50 shades of Styles

27

"I'm sorry about everything as have happened."

Harry stood beside the couch and actually he looked worried. Niall looked up from the book and he noted that Harry also meant every word.

"It's okay!"

Harry frowned directly on the forehead and he shook his head.

"No, I should have known better. I should have told you..." he swallowed. "I have many enemies because I'm highly placed in society, but I have never before had to see them or think that they could do anything against me."

Okay now Niall became uncertain.

"So who put the bomb under my bed?"

Harry lowered his hands in his pockets and he looked like an innocent little schoolboy.

"They found Simon's footprint under the window, but it was a former lover who also has been there."

Niall almost growled.

"Tell me everything."

Harry looked down at the floor. He was unsure.

"He's Ed and it was long since he was here or even in my life. He was one of the first as I took care of."

Niall was close to just scream. Harry didn't care about a former person who he had beat up, but the word remained and he let Harry continue.

"Ed was one of those as I actually cared about as a person and he..." Harry swallowed. "He may not be the best guy to have to do with, but I thought I could get him to change and become more like me."

Harry slid down on the couch next to him and he seemed almost sad.

"When I hadn't feelings for him, he became angry with me." Harry continued. "He didn't want to continue, and I thought I understood. I guess he was angry when he saw me with you, or with a man I had feelings for."

Niall understood nothing.

"So he loved you?"

Harry nodded.

"Unanswered feelings." Harry whispered hoarsely. "As I said, I haven't loved so many people in my life and I distinguish between love and normal emotions."

Harry then looked up at Niall and an uncertain smile appeared.

"I guess it's my fault that all this happened."

Actually Niall felt compassion. He took Harry's hand and he smiled reassuring to him.

"It's not your fault that he got out and do crazy things?"

Harry frowned.

"Well Niall! If you only knew what I have done to others. You would run away if you only knew half of it all."

Harry's cell phone rang and he quickly took it up. Niall saw on his face that it was a serious conversation.

"Okay, so look further. It doesn't matter if you don't get to sleep. Find him before the police do it."

When he had ended the call did Niall hesitated.

"So you've hired people who are looking for Ed?"

Harry nodded quickly.

"Yes, I want to find him first and find out what happened." he swallowed. "It's the right thing to do. I will solve the problems as I have created?"

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"Stand still..."

Niall noted that Harry had come into the bedroom. Niall had showered and he had only a towel around his waist. The room was dark and he heard that Harry slipped up behind him. Harry removed the towel and it was as if he wanted Niall watched without touching him.