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Molested...Convincing yourself this will pass too...

You know being a girl in India you constantly go through a lot of struggles. You constantly have to do things way more better than your male counterparts just to even get the tag of equality,when we are many times way better than them.

Anyways the trust that we Indians show in each other is just so tremendous. We also trust the people we have met only once just because they are our long lost relative who we don't know shit about. But the worst you are hit when the nearest of your relatives break your trust. Being a girl is a constant struggle in this country with virtue, virginity being the basis of marriage and respect from people. And think about what happens when you get molested by such trusted relative!

Yeah, it's a difficult part and you know what's more difficult- seeing that person every week or few days and still keeping shut just to keep the fucking relations intact and not create awkward situation. Yess, because the second most important thing in Indian society is," log kya kahenge?"

Well today the article is most probably what girls go through and how they feel about it every single passing second...

"Well yes I was molested by a creep very close relative,and that's not even the worst part yet. You will get to know the many worse parts ahead. So here's the story. This year my mom was pretty unwell so we didn't go for a family vacation. Yess, we go for 1 or maybe 2 vacations every year. Anyways thats not the point. So this year,my sister who is married to a bastard,( well yess dis guy is the male lead in the story today, a hero or less a villian) well they planned this trip to Goa and it was their family along wid their 4 year old kid and me. And we had an early morning train, so they asked me to come to their place with my bags at night itself so the next day I won't be late. So I did as said, however I am really not comfortable being at their place at night because I have to sleep in their room itself and its not that big, and that bastard or my sister then sleep on a matress on the floor which makes me feel guilty. Well, I have still been to her place overnight quite a few times, to be precise 4 times and that bastard always slept on the matress.But this very day we had a train at 5 in morning so we decided to all huddle on the king sized bed in the room...So I slept at the very end of the bed, then my nephew, my sister and then the asshole. And then we pretty much slept because we had to be awake by 4 to reach the station on time.

At approximately, 3:30 or maybe a bit later I felt some constant irritation or rather felt something near my feet, so thinking it's a bug or mosquito I just scratched it with my other foot. Then after a few minutes I felt someone rubbing their hand on my legs and feet and i was wearing a 3/4th and my nephew had shifted down south during his sleep( which i suppose was the work of that ass to shift his son down, near my legs so that there is no space between him and me). So I just thought maybe he is awake or maybe the mosquito is biting him too so he was just trying to soothe those bites or some shit and didn't give any mind to it because I was that sleepy. Then after a few minutes my 3/4th's were pushed up upto my thighs, and that actually didn't affect me rather it made me more comfortable because i m used to sleeping in shorts and the person doin it was such an expert I didn't even feel all this happening to a great extent. I was pulled towards middle of the bed from my safe corner and i shifted thinking that it's my sister; making my nephew sleeping near my feet comfortable and putting him in the corner so he doesn't catch cold. However all this pulling wasn't done by my sister, it was that ass. After the shifting it was calm again and I drifted off to sleep again. And in my sleep a hand started rubbing my nether regions and by nether regions I mean the core area between my legs and I was still asleep because I still didn't understand what was happening actually. And then I felt the hands going above and nearly inside my panties. I had lost my senses to move because of the sudden contact and the feeling it bought, like feeling so weird that I couldn't move. Then he  nearly thrust a finger inside and was trying to push it so damn inside and a sharp pain shoot which instantly made me snap and move upwards on the bed and his fingers sliding out of my panties with a small shriek from my mouth and his hands retreating from my night suit. I was so dazed with everything, I was just lying still on the bed trying to process whatever happened and then in a minute moved to the farthest corner of the bed. I was processing things and I came with some silly conclusion with the one which i settled on being- maybe in the darkness he couldn't see anything and he thought its my sis, becoz she was sleeping on his left, and maybe my sis got up at night to pee and went and slept on his right and he thought she is still on his left and was assuming to be doing this to his wife.

Well I know this might be the most stupid explanation you might have heard but what can I say- I am a duffer in the sexual department that I didn't understand the early signs of someone pulling, trying to feel my legs. Or maybe it was to hard to believe that this bastard woupd actually try to do something like this;so I jist thought of reasoning with myself. But seriously people this is what trust does to people-making us believe that what the other person did was by mistake. And that is what i did trusted him and my self assumed story. And what made this assumption of my self assumed story even strong was his behaviour after getting up. He never behaved like he felt guilty, he talked as normally as he always did and he behaved as he always respected me. So I just assumed maybe I was at the wrong place at that time and instead felt guilty that he almost finger fucked ME, thinking that it was his wife. And I started wallowing in my own guilt, thinking that I am the cheap one here and how will I be able to face my sis...?

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