50 shades of Styles

47

Niall woke up first in the morning. Directly he saw Harry, who lay beside him on the stomach and slept. Harry's bare back was so beautiful and Niall couldn't help but stare at it. Yes, he wanted them to have a normal relationship, but so far it was all just a test. Sometimes Harry reacted, if Niall happened to touch him, and sometimes it was as if he forgot the fear. Niall himself was almost afraid to accidentally touch Harry, because he didn't want to give him that pain.

Just this morning it was as if curiosity took over. He lay closer to Harry and he lifted up his hand over Harry's back. First, he let his hand just follow the contours without touching the skin. He followed Harry's back, and he saw his wonderful muscles. Slowly he let his hand landing on the back and he pulled his hand gently upwards towards Harry's neck. The dark hair was disheveled after a night's sleep and the whole sight was enough for Niall to ponder on. How could anyone be so mean that he or she did injured Harry? Simon hadn't made things better by teaching him love by spanking him. And Niall might not taught him love? Niall had no idea what Harry wondered occasionally and often was Harry an unwritten book. Niall had no idea how he would react.

Harry moaned a little. Therefore Niall let his hand slide up over his gorgeous hair. Slowly his fingers drilled into the dark hair and he massaged almost the scalp.

"Niall?"

Harry's voice was dull and dark. It nearly jarred in Nialls ears. Niall was quick to remove his hand, but Harry immediately turned his face to him. He was serious but his eyes were kind.

"Continue." he whispered hoarsely. "Let your hand glide over my back. I have to get used to that if I'm going to give you what you want."

Niall hesitated.

"I already have..."

Harry shook his head.

"No, you don't have the closeness as you want. Put your hand on my back and obey me, once and for all."

Niall looked straight into the green eyes, when he let his hand landing on his back. Slowly he let it slide up and down over Harry's wonderful back. He felt Harry buckled, but Niall saw no pain in Harry's face.

"For you!" Harry whispered hoarsely. "I do everything for you, just to let you know."

Niall smiled a little bit and nodded. He let his hand slide down and in the end, he was down at the back end.

"More?"

Harry moaned a little. He turned around so that he lay with his stomach toward Niall. He took Nialls hand and brought it up to his lips. He kissing Nialls knuckles, one by one, and then he swallowed.

"Your hands are my salvation."

Niall frowned.

"No, it's you who is your own salvation."

Harry leaned forward and he gave Nialls lips a soft kiss.

"Niall No, you don't understand. You're saving me."

Harry released Nialls hand and he laid his own instead toward Nialls cheek and he looked straight into the blue eyes.

"During one time, I never thought I would live to see this." he declared hoarsely. "Everyone told me that I was a loser and that I wouldn't make it. The only people who fought for me was my adoptive family."

Harry frowned by the memory from the past and he let his eyes slide down over Nialls lips.

"And I thought the words was true." he continued. "I thought I was doomed to total chaos and that the only way to salvation was through my games. Torture was the only thing I knew I wanted to do  that to you when I met you the first time, but you taught me that the way to a man's heart is through his deeds and words. Trust and not a silly contract that says you get to fuck."

Niall smiled a little bit. He was grateful that the contract was now totally gone from Harry's world and that they could drop that part.

"You don't need my signature." Niall got up. "Love means that you don't need to talk about such things or even write them down."

Harry nodded and he raised his eyebrows.

"I'm learning every day how to be and you must wait for that moment when I understand, when I really feel it."

Niall swallowed.

"Harry, I know you feel it, you feel love."

Harry groaned.

"How do you know it's love?"

Niall smiled a little bit.

"Because you have shown me that you love me."

Harry moaned quietly and he frowned.

"I want to fuck you."

Niall burst out laughing.

"You really know when to spoil the mood." he giggled happily. "Harry, that with sex we also need to work with. You can't just do it because they want or can. Sometimes you have to wait."

Harry groaned and he moved closer to the Irishman.

"But that's a need?"

Niall shook his head.

"No, for you it's a bad habit, and instead of making love, talk about what you feel. You don't need to show it with the body in that way."

Harry groaned and he took his arm around Niall and pulled him against himself. Direct Niall felt the hard part down there and he gasped by just a feeling. Harry immediately received a smile.

"But you love my bad habit?"

Niall chose to nod, yes, he liked it, but sometimes it was too much. Harry groaned and rolled over so that he landed on top of Niall. He parted his legs and pulled Nialls arms around Harrys shoulders, so that the hands landed on his back on the prohibited area. Niall whined.

"Harry,,,"

No, Harry didn't want to hear what he wanted to say. He kissed Niall and he brought up the hardness between Nialls legs, Between his buttocks and up towards the target. Niall whimpered when he felt the pressure and eventually Harry penetrated.

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It still ended up with Harry got to decide. Harry called around to different companies as did help with parties, and he arranged everything. Okay, Niall was relieved. He didn't now needed to stand in the kitchen and be worried about not being good enough. He just needed to accept the people as came with various things. A large white tent were set up behind the house and lights were hung up. Flowers arrived and table was exhibited. Yes, it certainly was fifty people who ran around on the yard and solved more or less the problems that arose. Harry was used to this and he sat in his room and did his job. Niall chose to withdraw and he tried not to be in the way. But when he saw the result, he was more than satisfied.

Gif: Harry about Niall