Not Alone Buddy [#Wattys2016] [complete]

Chapter 9: fake smile

Mr White
It been two days and I am having my first session with Rob today, to chat about how everything going on. I had a session with Nisovin yesterday.

-flashback-

"How everything going Nisovin"
"Fine, Rob didn't treat me different but something off with him, he been very weird lately"
"Nis, sometime Rob has thou days were he weird but don't say that ok"
"Ok,I am just really worried I don't want to lose him"
"I know, now back to you, what do you feel before you cut"

-flashback end-

Even though I said he has thought days he weird, I want to keep an eye on him.
I am in the office when Moe walk in and start to chat normal stuff but then she says
"How your daughter doing"
"Terrible" she is no daughter of mine I want to say but I can't she needs me
"Why" that the one million dollars question why
"Well the drug were one thing but now she stop eating as well" why is she doing this I give her everything and she give me this in return.
"O gosh I am sorry"
"It not your fault, it no one it just happens" it was someone fault it was her my daughter, you don't know the full story about what happen in her school when she was 12 she was a killer and she was in love with a boy, her name was Kate.

Nisovin PoV
Breakfast was brought to us it was a bacon sandwich, I start eating it, half way though I stop and look at Rob who was just sitting there staring at the meal, like it was going to eat it self.
"Rob"
He turn and smile. I know that fake smile because I use to give that smile, it doesn't show his teeth and he does not show his hyper active personality, for ones I think my friend is more broken than me for once.
"You have to eat, that what you told me so don't do it to yourself"
"Me and you are different you did it so you can die, I am doing because I am not hungry"
"But that what I told myself I am not hungry but deep down I knew I was lying to myself , ok so just eat for me"
"Really Nis I am not hungry"
"Ok but I am telling Mr White"
"Why I am just really not hungry"
He was now getting angry and he getting inpatient but I am still telling I can't have him going down a dark path.
"Ok let just stop talking"

Rob PoV
The voices are tell me that I am technical not killing myself if i don't feel hunger and I just don't feel it, so everything is fine for now, I am now in Mr White office it been so long, part of me is excited but the other part scared and I don't why.
"Rob, I am sorry it's been so long it not fair on you"
"It ok really I don't mind" I trying to play hype and not depressed Rob but I really want to say you're absent has teach me something. He smiles and says
"So Nisovin said you've been something off with you recently, do you have anything to say, anything you say now we will put be hide us and we can just chat but if you don't tell us now you may have to go now something that Nisovin went down"
"No nothing wrong, Nisovin is just worried and scared, everything ok"
"ok that won't u thought"
"Anyway let get on with it"

Nisovin PoV
I was asking for Moe, she was ease to talk to and nice.
"Moe can a talk to you"
She had platinum blonde and bright green eyes, pale skin,She was really kind.
"Of course what up Nis"
"I am scared for Rob, it may be nothing"
"ok what is it"
"Rob didn't eat, he said he wasn't hungry but I am not sure, can you make sure he fine"
"Of course, I will tell Mr White strait after"
I walk back to my room and read I poem book that Mr White give me, I turn the page and start reading a peon called the old familiar faces.

Mr White PoV
After speaking to Rob and getting news for Moe, i grab a glass of the red stuff to calm my nerves. I start to read my favourite poem the old familiar faces

Rob PoV
I walk in and see, Nisovin reading the peom book that Mr White give as a decided to read it to. It said.
Where are they gone, the familiar faces?

Nisovin PoV
I had a mother,but she died, and left
Died prematurely in a day of horrors-
All, all are gone, the old familiar faces.

Rob PoV
I have had playmates, I have had companions
In my days of childhood, in my joyful school-days;
All, all are gone, the old familiar faces.

Mrs White PoV
I have been laughing, I have been carousing,
Drinking late, sitting late, with my bosom cronies;
All,all are gone, the old familiar faces.

Rob PoV
I loved a love ones, fairest among women;
Closed are her doors on me, I must not see her-
All, all are gone, the old familiar faces.

Nisovin PoV
I have a friend, a kinder friend has no man;
Like an ingrate, I left my friend abruptly;
Left him, to muse on the old familiar faces.

Rob PoV
Ghost-like I paced round the haunts of my childhood;
Earth seemed a desert I was bound to traverse,
Seeking to find the familiar faces.

Nisovin PoV
Friend of my bosom, thou more than a brother,
Why wert not thou born in my father's dwelling!
So might we talk of the old familiar faces,

Rob PoV
How some they have died, and some they have left me,
And some are taken from me; all are departed;
All, all are gone, the old familiar faces.
By Charles Lamb
Theses paragraphs is pretty much my life story in a flash in this story.

I turn and see another poem called betrayed
Like rollerblades, we make a pair.
Watch us practise; with such flair
Pavements fly beneath our feet
In this kingdom of concrete
The original polyurethane pals
Surfing down suburban hill
Gossip, giggle, god it's great
To hang out with my best mate.

But my best mate's become a spy,
Sold my secrets. I blink my eye
And he has gone to the other side.
The Gang ride by;I try to hide,
Cover my feeling with concrete
As pavements fly beneath my feet
I climb the hills of hurt and hate
To get away from my best mate.
By Andrew Fusek Peters

The story of me and Nisovin friendship he snitching on me,

Authors notes
Hey guys, by the way the person who reading the paragraph is the person who it more reliable like I had a mother but she died that reliable for Nisovin because his mother died so figure got what reliable with other people
Question for today what paragraph is more reliable for you or which poem
I am writing this because my wifi down and got nothing else to do but I have to wait to publish this chapter
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From Poblol and goodbye