Just the little things

Done. The end.

Literally this was 2 years ago, I did something bad to my ex. And kept it a secret. I told a few friends, that I trusted, and until now shit happened.

I recently get a message from my ex, who has been trying to get back with me. He messaged me, ranting about how fucked up I am for doing that and how my close friend told him all the dirty little secrets, and how he told Prince Charming that I liked him and he started describing how Prince Charming doesn't want me.

When I got that, and read all of it. My heart sunk. My three problems were

1: Prince Charming knows I like him

2: my close friend told my ex for no apparent reason

3: what does Prince Charming think of me now.

I wasn't worried about my ex. I was more worried about this close friend of mine and Prince Charming.

That night everything in me, my point of view on things changed. I started thinking maybe if Ignore all my feelings towards the message and Prince Charming then I wouldn't have trouble and so much stress upon me. I'm only going to worry about my "friend".

This is going down hill, and everyone likes to be or create drama. I in my own opinion hate drama, yes it's very entertaining, but very stressful and irritating.

For now on, I will try and move on. All these feelings Prince Charming gave me were adventurous and nice, but with this going on right now is not helping and I don't want to deal with it anymore. I really don't care right now.

So all these little things were nice, but maybe they weren't good enough for me to actually get the guy I want, maybe just maybe, this was all for nothing.

I'm not sad, I'm not mad, I'm emotionless. I don't care at this moment.

The end