Just the little things

Drowning in my sorrows

Monday and Tuesday were good. Wednesday through Friday was crap. Yeah he looked at me, what else is new. It's just today, which is Friday, first period was going good. He looked at me like full in staring then I looked at him and looked away but then looked at him again but he still remained looking at me. I but my lip then he stopped and grinned.

He just kept looking at me, and yes it does affect me, sometimes I mumble to myself "stop looking at me" but inside I don't want him to stop. I was actually having a decent good day until lunch.

I was with my friends, and everyone started eating, I don't eat lunch at school that makes me feel uncomfortable. I then saw two people walk in front, it was prince charming and the girl who talked to him and liked him from what I know of . He asked out a girl the same way their walking and going but gladly she rejected, this time it might be different. When they left, something caught my breath and it made me want to cry. I hopped off the bench and went to look for my friends to tell her.

Sadness came upon me, knowing I needed to talk to him but if he askes her out then there's no chance.

I just had a horrible time, and honestly I have no one to tell or to talk to, I really do feel alone at this moment.