote please.

When I wake up I have a song stuck in my head but I can’t figure out what song it is and my back hurts. I sit up and bright sun shines in my face, I’m lying on a couch. Calum is lying on the couch next to mine but the rest of the room is empty, I pull myself up and trudge to the kitchen, I big yellow note is tapped to the cereal box, it reads.

‘Niall I went out with Harry to see Carley with Luke, love you. –Shara.’

What the fuck? I never went out with anybody, I check the time to see it’s noon, I also walk to the bathroom brush my teeth and check my reflation, a line of droll is running down my jaw; aren’t I just hot?

I walk back into the kitchen and grab the milk and pour the cereal studying the note, it doesn’t even look like my handwriting but I doubt Niall has ever seen my handwriting. Who could have written this? Trying to say I was out and didn’t want to see Niall?

The words from last night echo in my head. ‘Just remember what happen last time.’

What did Zayn mean by that, he sounded almost sad although I couldn’t see his face. I’m scared at how quiet everything got in the house, but Calum’s snoring now.

“Niall?” I yell out to the quiet air. “Are you home?”

I check upstairs in his room and the quest room and Luke and Aston’s room and even in the breakfast room in the hallway of the hotel which earns me a lot of strange looks and I realize it’s because I’m in boxers. When I reach the room I start to cry because I’m so scared.

“Shara baby.” I feel Niall’s hand on my shoulder and I jump. “Why are you crying?”

I rest my head against his chest as he rubs circles into my skin. "I just didn’t know where to go.” I sob, suddenly flashbacks by in my mind, my father, my mother. Everything and I cry even harder. “I don’t even know where I belong.”

Niall turns me around so I face him; he kisses away my tears and looks deep into my eyes. “You belong here Shara, right next to me, okay?” He answers me and I nod my head, now Zayn’s words replace the ones of my father and I shiver.

“Niall?” I ask looking at him through my eyelashes and I feel him shiver, do I have a great effect on him when I look at him this way or is he just cold.  

“Yes Shara?” He says leaning in placing his forehead close to mine and the moment is so beautiful I don’t want to ruin it but I can’t help as the words slip from my mouth.

“What did Zayn mean by the last one?”

Niall pulls back, shocked and I look away. “You weren’t asleep?” I shake my head no and he sighs. “Ok I’ll tell you but please don’t think different of me it was away ago.” I nod my head again and move to sit in his lap, being closer to him helps with my mind.

“Back in the x-factor days Zayn had this group, him, Harry, Louis and my brother. I only hang out with them because my brother didn’t want to baby sit. There was these girls trying out for x-factor and Zayn thought that he could…”

I jump in confused. “Is this going to end up like one of those fanfics,” Niall laughs and I blush at the way it feels against my chest.  

"Maybe." He says almost sad and I shut up.

“Well these girls, they were gorgeous. Zayn thought he could get anybody so Louis dared him to sleep with one, Zayn didn’t care he picked a blonde one, her name was Perrie.” I gasp and Niall nods taking a shaking breath. “He would come up after the show and beg her to have sex with him, she would tell me she’d never been asked by a guy as hot as Zayn to have sex with so she agreed, he fucked her and then left, she fall in love and he didn’t care, Harry and Louis kept daring him to sleep with more girls, Zayn did it all Harry just picked out the girls. Soon ever girl knew about Zayn but they couldn’t say no, he would force them, not like rape but he would make them want it. He was known for that then Perrie wanted him back and begged for a second chance and he couldn’t say no. Harry and Louis couldn’t believe she came back and didn’t believe Zayn when he said he fucked her for a second time, they wanted proof. Zayn made me set up a camera in the room. Let me add in there was this other girl on set as well, she was into me and wouldn’t say yes to Zayn after Perrie. After Zayn and Perrie got over and Zayn got the proof he left and got through x-factor. I still talked to the girl and she came to visit me, Zayn asked her again to sleep with him and she said no. Zayn forced us to uh.. he forced me to beg her to sleep with me and when she did I didn’t know he was videotaping it. He showed it to everybody, her family kicked her out, she didn’t get into Collage, everything, she lost everything because of me.”