Crushing

Ch. 18 : Changes

Sabrinna in MM .

*Terrell*

"Amiyah ?" I called looking at her seriously .

"Yes ?" She asked

"Do you see us together for a long time ?" I asked . Honestly I was curious . Of course I seen her as being my future wife & mother of my kids , but I want to see if we have the same dream .

"Honestly , I'm not sure . I haven't really thought about my future much . I try to focus on the present ," she answered honestly .

Well .. Not exactly the answer I was looking for but it was real so I accepted it .

"Terrell ?" A familiar voice called . I looked up & there stood Sabrinna .

Damn she looked bad asl . Her sandy brown hair was curled like I always loved it , she wore a white mid thigh dress that hugged her curves perfect & white heels . Sabrinna was my last girlfriend before she moved last year . I was really falling for her , but the day she left , she took some of my heart with her . Amiyah's the only girl I wanted to date after her .. She's really been the only person other than my mom to make me genuinely happy .

"Hey , Sabrinna ," I finally said .

"Its been a while , huh ?" She chuckled .

"Yeah , like a year .. How you been ?" I asked .. Kinda sliding away from Miyah .

~Miyah~

I just sat listening to these two chat it up . Sholl hope she don't plan on getting back with him . Yeah I know they used to date . They were like the power couple sophomore year . Star basketball player for jv & his beautiful cheerleader on his arm . I can't even say anything about her . She perfect . Beautiful , nice figure , & intelligent . Like she has no competition . If Terrell wants her , shii he can have her . Amiyah don't chase no nigga . I have too much pride .

"Who's this ?" She asked looking at me , taking there attention to me .

"My good friend , Amiyah . Miyah , this is Sabri-"

"Yeah , yeah . Sabrinna . I already know ." I cut him off , rolling my eyes .

I would call Carson but she's probably being nasty with Malcolm or sleep & either way , I don't wanna interrupt . I'll just call Zaya .

"I'll be back , I need to use the restroom ," I said getting up as if they cared . They completely ignored me & continued talking .

I walked to the bathroom & broke down crying . How the hell could he really sit there & tell me all that shii then do this ? His "good friend" ? Yeah , okay but wasn't you just calling me bae , baby , baby girl ? All that bull shit out the fucking window when a ex comes back . Crazy . It's fine though . I know my worth & I'm not about to waste my tears on somebody who don't deserve them .

I wiped my tears & called Zaya like I said I was .

~Phone Convo~

Zaya : Hey , sis , wassup ?

Me : Zay , I need you to pick me up .

Zaya : What's wrong ? Where you at ?

Me : Stacy's . That really fancy restaurant . I'll tell you the rest when you get here .

Zaya : Aright .

~Convo Over~

I walked out the bathroom & back to the table where Terrell & Sabrinna no longer were . The food was here though , so I asked for to go boxes & paid for the food . Didn't even get to sit down & enjoy it . Whatever . I sat outside the restaurant & waited til Zaya got there .

About ten minutes later he pulled up & I got in .

"Ready to talk ?" Zaya asked driving off .

I shook my head no , closed my eyes , & drifted off to sleep .

~Isaiah~

I know something's up with my little sis . I don't know what but I'll figure it out . When something is bothering her , she'll usually talk to me .. But now she doesn't even wanna talk . Something is telling me it has some to do with Terrell . Kid didn't really seem right for her anyway . But at the moment he was , so I thought I was actually wrong . But hmmm I guess not . I'm rarely wrong .

~Terrell~

While I was talking with Sabrinna I noticed Miyah was gone . I didn't really care though . Sabrinna had all my full attention at the moment .

"Wanna get outta here ?" She smiled at me .

I licked my lips & nodded . I got up , grabbed her soft , little hand & left . We went back to my house & well .. Y'all know what happened 😉 .

~Miyah~

When I woke up , we were pulling up to the house . Zaya parked , I grabbed my stuff , to go boxes , & went inside .

I put one box in the fridge & took the other up to my room . I took a 20 minute shower , lotioned up , & put on shorts with a tank top & fuzzy socks . I put my hair in a messy bun & left the bathroom . I put Benchwarmers on looking for a laugh . While I watched , I ate my food from earlier .

Once all my food was gone , I put my phone on do not disturb mode & laid down . Last time I looked at the clock , it read 1:27 am . That's all I remember before drifting into a deep sleep .

Chapter 18 ! Wasn't that long but I think it was pretty good . Read , vote , & comment . Thanks .

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