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»I came by

When I came over again, the situation was different. You weren't answering my calls or anything and I got worried.

We talked two days before, why weren't you answering?

I remember knocking on your door and waiting patiently before knocking again. But the door was open.

My heart almost stopped when I saw bloodstains on the floor. I called out your name in a shaky voice and stormed inside, but you didn't answer.

I found you standing before your mirror, with your face all bruised washing the dried blood off of your knuckles. I felt a mix of relief, worry and fear, overwhealming feelings I didn't want to feel.

You saw me standing there and it was obvious you didn't expect me there. Your expression almost made me turn around and leave.

But I didn't.

I rushed inside and you turned off the water tap, turning to me. I took your face in my hands and looked at it, keeping all the scolding to myself.

You lowered your face and I embraced you as you snuggled your head in my shoulder.

That was the first night I spent with you.