Just the little things

Good turns into Bad ✈

This whole week was full of surprises and questions.

Prince charming looks at me still, but every other time I see him with that girl. I'm not really jealous, i'm just disappointed because I know that girl and she's the most fakest person in our grade. She seems nice but talks too much shit and she gets other people to do the shit talking to. if he likes her, I feel sorry for him

In English, my friend and I were listening to music and we had our bumping music on. Me and her were just dancing in our seat and doing our work, then every now and then me and him made eye contact, and my friend always caught him staring at me too. This was the most he looked at me all week.

History was eh.

Lunch.... I sat down then my other friend said "prince charming is looking" then I looked at him then he looked away. I smirked. Today was going good, maybe he's realizing that i'm better than that girl. I kept that smirk on my face until I saw from the corner of my eye, prince charming and 'that girl'!. The smirk washed away from my face and I was just expression-less.

AHHHHHHHH WHAT IN THE WORLD AGAIN?

All my friends were talking and I was just quiet. I Don't feel like talking cause if I do, I'll just end up screaming my lungs out. I shook my right leg furiously. I glances my way to them coming back with food. I was even more irritated. SHE DOESN'T DESERVE HIM. Pain and anger was just flowing in my veins. I hate her so much, and right now I kind of hate him. Is he seriously that dumb to see she's a two face bitch. Done.

They sat next to each other. I just turned my the opposite way from them and looked at the sky. All the feelings I felt, they were slowly washing away. Hurt was replacing them I felt like crying, but I knew I'd be too weak. I'm good at hiding my feelings, maybe thats why he never realized how much I like him. But I'll always be good at hiding my emotions, always have always will.

Just..if he likes her and if he's thinking of asking her out, then he has to stop looking at me. You hear that prince charming STOP LOOKING AT ME IF YOU LIKE HER DON'T LOOK, GLANCE OR STARE. Don't show any affection to me. I'm done. Even though I didn't even try, i'm done.