Crushing

Chapter 9 : No Love

(A/N) : Corey in MM .

*Isaiah*

Too keep it 1 hunnit ion really know why I got mad when I seen Carson & Malcolm all bae'd up . I mean yeah I like her a little , but I'm also kinda feeling Ari . Maybe I'll talk to Miyah , Mani , or Dad about it later . Anyway I'm in the car right now just taking a joy ride . You know what ? I'm bout to hit up Drew ; we gone ride together .

~Phone Convo~

Drew : Yo ...

Me : Yo , where you at ?

Drew : My house with a girl . Why ?

Me : Oh word ? Who ?

Drew : Uhh , Ariane .

Me : Wait , Ariane Wade ?

Drew : Yeah . I think so ... Why ?

Me : Man , fuck !

~Phone Convo Over~

Wtf , bruhh ?! First Carson then Ari ! Damn ! & both my friends took the girls I was feeling . Should a nigga just turn gay or some ? ... Hell nahh ! It ain't never that serious . T'f is a nigga supposed to do now ?

~Drew~

"Who was that , bae ?" Ariane asked . Whoa there ! She ain't bae !

"Isaiah . & when did I become bae ?"

"Isaiah Davis ? & what you mean ?! You jus' told me I was bae when we was fuckin' & how much yo' ass love me !" she said , starting to raise her voice .

I looked at her like she was crazy . "Yeah , him . & nahh I probably told you you was bae so you would do better . Love ? Bitch , bye . I barely know yo' ass to be lovin' you . Now if you'll excuse me , I gotta go do some . Let yourself out though , meaning leave & when I get back , my shit better be the way it was when I left it . Not a damn thing out of place ."

I pushed her off me causing her to fall off the bed . A few seconds later I heard soft crying . I ignored her & went to my bathroom & did my morning routine . I got out the shower , dried my hair , & wrapped a towel around my waist . I walked back into the room & she was just walking out the door . I noticed she had a little limp while she was walking . I smiled to myself thinking I beat the p**** up ! I opened my closet & got out my red shirt that said 'No Type' in comic book letters , a pair of khaki shorts , & red , black , & white Concords . Ya' boy was on fleek today !

I walked out my house , making sure I locked the door behind me . Yes , I live by myself , but I have a reason . & I have a reason for treating Ari the way I was . Y'all are probably like , "Well , tell us !"

Okay so when I was younger my mother was a hoe , so I have no respect for females who fuck a guy she just met . That's why I never loved my mom . So when I was about 12 , I ran away & moved here with my grandma . She (grandma) passed away a few months ago & left me this nice house . It has 3 bedrooms with 3 bathrooms in each room . A large kitchen & living room , & a massive basement . That was off topic but yeah , that's why I did Ari that way . I'm not disrespectful to all women , just the ones that don't respect themselves .

In all the time it took to tell y'all that , I pulled up to my grandmas grave site . I got out & made my way to her grave . As I looked down at her dull gray grave , a wave of emotions came over me . I fought the tears that were threatening to leave my eyes . I took a deep breath before speaking . "Hey , grandma . I miss you ... a lot . I gotta tell you something though ! Last night , I had sexual relations with a girl . She's beautiful , but I had just met her . & you know how I am with females , I don't respect them unless they respect themselves . Well ... I kicked her out this morning . Am I wrong grandma ? Please answer me in some type of way . I need to get going though , I love you , grandma ," I said . A few tears left my eyes as I kneeled down to put the pink roses on her grave .