When you kill someone for the first time

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Steve:
You were home alone watching a movie on low volume and just waiting for Steve to come home.
As you were nodding off to sleep you heard the door open slowly and soft steps walk down the hall. It wasn't how Steve would walk in at all and you stood up, and grabbed the taser you keep with you.
There was a tall shadow walking towards you and you aimed the taser and as soon as a body came into view you shot the taser.
The man tensed and screamed. You dropped the taser to the ground and looked at the man and you saw he wasn't breathing.
You start to panic as you kneel down and feel for a pulse and you don't feel one.
The door opens again and you scream and jump up.
"Babe, it's just me. Watching another scary movie?" He asked and you ran to him and hugged him as you cried.
"Babe?" He asked and looked at the man on the floor. "What just happened?" He asked.
"H-He was just walking in and I tassed him. He's not breathing." You said through your tears.
Steve nodded and got Fury to get an ambulance to your house so the man could go to the hospital.
You and Steve were on the couch all night, trying to get you to get to sleep.
He eventually calmed you down and you closed your eyes and fell asleep.

Tony:
Tony had made you your first Iron Man suit and he was teaching you how to use it.
You were laughing in the garage when the A.I Friday interrupted the conversation.
"Mr. Stark, there are people at the door for you."
"I'll be there in a minute." He said and pecked your lips before walking upstairs.
You closed the helmet and was messing around a little and heard the front door open.
You didn't hear a little anything after but you heard some steps and you looked at the stairwell.
"Who are you?" You asked the man and he put his hands up.
"Who are you?" He asked.
"Y/N." You responded and he smirked.
"Perfect." He said and walked towards you.
You panicked and out up your hands, blasting the man in the chest with the repulsers.
"Oh my god." You whispered as you saw the man fall and not move to get up.
Tony runs down the stairs and takes one look at you and the fallen man.
You step out of the suit and run over to him.
"Hey, it's okay." He said and pulled you close to him.
He held you close and rocked you gently as you slowly calmed down.
"It was only self defense." He says softly and you nod a little.
"Come on, you deserve a break." He said and you nodded a little as he took you upstairs to cuddle.

Thor:
You were laying on the couch when all of a sudden Thor runs in and runs up to you.
"What's wrong sweetie?' You asked and he didn't say anything just pulled you up. "Thor, what's going on?" You ask again and he looks at you.
"Go hide in our room. Go." He said and you didn't have time to say or go anywhere before someone broke through the door.
"Give her to me!" The man yelled and you looked at the man.
He saw you and smirked and walked towards you.
You felt Thor tense behind you but you let the man walk up to you and you rolled your eyes.
"Hey there cutie." He said and you sighed.
You punched him in the face and went to turn him around but you held his head and turned it. You heard a snap and you froze as you let go of the man. He slumped to the ground and you began to panic.
"Oh my god I just killed someone." You said and Thor held you close to his body.
"It is okay princess. You did not mean to." He said softly. You cried into his shirt.
He picked you up and brought you to your shared room. He laid you down and laid next to you.
Even though you couldn't go to sleep, Thor stayed up all night to help you calm down.

Bruce: (I just really don't feel like the girlfriend of the Hulk would kill somebody, even in self-defense...so sorry I don't have any ideas for this one)

Clint:
You were with Clint at SHEILD and he taught you how to shoot an arrow. You smiled as he let you do it for the first time alone.
You aimed at the target and shot it. It was a bullseye.
Clint was so proud of you, he took a picture and then ran out of the room to show Natasha the picture.
While he was gone, you were practicing. An alarm went off and you looked around. The red light was flashing and an alarm was blaring.
You heard the doors open and you turned around. "Well well well, I didn't know SHIELD had beautiful agents." The man said and you flinched at his words.
He started to walk towards you and you shook your head and you aimed the bow at him.
"I'm not an agent but I still know how to shoot this." You said and he smirked.
"You won't shoot me." He said and you released the arrow.
Your aim was a little off, you aimed to hit him in the shoulder, instead you hit him in the heart. You dropped the bow and covered your mouth. "Oh my god." You said and immediately started to cry.
Clint came running in and looked at the man on the ground and then looked at you.
He walked over to you and wrapped his arms around you as you cried into his chest.
"Shhh, come on, lets go get you some hot chocolate." He whispered gently to you and all you could do was nod.
He lead you to the kitchen and sat you down in a chair as he made your hot chocolate.

Pietro:
You and Pietro were out for a run and were enjoying your time together.
He was actually staying with you and running next to you. You rolled your eyes at another joke about you being slow.
After a second, he's gone and you groan. You know he's already back at home, waiting to see how long you're going to take.
You keep running but soon you hear heavy footsteps behind you and you pick up the speed. They footsteps follow you and you take a sharp turn and start sprinting. Soon after the heavy footsteps catch up to you and you're knocked unconscious.
When you wake up you're in a dark room tired to a chair. You groan when your head pulses as you look around. The knots aren't too tight so you're able to slip your hands out and you reach for a pipe.
The door bursts open and your captor runs in and over to you. You sit up and swing the pipe at him. He slumps to the ground and you cover your mouth. Another second after that you see a blue blur enter the room.
"Y/N!" He yells and kneels in front of you.
"P-Pietro." You said and he unites your legs. He picks you up as you start to cry.
"I-I killed him." You said and he held you close as he ran home once again.
"He kidnapped you princess." He said and held her close as you cried. "It's okay." He whispered as he held you until you fell asleep on his arms.

Wanda:
(I have an idea for Wanda given to me by a very good friend and I will be writing Wanda's either later today or tomorrow!)

Natasha:
You were on a mission with the rest of the avengers and you were slowly beginning to get overwhelmed.
It seemed like everyone was ganging up on you and you were trying your best to keep up with everything.
You ran out of ammo and your heart skipped a beat. You would never kill anyone just shoot them in the leg or something so they couldn't get up.
The fear consumed you and when you screamed, a force field went up around you and threw the people around you against the building and trees you were around.
You heard snaps or necks and spines and you put your head in your hands, knowing the men wouldn't be standing up anytime soon.
"Y/n!" You hear Natasha call your name and you looked up as your force field dropped.
You got up and ran over to her and she wrapped you in her arms.
"Hey, what happened? I heard you scream." She whispered and you shook your head.
"I killed people." You whispered and she kissed your head.
"It'll be okay. Believe me, it's okay." She whispered and slowly rocked you to get you to calm down.

Bucky:
You were walking down the street on your own and humming a little as you were on your way back home to Bucky.
A man appeared in front of you and you tried to keep walking but he wouldn't move.
"Hey princess." The man said.
"Excuse me, I'm trying to get home." You said and took a deep breath.
"I don't think so." The mystery guy said and started to guide you towards an alley.
You grabbed his hand and pried it off your arm and then hit him square in the face.
"Oh you think you're so tough?" He smirked and walked towards you.
You shook your head but he kept walking towards you. As an instinct and as it was taught from your self defense classes, you pushed him against a wall and punched him. His head hit the wall and he slumped down to the ground.
You didn't see him breathing, and you didn't stay to find out. You ran home and ran inside to Bucky.
"Hey doll, how was your day?" He asked and you hugged his middle and started crying.
You told him what happened through your tears and he calmed you down slowly.
"Self-defense honey, it's okay." He whispered and you calmed down slowly.
"But-" you said and he cut you off. "Trust me, I know what it feels like. At least you're not as bad as your boyfriend." He whispered and you shook your head.
"Shush Bucky." You whispered and closed your eyes as you fell asleep.

Sam:
(You were in the army so I'm not going to do Sam's. Sorry)

A/N:
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