Not Alone Buddy [#Wattys2016] [complete]

Chapter 6: i want you to be my friend

Nisovin PoV
Wake up feeling guilty,i get my book and I then start reading what a said about Rob I hate what it said, I never wanted to hate Rob it was the voice fault that made me do it. I started getting mad at myself for what I've done I cross everything out and write in big letter Rob is my friend, the word friend I didn't like but i the same time it made me happy and feel with joy, I haven't know why I am suddenly wanting to be Rob friend but it doesn't matter why just that he is. I put my book anyway, I look in the mirror my hair is touching my shoulder and my piercing white eyes stared back at me. I brush my hair and my teeth, I decided to wear my white joggers and blue top, which is un normal for me I always wear black but not today. Today I feel happy which is weird because I never feel happy and I eat my breakfast which I need so badly.

Mr White PoV
I am getting Nisovin form his room and Rob from his and taking them the news, I walk into Nisovin room and say
"Someone seem happy today"
He is wearing not black which surprised me, he nod and say
"I've come to terms with being friends with Rob" he smile and I say
"Really, wow that amazing, this is a huge improvement" he smile again and he half bopping and walking around his room, he nods and say
" yeah, I feel amazing"
"Anyway Nis I have some news for you"
He stop bopping and walking, he look at me
"You and Rob are moving into a different room together"

Nisovin PoV
"You and Rob are moving into a different room together"
to soon what if there don't Have a perfect radiator to had my blade and book, I can cry and no one will question it because no one there too question it but my be I want someone to find my blade if they find it they can stop me cutting which I don't want to do I only do it because I have to, I say.
"I think it going to be fun, I want to get to know him more"
I smile and half of me is happy than I realise none of the voice haven't talk to me!!
"Pack up your stuff, I'll be back soon with Rob"
I smile at his name he will be the first friend after a long time

Rob PoV
I wake up and walk into the bathroom a normal don't look in the mirror because the voices said a was ugly but after what happen between me and Nisovin he help me realise that we're the same and we can face the fear together, I smile. My frizzy ash blonde hair is everywhere like usual and my blue ares look happy which is different not hype not afraid just happy. I put on some grey joggers and blue top which are the comfortable thing I own I not care about how I look it, it just comfortable and that that. I then see Mr White at the door a smile, he start.
"You going to move rooms with Nis"
"You mean like we can be rommies"
I am hype again great I just want to be happy not a hype puppy, he smile and says
"Pack your thing I'll be outside the door"
He walk out my room

Nisovin PoV
What iam I going to take first I need plastic bag, I pickup some plastic bags. I put all my clothes and my bathroom supplies, now this is the important part under my bed, a picture of my family, well my adoption family I have to hold back my tears and put it in the bag with a picture of my friends as well, now my notebook with drawing all in them it use up so no point keeping it, my DVD most are anime and manga, my comic books as well all go into the bag. Two thing left my blade and my book, I put the blade in side my book and shut it and tied it up then put it in the bag then I wait.

Rob PoV
I put all my clothes into the bag and my bathroom supplies, there my camera a slowing put it in and a sketch pad and pencils, then all my anime and manga comic books. There nothing else so I walk into the hall, he walk with me and he walk into the room where Nisovin was sitting, he smile and Mr White said
"Got everything you need then let go"
We both talk and laugh on the way there we have quite a lot in common and we stop and Mr White open the door, we see a white box with bed on either side of the walls and there was a widow in the middle of the room our closest were next to the door and on the left side of the room was the bathroom, I run into the room and put down our stuff and jumping on the bed then I relax and Mr White leave the room. We chat a bit then I says
"Wow were roomies"

Nisovin PoV
"Wow were roomies" he smile, I was scared he would turn me down when I said it but I pick up my courage and said.
"We're friends" he look at me baffled and then it turn it a smile

Rob PoV
"We're friends" he said the word he never wanted to say it made me so happy he never wanted to say it and then I smile at him and bring him in for a hug.

Authors note
He guys see like a promise for you anyway here the question for today who do you think this roomie thing last good tell me now in the comment
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