Learning to love you...

Chapter 15: Insecure about love

"Kiss me." You said, your voice echoing through Jin's ears. 

"Y/N..." He trailed off

"You are insecure about me, aren't you? You don't have to be. Sure, I might have no experience in dating, but I don't think I'm that bad. Come on! Spoil me like how the heros do to their heroines in the movies. You feel like you want to hug me? Do it. You feel like kissing me? Fucking do it, Jin! I'm your wife for a god damn reason." You said as your gaze pierced holes through Jin's soul. 

"Are you sure?" He asked as you sighed. 

"Jin. I am a hundred percent sure. Please fucking kiss me. Make me feel loved in the most romantic way possible. I may be shit at kissing but I promise I will learn." You said as Jin smiled nodding.

"I'm sure you'll be just the best." He said as he took your face in his hands as his fingers peacefully rested against your cheeks, reaching all the way to you ears. 

Leaning in, both of you inhaled before closing your eyes shut. The more you leaned in, the more audible your heartbeat became. Soon enough, Jin's plum lips brushed against yours slightly. His lips was as soft as a baby's bottom, proving that he was absolutely an idol. Nothing else was done. No tongue, no nothing. His upper lip was in between both your lips while his lower lips were placed perfect right below your lower lip and above your chin. Beginning to move in sync, you swang your arm around his neck, bringing him closer to you. 

Pulling out from each other, Jin analyzed your face for reaction and certainly you had one. You were smiling ear to ear. Seeing you smile honestly brought a smile to his lips. Without a warning, you smashed your lips against Jin's as you wanted to feel the warmth once again. 

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You both gave up on going outside for skiing for cuddling but with an upgrade called 'kissing'. Something about kissing Jin, it filled you up with a cozy and pleasant feeling you continued to do it multiple times now and he didn't seem to obligate it at all either. 

"We literally did nothing except for cuddle all day and night throughout the trip." You chuckled after stating your sentence. Jin snuggled closer and placed his chin in between your shoulder blade and neck. 

"It's too cold outside and I'd rather be like this because who knows when I'll be able to do this when be go back." He said and that's when reality hit you like a truck. 

"Right?" You said and turned around to face Jin. 

"You'll be busy with your schedules while I prepare for my exams, we'll have to wait." You said with a pout as Jin chuckled. 

"I didn't mean that. I mean, we could still do all this when we are alone in our room but what I'm worried about it the members or even worse, my parents seeing us like this. It would be pretty embarrassing, right?" He stated his concern as you nodded. 

"Yeah..." You trailed. 

"We'll just do all the cuddling here that could compensate for the future days coming?" You continued innocently as Jin kissed you nose; not being able to resist your cuteness. 

"Sure, but we need to pack." He said after the kiss. 

"Well, we didn't unpack that much. So literally, all we have to do is keep our clothes back in the luggage as it is." You both laughed at your response. 

"I'm getting sleepy." Jin said and yawned to prove his sentence. 

"Then sleep, silly." You chuckled. 

"But I'm afraid if I sleep, I would not be able to see this beautiful view in front of me. I don't wanna miss any of it." He said as you faked puking.