I'm the real delirious

Calming a storm

LUKES POV:
I started to sing I'm not Afraid by Eminem.

[Chorus:]
I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid)
To take a stand (to take a stand)
Everybody (everybody)
Come take my hand (come take my hand)
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just letting you know that you're not alone
Holler if you feel like you've been down the same road (same road)

[Intro (during Chorus):]
Yeah, it's been a ride
I guess I had to, go to that place, to get to this one
Now some of you, might still be in that place
If you're trying to get out, just follow me
I'll get you there

You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em
But you won't take the sting out these words before I say 'em
Cause ain't no way I'ma let you stop me from causing mayhem
When I say I'ma do something I do it,
I don't give a damn what you think,
I'm doing this for me, so fuck the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if it thinks it's stopping me
I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
No ifs, ands or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he
From "Infinite" down to the last "Relapse" album
He's still shitting, whether he's on salary paid hourly
Until he bows out or he shits his bowels out of him
Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He's married to the game, like a fuck you for Christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the Earth, he's got the urge
To pull his dick from the dirt, and fuck the whole universe

[Chorus]

Okay quit playing with the scissors and shit, and cut the crap
I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth, for that
Fuck your fillings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped
And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest, that last "Relapse" CD was ehhh
Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground
Relax, I ain't going back to that now
All I'm trying to say is get back, click-clack, blow
Cause I ain't playing around
It's a game called circle and I don't know how, I'm way too up to back down
But I think I'm still trying to figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't, this fucking black cloud
Still follows me around but it's time to exorcise these demons
These motherfuckers are doing jumping jacks now!

[Chorus]

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, I'ma face my demons
I'm manning up, I'ma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now! (now)

It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly, I probably did it subliminally
For you, so I could come back a brand new me you helped see me through
And don't even realize what you did, 'cause believe me you
I been through the ringer, but they could do little to the middle finger
I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of
My world, haters can make like bees with no stingers
And drop dead, no more beef lingers
No more drama from now on, I promise
To focus solely on handling my responsibilities as a father
So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof, like my daughters
And raise it, you couldn't lift a single shingle on it!
Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
Or the corner pub, and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raising the bar
I'd shoot for the moon but I'm too busy gazing at stars
I feel amazing and I'm...

[Chorus]

I kept rocking her until she stopped shaking. She was still sobbing into my shoulder. I rubbed her back. I used my free hand and texted Evan to get up here.

In a matter of minutes Evan was at my side. He gasped and plopped down next to me. I put her in his lap. He started to rock her. She cried into his shoulder. He put his head on top of hers and whispered something to her. I didnt really care at all what he said as long as it calmed her down. Her breathing calmed down when he whispered to her.

So I took that as my que to leave. I stood up and dusted myself of. I looked at Evan and he nodded at me. I then exited her recording room and when downstairs to talk to the guys.

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EVANS POV:

I was sitting on the couch just sitting there zoning out. My phone buzzing got me to come back to reality. It was a text from CaRtOoNz. He wanted me to come up to Dels recording room. It must be important. I got up and walked up to her room. When I opened the door to the room Luke was sitting on the ground and Hanna was sobbing. She was cradled in his lap crying into his shoulder. He was rocking her and petting her hair.

I gasped. What got her to be such a wreck? Well I'll learn one day. I walked over to Luke and sat next to him. He handed me Hanna like she was a baby. Hanna was shaking really hard. I have no clue how I didn't notice this earlier. Maybe because she was being rocked. Maybe? But probably not.

I held her like a baby and rocked her too. I put my head on her head. She cried into my shoulder. I feel like shit. Hanna is so upset and I don't know what to do. I started to whisper sweet nothings in her ear. She started to calm down with her shaking. Her crying calmed a bit. But not by much. Luke had left the room already. I was fine with that I just want Hanna to calm down. I sighed and turned her so she was sitting on my lap and looking at me. She was still a little shake and she sniffled. I frowned and wiped away her tears. I hugged her. I felt her hug me tightly. I knew this meant a lot to her.

I pulled away and she frowned again. I smiled and pulled her to me again but not in a hugging way. She laid her head on my chest and sighed. I rested my head on hers once again. I kissed her head. "Everything's alright baby." I saw her face go redder than a firetruck.

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HANNAS POV:

When Evan got into the room Luke handed me to him. He held me like a baby and rocked me. It was comforting. He laid his head on my head. I cried into his shoulder. He started to whisper sweet nothings into my ear. It calmed me a bit. My shaking calmed down. So did my crying. But not by a lot. I noticed that Luke left the room. I was fine with that.

Evan sighed and turned me around so I was straddling his lap. I was still a little shaky. I sniffled. He frowned and wiped away my tears. He then hugged me tightly. Like it was the last time he would ever see me. Him being there meant everything to me. It shows me that he cares and that he'll be there for me.

He pulled away. I once again frowned. I still wanted to hug my Evan. He smiled at my child like actions. He then pulled me to his chest once again. But this time not in a hugging way. I laid my head on his chest and sighed. He then rested his head on my head once more. He kissed my head.

"Everything's alright baby." When he said that my face went redder than a firetruck. What he said warmed my heart. And it just meant the world to me. He will never know how much one little touch, only little word, or even once little action can make my heart flutter and make me over joyed.