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#My Heart Turn to Pieces

#My Heart Turn to Pieces

2 Weeks have passed since Red is in the Comatose stage because of the accident he had.Grabe ang tagal na hindi pa rin sya gumigising.

Although He still sleeping over and over I cant be tired to wait him awake.

Hindi ako nawawalan ng pag asa na magigising si Red kasi i trust him a lot na hindi nya ako iiwan kasi tutuparin pa namin yung mga pangarap naming dalawa.

At sa 3 weeks na naka lipas,Hindi muna ako pumapasok at nag papadala lang ako ng mga notes na na-miss ko at dito na ako nag aaral.Nag papadala lang din ako ng gamit ko and minsan lang ako umuwi ng bahay at kung uuwi man ako saglit lang then babalik agad ako sa Hospital.

Kasulukuyang nag susulat ako ng notes ko for accounting and naka patong itong notebook ko sa Hospital Bed ni Red ng mapansin kong gumalaw yung daliri ni Red, nung una akala ko na mamalik mata lang ako pero hindi gumalaw talaga sya.

Tumingin ako kay Red and unti-unting minulat nya yung mata nya.

"My Gosh Red your awake, hmm thanks god for hearing my pray." masaya kong sabi.

"Red Stay here im going to call doctor." natataranta kong sabi kasi hindi ko talaga alam ang gagawin ko then ito na nga tatawag na ako ng doctor.

Pag kalabas ko ng kwarto ni Red nakita ko yung mom at dad ni Red, pati sila Vince at yung iba nyang kaybigan.

"What happen Sam?" nag aalalang tanong ni tita.

"Si Red po Gising na"

"My gosh gising na ang anak ko thanks God,but wait saan ka pupunta?"

"Tatawag po ako ng doctor."

"Sige iha bilisan mo."

"Opo"sabi ko at tumawag na nga ako ng doctor.

Naglalakad na ko pabalik sa kwarto ni Red kasama ko yung doctor, naunang pumasok yung doctor sa kwarto ni Red hinahabol ko pa kasi yung hininga ko hiningal kasi ako sa pag tawag ng doctor ng maka recover na ako pinihit ko na yung doorknob para pumasok ng kwarto ni Red nang marinig ko syang magsalita napa tigil ako..

"Who is the girl here a while ago?" he ask..

"Who?" 

"The girl that own the notes here in my hospital bed,the girl that leave me here to call a doctor.."

When i heard that napahinto ako,hindi ko tinuloy buksan yung pinto.

The girl his talking is Me right?Obviously Yes ako lang naman yung babae na kasama nya kanina.. At ako yung biglang lumabas para tumawag ng doctor.. Don't tell me...

"Red are you sure you don't know Sam?" nagtatakang tanong ni Vince.

"Who is Sam?"

Really he don't know me?Totoo ba 'tong mga narinig ko..??

Tell me nag sisinungaling lang si Red or let me say his kidding Right?

"Doc what's happening to my son?!" Red Mom ask to the doctor.

"I think your son have Amnesia.."

"Amnesia?? Nag papatawa ka ba Doc, I know all of them, except you and that girl im talking?Then you tell me i have Amnesia?Are you kidding?" sabi naman ni Red sa Doctor..na natatawa.

Its mean,i am the only one people he didn't recognized and he didn't know? Parang  nanlambot yung tuhod ko, at sobra-sobra na yung kaba sa dibdib ko at nahihirapan na akong huminga kasi parang sumisikip yung dibdib, pero nanatili lang ako sa labas ng kwarto ni Red at nakinig sa usapan nila..

"Are you Really sure Red you don't know Sam?"pangungulit na tanong ni Vince

"F*ck Whose that Sam i don't know her And why I'm here at the hospital? and anung araw ngayon?"

"Its March 8" tita said.

"March? No way its June mom ,Are Your kidding me mom."

June?? June is the month that we first met and we first know each other, don't tell me all his memory was erase since the day we know each other.Kaya ba di nya ko kilala? But why?? 

"Are you really-really sure for that Red??" pagtatanong ulit ni Vince.

"Yeah I'm sure."

Red plainly answer to Vince.

"Oh my goodness. What happen to you Red?!" his Mom said while sobbing.

"Mom, Whats Wrong?"

"Red, I think you're having partial amnesia.."

the doctor said.

"What??!"shock na tanong ni Red.

"Son its February not June.. I think this is the effect of the accident.."

Dahil sa mga narinig ko, nag simula ng tumulo yung mga luha ko na kanina ko pa pinipigilan parang dinurog ng pira-piraso yung puso ko..

Nakalimutan ako ni Red.. Kinalimutan niya Ako. Ngayon malinaw na talaga sa'kin.. Lahat ng alaala nya na kasama ako ang nabura sa isip nya.. Kaya ang huling memory nya ay yung araw, bago kami magkakilala..

Siguro masyado ko syang nasaktan sa mga ng yari, kaya pinili na lang nya ang kalimutan ako..

pero bakit sa ganito pang paraan bakit sa ganitong paraan na para kong ikamamatay.

Hindi ko tuloy alam kung aalis na lang ba ako.. papasok ba ko sa loob ng kwarto ni Red para ipakilala ung sarili ko.. Para maalala nya ulit ako..Hindi ko talaga alam..

Ang gulo-gulo ng isip ko.

Sa sobrang pag iisip ko hindi ko namalayan biglang bumukas yung pinto at lumabas si Vince..

"Sam,What are you doing here? Why you don't enter the Room?And wait why are you Crying?"

"I heard it all Vince..He didn't notice me..All the memory his with me,he forget."

"Kaya nga pumasok ka, ipaalala mo sa kanya kung sino ka..tell Him of who you are in his life."

"Huwag na lang muna..*Sob* Ayokong pilitin syang alalahanin ako..*Sob*Can you do me a favor Vince?*Sob*"

naiyak kong sabi kay Vince.

"Sige, kahit ano basta kaya ko.."

"I want that..If ever Red Remember me its because that He want then He Feel and He find out in his heart then he didn't force to remember me... Kaya kung pwede sana, Tell them na wala sana silang sasabihin na kahit ano kay Red about me.., about us and to our past. You can only tell him that im his friend and schoolmate at kung maaari Shean Andrea ang ipakilala mo sa kanya hindi Sam."

"Are you really Sure for that decision? Di ba parang papahirapan mo naman yung sarili mo?What if matagalan bago ka maalala ni Red? What if hindi na.."

"Nakalimutan ako ng utak ni Red,Pero im Sure that not his Heart. Pero kung mangyari man yun.. I need to accept the fact na hanggang doon na lang talaga kami..."

"Fine, I respect your decision and if you need help im just here."

"Thanks Vince.!"

"Its nothing Sam i mean Shean Andrea.."