There's two songs for this chapter the first part is save you tonight and the second song is when you're gone. Also this is all going to be in Harry's POV.
Harry's POV
I heard Josie storm up the stairs, but I let it pass, girls and hormones, you could never tell what was wrong with them. I finished get myself dressed after having a shower, my hair was all over the place I needed to apply some gel to it. I searched my desk and shelves not being able to find it, maybe it was in the bathroom. I padded over to the bathroom, I turned the door handle finding it locked
"Josie are you in here, I need to get something" I called out. She didn't reply, I knocked again
"Josie" I called. I tried the door handle again trying to make it move but it wouldn't. I kicked if trying to get it open, for all I know she could be hurt. I whacked myself into the door trying to get it to move. It must of took me two minutes to finally get the door open. I rushed into the bathroom, Josie lay on the floor blood swimming around her like lava. I dropped down next to her, picking her lifeless body into my arms.
"Josie" I called, she didn't respond I shook her. She flopped in my arms.
I tried to detect where the blood was coming from, I searched all over her body, finding several cuts on her arm. I noticed she held a razor in her hand.
'oh Josie you stupid girl' I mumbled
I laid her back on the floor, quickly I grabbed loads of tissue paper and applied it to her arm. I knew all my medical training I had done would pay of, I just wish I wasn't doing this on the girl I loved, who had foolishly tried to kill herself. I ran into my room gathering my medical kit together. My doctor career hadn't quite set off after what happened with Taylor.
I ran back into the bathroom picking Josie up and placing her into the bath. I turned the shower on, hot-ish water pouring down on Josie. I washed the blood of her, she had to wake up, no she needed to wake up. She hadn't lost that much blood so she wouldn't be in a bad condition. But why wasn't she waking up? she can't be dead!
I turned of the water and dried her applying new bandages to her arm making sure I applied quite a bit of pressure.
"Harry" I heard someone squeak
"Not now I'm busy, saving the girl I love" I mumbled my eyes not leaving the wounds dashed on her arm
"Ow Harry you're hurting me"
I looked up to find Josie's dull eyes glaring at me
"Josie!!!!" I cried pulling her into my arms, kissing the top of her head repeatedly.
"Josie you stupid girl, what were you thinking?" I said my voice coming out angry and relieved
"I'm sorry" She sobbed
"shsh, it's ok you're safe now" I reassured her.
We stayed on the bathroom floor, embracing each other. Every now and then I would sing softly in her ear
I wanna save you wanna save you're heart tonight, he'll only break you leave you torn apart, I can't be no super hero but for you I'll be super human.
I kissed Josie's forehead, her tear strain face rested in my chest
"Where's Jason?" I heard her ask
"Erm, baby I'm not sure, do you want me to ring him?" I offered. Josie nodded, I pulled her out of embrace and headed to my bedroom, reaching for my phone I dialed Jason's number, not really wanting to do it but it's what Josie wanted and I'm willing to do what ever it takes to make her happy. I held the phone to my ear waiting for Jason to pick up
"Hello"
"hey Jason where are you?"
"Taking care of some business why?"
"oh I was just wondering"
"is Josie alright?"
"Yeah why wouldn't she be?
"oh I was just wondering"
"ok well she's fine"
"ok well can you tell her I won't be home until the end of the week"
"Yeah I will, see you then"
"Bye"
"C ya"
I put the phone down and walked back into the bathroom, to find Josie no longer there.
"Josie" I called out
"In here" her weak voice echoed through the house. I walked into the bedroom to find Josie curled up in the bed of my room.
"Why are you in here?" I asked, though I didn't mind. Josie shrugged, I shook my head and climbed in next to her, pulling her into my chest.
"Harry I love you" Josie spoke looking at me
"I love you too" I kissed her soft lips
"Get some sleep, oh and Josie Jason said he has to do something but he'll be home by the end of the week" I spoke a massive smile on my face. Josie didn't reply. I closed my eyes breathing in Josie's sweet scent. Soon I was in a deep sleep. I was slightly confused by Josie's sudden words she never told me she loved me. Maybe she was just tried.
Song for this bit is when you're gone.
I woke up with a start, feeling cold and alone. I sat up noticing Josie wasn't in bed. I climbed out of bed my feet hitting the cold floor. I walked down stairs, finding no one in the living room, I wandered into the kitchen finding something I wish my eyes didn't have to see, Josie lay on the cold kitchen floor.
"shit" I screamed. This had only happened yesterday and she said she was sorry and I can't believe that she would do this again. I noticed a bottle of beach, there was no helping her she was long gone. I flopped down on the floor. Once again picking Josie up.
"Why Josie, why have you done this. I loved you, with all my heart. I wanted to show to you that I am a changed person that the thing with Taylor. Why did you do this to you're self?
I love you Josie and I don't ever think I'll love again. Oh Josie." tears rolled down my cheeks.
The girl I loved was gone, dead. I would never see her again.
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I'm Sorry Harry styles and Olly Murs
FanfictionLoving someone is not easy, When Josie meets Harry the person she falls in love with, she get's to know him inside out. But one day after their relationship has been going on nearly 2 years Harry flips his long time secret can not be kept any longer...
