Bad Decisions (Punk Harry Styles)

Chapter 29

Chapter 29 -

Ellie's POV -

As I was taking my notes in class, I could feel someone staring at me. I kept seeing them from the corner of my eye, I don't think I've ever spoken to the boy before but I could see him from over the over side of the class, just staring. I glanced over to him and raised my one eyebrow, giving him a slightly disapproving look. He quickly turned his attention back to the teacher. I did the same and continued writing my notes. But because todays lessons were so long we usually get a break around 1 o'clock. I looked at the time and saw we only had 5 minutes until our small break.

"Right class you can have you break now but make sure your back for 1:45." The lecturer announced.

I grabbed my notes and pen and put them into my bag. Abruptly I stood from my seat and shrugged my blazer back onto my shoulders and picked up my handbag. Before leaving the class I grabbed my phone out of my bag and saw that I had a message from James.

From - James - Are you classes as boring as mine, all I can think about is meeting up later on. I really have missed you El x

As I was walking out of class and down the corridors, I smiled reading the message James had sent me, and how he still called me El like he used to. Maybe we could go back to how we used to, but it would be better because I've gained some sexual experience off Harry, so I wouldn't disappoint him and maybe I'd be ready.

"Ellie! Wait up!" Liam shouted from the top of the corridor. I quickly replied to James before placing my phone into my blazer pocket.

To - James - My classes are very boring and I cant wait either, its been awhile. Thank you, I missed you too x

I spun around with the biggest smile on my face, only for me to lose it. Because Harry was standing right next to Liam.

"I was wondering if you wanted to get something to eat with us in our break, me and Harry are going to grab something from a café. You should come." He stated rather than asking. Although I didn't want to spend time with Harry, Liam is kind and I don't want Harry to know I'm bothered anymore. I quickly smiled at them.

"Yeah sure" I replied as i began walking with them to wherever this café was. I walked in between both Harry and Liam.

"So you look lovely today, what's occasion?" Liam asked, I heard Harry cough the side of me. Obviously thinking I made this effort for him, which I technically did but he doesn't need to know that.

"No occasion really, I am going out after classes but I'm not sure if I should wear this or not." I smirked

"Where you going?" They both suddenly asked at the same time.

"Woahh, haha my friend is meeting me after classes and I think were just getting something to eat. I'm not really sure." Smiling as I thought of spending time with James.

"You making a lot of friends then?" Liam asked as we continued walking.

"Not really, this is a old friend. We're just catching up I suppose"

"Your going to see James aren't you." Harry spoke with slight anger in his voice. I glanced at Liam and saw he was completely confused. Which he would be because he doesn't have a clue about what me and were doing.

"Shut up Harry, this not the time and definitely not the place" I spoke through gritted teeth. "And why would you care anyway!" I spat.

"You're right I don't" He spat back.

"Well shut up then" I harshly replied.

"What the hell is up with you two?" Liam question.

"Oh noth..." I mumbled but was rudely cut off my Harry.

"She is pissed because me and here had this 'thing' going on, and I slept with Amy throughout our little 'thing' and now she is mad." Harry spoke truthfully, I felt my jaw drop.

"Oh right" Liam rubbed this neck awkwardly.

I was honestly mad at Harry before but now I'm even more pissed because he just told Liam. We dealt that we wouldn't tell anyone and keep it between us. I couldn't stand to be around him much longer because I'm so mad and now embarrassed, that he just told everything to Liam.

"Well I'm gonna get going, Liam we should do this another time." I smiled weakly before I wiped a tear out of my eye. I was so embarrassed, I turned around and headed for my dorm. I kept my head down the whole way, until I reached the dorm building. Completely ignoring Jane, I walked straight up the stairs to my room.

As soon as I got into my dorm I threw my bag onto the floor and I dropped onto my bed. I buried my face into my pillows. I was embarrassed at what Harry said but also now I felt like a idiot dressing up and making an effort. I just felt stupid. I decided that I wasn't going to return to my classes and I'd just explain to my lecturer and catch up or something.

After a couple of minutes lying on my bed in silence I got off the bed and walked over to my dresser. I grabbed a couple of make up wipes and wiped my smeared make up off my face. Throwing the used wipes into the bin I walked over to my wardrobe and picked out a baggy t-shirt and some shorts. I quickly changed throwing my clothes into the washing basket. I bent down and picked my phone out of my bag. But I was interrupted by a knocking on my dorm door. I huffed and walked over with my phone in my hand. I swung the door open and tried to shut it instantly as soon as I saw it was Harry. However he put is foot in the door and stopped it.

"What Harry" I stood in the doorway not letting him in.

"I came to make sure your okay" he spoke.

"I'm fine and you can leave now" I huffed, wanting to cut the conversation short otherwise he would end up coming in.

"No you're not, can I come in?"

"Fine I'm not okay but you still cant come in"

"I want to talk though" Harry mumbled

"Right whatever" I turned around and walked to my bed and sat down. But I left the door open for Harry. He slowly walked into the room and shut the door behind him. He walked over to the bed and sat next to me.

"I'm sorry I told Liam, but I promise he wont say anything to anyone." He tried to reassure me.

"What if people find out Harry, I'm get such a bad name for myself. I'm gonna look like a slut. But that not what I am. But I know people will think it" I started crying, I rested my elbows on my knees and held my face in my hands.

"They wont I promise" Harry gently picked me up and placed my body on his lap. My legs dangling off his and the side of my body pressed to his chest. Me and Harry aren't getting along. But this is what I needed, someone to hold me. Harry's hand soothed my back as I stopped crying. I moved my head from his chest and looked at him.

"Thank you Harry" I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him in for a hug. I rested my head on his shoulder, while he wrapped his arms around my waist. I pulled back from the hug and removed my hand from his neck. But Harry kept his hands around my waist so I gently placed my hands on his shoulders. I knew what was coming but I didn't want to stop it, I wanted Harry to kiss me.

Harry pulled my body close to his and leaned his head into mine. Our lips gently touched before they meet again but desperately this time. I switched positions on his lap so that I was straddling him and pushed him back onto my bed. Hovering over him I kissed him roughly, I moaned when he pushed his hips up against mine. Harry slipped his tongue into my mouth, our tongues roughly glided against each other. That was until Harry flipped me over so that he was hovering over me.